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freightmare
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Is my mental health depleting?
#23776694 - 10/27/16 01:01 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Here are some symptoms:
Visual hallucinations (Seeing faces when closing my eyes) -Made me think I was psychic for about a month
Auditory hallucinations (Hearing voices telling me to "Cut People")(Usually after consuming alcohol) Delusions ((I would hardly be able to sleep at night because I thought people were looking at me through the windows.)Stopped after a high dose of aripiprazole)
Speech problems (I usually stutter when talking. Cannot keep a consistent flow when reading aloud.)
Anger (I was legit going to kill a peer from my old highschool)
Depression (Tried killing myself several times, Now I plan on killing others.)
Hygiene Declining (Not showering as often)
Carelessness (Don't care about anything, don't make connections with people as easy)
Withdrawal (Dont talk to many people or go out in public. Created my own alphabet and use it so others cant know my thoughts.)
Physical incapability (I walk with a limp that is not from an injury)
Any thoughts?
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Hippocampus



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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: freightmare]
#23776824 - 10/27/16 01:46 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I don't know if it's depleting. Have you always been like that?
Joking aside, you listed some very alarming things there. you should stay on top of your treatment plan and you should let your doctor know all this stuff. Do you have anyone close to you that you trust and helps you/cares for you? You should also tell them the things you've written here. It sounds like you are having some psychosis. If I were you I would try to do anything that could help alleviate it.
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beforethedawn
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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: Hippocampus]
#23777275 - 10/27/16 03:57 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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It's all fun and games until you start thinking about killing yourself or others.
You can get away with no medication up until that point.
I would recommend antipsychotics until that's out of the way. Then maybe think about lowering the dose until you no longer have homicidal or suicidal ideations.
You don't want to end up in prison.
Go check yourself into the emergency department at your local hospital right now. Be honest about everything.
You only avoid medication if you can control yourself, as the meds will take a lot of energy out of you.
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Jokeshopbeard
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As I said in a thread over in P&MW-B earlier, the only thing that would cause me to seek assistance from pharmaceutical medicine in this life would be if I started to fear for my own life or the lives of others. OP has stated this is exactly the situation he is in.
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beforethedawn said: Go check yourself into the emergency department at your local hospital right now. Be honest about everything.
You only avoid medication if you can control yourself, as the meds will take a lot of energy out of you.
I absolutely agree with this. Your situation is the very definition of an emergency freightmare. Please seek medical help asap.
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beforethedawn
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Oh wait is this the troll from before? lol
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freightmare
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Do my prescriptions say Im trolling?
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Jokeshopbeard
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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: freightmare]
#23777598 - 10/27/16 05:39 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I dunno, the expert troll spotters all reside in the romp. The pics above don't do much to strengthen the case that you're not though.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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sudly
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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: freightmare]
#23777747 - 10/27/16 06:14 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Microdose that shroom for 0.3g dry once every 3 days and you'll be fine in a month.
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Lucis
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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: freightmare]
#23777762 - 10/27/16 06:19 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I would say seek help ASAP if you're hearing voices and having hallucinations, especially if these voices are telling you to cut others.
Also sometimes being on medications can make matters worse in the long run.
I would check out some of Robert Whitaker's thoughts on the matter, and check some of the sources he mentions for more information.
More medicine might only be good if you can find no improvement in quality of life through non-drug related avenues first.
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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: Lucis]
#23777912 - 10/27/16 07:02 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hey OP this is common in people today aka it happens. But it can be managed and it can be recovered from if you wish as well in time in good time. Seek help from trusted family/friends who are virtuous people and ask for help and be honest with them and yourself and it'll be ok!
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sprinkles
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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: freightmare] 1
#23777949 - 10/27/16 07:16 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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stop using drugs. Get a job.
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sudly
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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: sprinkles]
#23777964 - 10/27/16 07:19 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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RJ Tubs 202


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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: freightmare]
#23784396 - 10/30/16 03:44 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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What drugs have you been taking, over the last 12 months?
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sudly
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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: RJ Tubs 202] 1
#23784466 - 10/30/16 05:30 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'm on LSD right now.
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beforethedawn
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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: sudly]
#23784480 - 10/30/16 05:54 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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If you're on LSD right now try to imagine yourself into various possibilities in the mirror.
Outside is inside.
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sudly
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Quote:
Outside is inside.
I just wrote up a philological argument to prove it. Dualism is real.
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DividedQuantum
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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: sudly] 1
#23784741 - 10/30/16 09:07 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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You did a study of the history of language? Can we see it?
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sudly
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The thing is, if I did actually do it then I'd like it peer reviewed first. Without copyright issues etc.
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sudly
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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: sudly] 1
#23784782 - 10/30/16 09:23 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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This is an abstract though:
My nervous system is a spiderweb of conductive tissue that grants me a dualistic perception from whence I can chemically and electrically manoeuvre my body of atoms through a quantum field.
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DividedQuantum
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Re: Is my mental health depleting? [Re: sudly]
#23784798 - 10/30/16 09:30 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Fine, but that has nothing to do with philology.
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