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TioWWW999



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Scariest drug experience?
#23791667 - 11/01/16 03:11 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Don't have one but I'm bored and like to hear some scary shit
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WeAreMushroom
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Re: Scariest drug experience? [Re: TioWWW999]
#23791708 - 11/01/16 03:22 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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in my signature I have a trip report about when I took a quarter sheet of LSD and went to the mental hospital for several weeks for lighting somebody on fire with a propane torch while hallucinating they were possessed by demons. I became convinced that I was God and started something like a small cult.
When I went to the mental hospital I met people who I thought were God and the Devil, and got shot a couple times with Thorazine, jumped on by police officers, put in solitary confinement for a period.
The whole story is several pages long and it's right down there in my signature if you want to check it out. That was my scariest trip.LSD is a totally different beast once you start eating multiple milligrams.
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Re: Scariest drug experience? [Re: TioWWW999]
#23791746 - 11/01/16 03:31 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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It was late summer, I dosed a few tabs of 1P and headed down for the boardwalk. I was feeling pretty high and needed to sit down and enjoy the beauty. I found a giant heart someone drew in the sand and decided that was the perfect spot to be. I laid there and just stared into the clouds and the occasional star where they parted. As I kept staring I got the overwhelming feeling that gravity was a kind of perception, as if I could change my perception and it's effect on me would change. Given my frame of mind and what exactly I was feeling overwhelmed about, I was frankly a little concerned. Actually I was fucking shaking like a god damn leaf, but I couldn't look away. The enormity of it at all was so fucking daunting, like the first time I realized how much of a fucking ant I am in relation to the universe. I managed to peel myself away after a while, my relative position when standing left me feeling very awkward after that and I remember breathing very deeply, panting from fucking fear. Yet at the same time I soon longed for the experience, as if I had left home and missed it dearly. I laid down again but was super disappointed, I ended up going home soon after and spent a fair amount of time thinking that night about what I went through. I've had a lot of experiences and done my share of psychedelic substances, but that time was certainly the most frightening.
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Re: Scariest drug experience? [Re: TioWWW999] 1
#23791770 - 11/01/16 03:38 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Geting raided by a swat team serving a drug warrant.
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I also had an experience similar-ish to that on 1P.
I was staring at the carpet watching the visuals when I began to think about what death would really be like (probably a bad choice of thought to begin with, but whatev). I felt like I could almost feel non-existence just beyond the range of my perception, and I started trying to focus on that feeling, trying to feel non-existence and truly comprehend what it would be like. Then of course the visuals kicked on and filled in all the blanks, and I saw a long beautiful hallway lined with statues leading towards the point in the carpet that I was staring at, and I knew the point was death, and the hallway was lined with all sorts of grotesque statues and figures indicating death, and at the end was a door like Rodin's Gates of Hell, and I knew that beyond that door was death, and I was being pulled toward it, the door coming closer and closer, the statues in the hallway moving past me, and I felt unable to resist the pull, and like death was getting closer and closer.
It was a thoroughly terrifying experience for a second. I honestly felt as though I was getting closer to death. It was all just a hallucinatory/delusional experience, but I'll be damned if it didn't scare me. I wanted to truly think about death, and in a way I suppose I accomplished that.
Here's Rodin's Gates of Hell in case you were wondering. This is pretty much what the door looked like, and the hall more generally:
Edited by nooneman (11/01/16 03:48 PM)
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Re: Scariest drug experience? [Re: nooneman]
#23791868 - 11/01/16 04:08 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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when i od'd on subutex, alcohol, and some other strong downer, i don't remember what but it wasn't a benzo or muscle relaxer. some other sedative.
i couldn't communicate with any and could barely breath. i only remember snippets cause i was out. i just remember waking up in the hospital with dr's and my parents standing above me, then i passed out again and woke up in my bed at home.
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tie between rough trip on mushrooms (only ego death i had) rough trip on lsd (lots of de ja vu) and racing heart from too much coke.
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Temporarily ceasing to breathe on heroin
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Thought I killed myself with cocaine last week. Heart still kinda hurts. Called my other buddy who buys krill from the same dude I get soft from and he said his heart has been killing him too.
Been nice knowing you all.
Otherwise it would be waking up from an opiate nod mid-fall. Or even worse, waking up after the fall with a cracked nose and dead arm.
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Re: Scariest drug experience? [Re: ModestMouse]
#23791887 - 11/01/16 04:11 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Snorted a paxil and a zoloft once.
Jesus fucking burning hell.
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Re: Scariest drug experience? [Re: vandago]
#23791891 - 11/01/16 04:13 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Oh shit I forgot about buspar. I snorted a buspar and had brain zaps for an hour, thought I was going to die
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WTF is "soft" and "krill"?
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Re: Scariest drug experience? [Re: TioWWW999]
#23791899 - 11/01/16 04:14 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Also one time someone knocked on the door at the peak of a 1P trip. Every single possibility ran through my mind, the cops busting down the door, being arrested, whether or not I should hide, it was a solid hour of completely paralyzing fear and paranoia.
I later learned it was just a delivery guy
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moonrockmushy
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Quote:
tyrannicalrex said: WTF is "soft" and "krill"?
soft cocaine is cocaine hcl. I call base cocaine krill for some reason but I think krill just means cocaine because it is supposed to look like fish scales.
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Re: Scariest drug experience? [Re: TioWWW999]
#23791928 - 11/01/16 04:20 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Weighed out 5 grams of shrooms, put an extra unknown amount in with it and made a smoothie (anywhere from an extra 2 grams to 5 grams), started off being the best trip of my life, could feel music going through my body and all other kinds of crazy shit. Sat down after a while and at a certain point felt like my mind broke and thought I was insane and would never get out of it to the point I contemplated suicide just to end it. Don't know how long I was like that but it felt like a literal eternity and I felt like I couldn't remember a time I wasn't tripping. It's hard to put psychedelic experiences into words for me but it was truly one of the worst moments of my life, complete hell, followed by one of the best when I came out of it and felt grateful to be alive and sane, even ended up having a fun night after that because I was just ready to take life on at that point lol.
Luckily my best friend was there and just kept reminding me to wait it out and see what I felt like once I came down because my mind was so gone I forgot I even took a drug at one point. Even though I probably tripped around 30 times by that point and have had bad trips I always found it hard to imagine how someone could freak out on psychs until that trip and since then I can see why some people go bananas on occasion, if I was by myself idk what would of happened. Luckily I was just sitting in a chair staring at the ground and not spazzing out or making a scene though
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nooneman


