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Trippedytrip
TrippedyTrip



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Why me ?
#23797970 - 11/03/16 03:03 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I thought shrooms were safe
I thought shrooms where friendly
I thought shrooms were life changing
Shrooms were life changing for me .
It was my 1st trip , 1 year ago , 2.5 grams Hawaian Cubensis.
I dont really know how it happened , i got stuck in that moment of the trip , that high.
Since then i have never been grounded , cant live normally.
That trip has fucked up my life , i am 19 and dont even have a life in front of me .
I have tripped 4 times since that , dont get any effects , dpnt get high from weed because i already am high. I have nothing in front of me , everything is to blame on the shrooms and my mentality that day.
I dont know why it has happened to me , why that trip has taken my life away , why me ?
I want to make everyone clear that Psychs arent a game and this can happen , it isnt a myth.
I dont even know what to say anymore , i have nothing to live more , i dont kill myself because of the loved ones but my heart wont take so much more .
I was a intelligent guy , with a giant heart , good expectations , a decent life before my eyes and everything i needed and it hurts so much not being able to live anymore
Peace
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HamHead
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Life goes on.
Maybe try doing some of those things you found pleasure in before your mushroom experience.
Find something that interest you and dive down the rabbit hole.
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90sBeachUFO
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Re: Why me ? [Re: HamHead]
#23798071 - 11/03/16 03:28 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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How many doctors have you seen?
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Trippedytrip
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Ive been 9 weeks in a ward wich didnt help .
Not many more docs they cant really help
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TheGoat


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Shrooms are a life changing experience, i think it's all about the way you take it on and interpret it. What is being high anyways, it's a change of perception for me, I don't think of it as getting "high" anymore because that's not what it should be about. If it changed your life then take that as positive thing and push on. Unless you have a bad case of hppd you shouldn't be worried. And hppd should not happen from mushrooms anyways. Good luck bro, there is so much out there to live for, just remember that.
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Sabnock
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Re: Why me ? [Re: TheGoat]
#23798270 - 11/03/16 04:26 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Perhaps try some Lemon EO (6 to 10 drops) or some Alprazolam. Lemon EO helped to ground me a good bit after my intense period of regular Harmala and DMT consumption, Alprazolam (for me about 0.5mgs) kinda helped too, especially with anxiety, which the Lemon EO also kinda helps with. Also might wanna try taking some mineral supplements (for your health), some Magnesium might help.
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majicman30
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Quote:
Trippedytrip said: I thought shrooms were safe
I thought shrooms where friendly
I thought shrooms were life changing
Shrooms were life changing for me .
It was my 1st trip , 1 year ago , 2.5 grams Hawaian Cubensis.
I dont really know how it happened , i got stuck in that moment of the trip , that high.
Since then i have never been grounded , cant live normally.
That trip has fucked up my life , i am 19 and dont even have a life in front of me .
I have tripped 4 times since that , dont get any effects , dpnt get high from weed because i already am high. I have nothing in front of me , everything is to blame on the shrooms and my mentality that day.
I dont know why it has happened to me , why that trip has taken my life away , why me ?
I want to make everyone clear that Psychs arent a game and this can happen , it isnt a myth.
I dont even know what to say anymore , i have nothing to live more , i dont kill myself because of the loved ones but my heart wont take so much more .
I was a intelligent guy , with a giant heart , good expectations , a decent life before my eyes and everything i needed and it hurts so much not being able to live anymore
Peace
I really don't think it was the mushrooms personally but everyone has to have something to blame on what's happening to them I guess. Are u religious at all? Do u believe in a higher power? I have eaten(or boiled every Mushroom in my gallery with no problems & a few poisonous ones on accident & on purpose with no permanent damage sooooo. I dunno, but I hope things turn out well for you O. P. Peace & LOve
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majicman30
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90sBeachUFO said: How many doctors have you seen?
Doctors are not the answer trust me, but I also have to mention before my Shroomery account I have consumed over the amount in my gallery also & my I.Q. has risen I dunno everyone is different I guess. Peace & Love
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Peyote Road
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doctors don't shit about this or what to do. I am realizing more and more now that your average people are so unaware spiritually and so culterally programmed they have no idea how to help people with spiritual problems induced by psychedelics or otherwise.
You need to heal yourself, or find a qualified healier/shaman who can set you straight again. You will never get your old life back, but you can find new life, better than the old.
Life can be extremely painful, difficult and challenging. I realize one of the things that I was deluded about in my youth was how bad life could get. I never thought it would happen to me. I never thought Id ever suffer the way I have suffered. But the good news is that this gives you a real chance and incentive to wake up from this delusion called life.
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camerinkw
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Woah. Stop. Grasp reality. Breathe. Idk about you guys but without music, I'd go crazy. Are you listening to music? Lol. Peace
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Sabnock
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camerinkw said: Woah. Stop. Grasp reality. Breathe. Idk about you guys but without music, I'd go crazy. Are you listening to music? Lol. Peace
Definitely. Music
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The Blind Ass
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Re: Why me ? [Re: Sabnock]
#23798832 - 11/03/16 07:32 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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plz give more examples? tell of symptoms. do you work how old are you? relgious background? do you still use drugs if so what all of them and how often and how much? have you sought proffesional help.
I know a man in the field of recovery and neurobiology that knows a proffesional group on the US East coast that specializes in cases where a trip interferes with ones personal life and well being and functionality but its very specific and needs more info. PM if u need email, i imagine its quiet costly but with insurance should be ok? regardless i could talk to one of those guys and get a quick profile maybe? let us know more about you.
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Psyche delics
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Explain your symptoms. Also what kind of doctors have you seen. What tests have they done. What treatments have you tried?
Edited by Psyche delics (11/03/16 10:04 PM)
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Trippedytrip
TrippedyTrip



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So ,
I have done Organ testing = Negative
3 MRT Scans = Everything working fine
I have been in a ward 9 weeks using 2 weeks Antipsychotichs wich was a bad idea. Now i have been to a homeopathic woman . She says my chanras are unaligned and i that my soul isnt really in my body , i am out of body.
Since the trip i couldnt get high on weed anymore , didnt get any effects , i have tried reseting myself with shrooms : 1st trip 1g , 2nd trip 2.5 with no success .
My symptoms are not being really inside of me , i am kinda on top of me like when you are high . Have lost the connection to universe , my feet to the ground and cant really feel myself.
Peace
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sprinkles
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dude you are 19 years old. your life hasnt even started. Get a hold of yourself. Stop doing drugs, or your life may as well be over.
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mushpunx
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But most of the time when something like this happens it is because of an underlying mental disorder being brought to the surface
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Psyche delics
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mushpunx said:

But most of the time when something like this happens it is because of an underlying mental disorder being brought to the surface
Ya escpecially since it was his first time. And op dont go to that homeopathetic cunt again shes just taking your money.find the best psychiatrist in the area and start going to him/her.
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Kinshino
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I know someone who went through exactly what OP is going through and it was because she had some mental illnesses that were dormant.
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sprinkles
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Quote:
mushpunx said:

something like this happens it is because of an underlying mental disorder
not necessarily.
I think people get very depressed when they don't work feel they have some sort of purpose. Young people especially. It's super easy IMO to become severely depressed if you're stagnant and not going to school, work, or moving toward something. We humans are natural problem solvers, and if we're not working (work essentially is solving some sort of problem) then you're creating them.
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The Blind Ass
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In Dzogchen, the metaphor most commonly used to describe our situation is that of a mirror and its reflections. The reflections in a mirror are like the thoughts in our mind, which if we don't recognize as being an illusory, impermanent, unmediated, manifestation of our true nature, we will react to, identify with, become conditioned by, absorbed in and embody. Our true nature state, on the other hand, is likened to the mirror itself, which underlies and embraces all of the reflections, all the while remaining pure and changeless, never being tainted or stained by any of the reflections. It is important to realize that each thought in our mind is like a dream; once we become absorbed in a thought, we have literally entered a complete dream universe and have evoked and stepped into an illusory, limited and arbitrary identity which we experience as being who we truly are. In Dzogchen, if we get immersed in our dream-like thoughts and don't recognize the pure, mirror-like nature of our mind, we are literally considered to be nonlucidly dreaming.
The problem is that as long as we are identified with and absorbed in the imagination or thought of being a separate self we are going to resist part of our experience, as resistance and contraction are themselves the very expression of the separate self. Once we, as a separate self, see that we are resisting our experience, we will undoubtedly try and not resist, which is just another, more subtle form of resistance, and we will find ourselves in a self-created double bind, a prisoner of our own mind once again.
Dzogchen truly offers us the key to liberation; from the Dzogchen point of view, these contractions and resistances are themselves seen to be the unmediated expression of the enlightened mind itself. If we don't recognize this, we will react to our resistance like it is something real and separate from ourselves, seeing it as a true obstruction to our enlightenment. If our resistance is seen in this way, it will, in no time whatsoever, spontaneously shape-shift and manifest as a seemingly genuine obscuration, as it is nothing other than our own reflection, and we will once again be caught in the infinite regression known as samsara or cyclic existence.
On the other hand, if we recognize our resistance as the unmediated expression of our enlightened nature itself, which is none other than to become lucid in the dream, not only does the resistance not last very long, but it ceases to be problematic, as we are no longer resisting our resistance, and have thus snapped out of our infinite regression. The resistance then reveals itself to be the very vehicle through which we have deepened our realization, as we have embraced even the part of ourselves that is non-embracing.
If this does not help, I would suggest seeking out a highly trained and professional psychiatrist who has a private practice that does not just hand out drugs like candy thinking they alone the fix. Someone that has experience treating those who have been in altered states and had trauma that can happen from exploring them sometimes. Look online im sure you can find a good one near your area hopefully.
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