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Now that's a proper high dose mushroom experience.
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Re: Scariest drug experience? [Re: nooneman] 1
#23791981 - 11/01/16 04:32 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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My scariest expereince was a salvia trip. Alone in my apt, I held in a giant hit as long as I could. My entire reality closed up like a book. I don't really remember what happened right after that, but I do remember that I could not for the life of me remember who or what I was. A lot of weird shit happened but I eventually discovered that my self behind the illusion was attached to THE WHEEL that all souls are unwittingly attached to. This massive ferris wheel experience felt like the ultimate true reality, which really bummed me out cus I wasn't able to really move around and my vision was almost completely obstructed because I was somehow attached to this thing by the roof of my mouth. It was maddening. When I came to, I found myself spinning around on the bathroom floor, screaming an unknown language reminiscent of latin maybe. Once my mind fully returned to me I chilled out, but I could hear my neighbors gathering in the hallway to see what the fuck was going on.
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BANANA.MAN
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3.5 grams of shrooms. The comedown was amazing though and it might be in my top 5 favourite mushroom trips. Its in my top ten trips on any psych ive taken for sure.
It was scary as fuck though and the closest i have come to killing myself. It made me suicidal all of a sudden and the suicidal feelings persisted for many months and at times they seemed more intense than on the trip.
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Re: Scariest drug experience? [Re: ModestMouse]
#23792021 - 11/01/16 04:41 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
ModestMouse said: Oh shit I forgot about buspar. I snorted a buspar and had brain zaps for an hour, thought I was going to die
wtf why would you do that
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Quote:
WeAreMushroom said: in my signature I have a trip report about when I took a quarter sheet of LSD and went to the mental hospital for several weeks for lighting somebody on fire with a propane torch while hallucinating they were possessed by demons. I became convinced that I was God and started something like a small cult.
When I went to the mental hospital I met people who I thought were God and the Devil, and got shot a couple times with Thorazine, jumped on by police officers, put in solitary confinement for a period.
The whole story is several pages long and it's right down there in my signature if you want to check it out. That was my scariest trip.LSD is a totally different beast once you start eating multiple milligrams.

That is fucking legendary if its all true
You earn a Bill Oreilly star for that act of pure psycho
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