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shaganoz
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20 years riding, now im at the end
#23771570 - 10/25/16 09:36 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Oh well.
I have been a psychonaut for 20+ years now, done it all, explored it all, experienced it all. Few people can name one drug I have not personally "sampled".
It has been a long and interesting voyage, with its ups and downs.
I can only compare myself to something mixed between "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas" and "The Wolf of Wall Street".
Used to just roll on before i got into marketing and making shit loads of money, with a boss that was pro-drugs and frequently hosted blackout parties in our offices (he got fired by the CEO though unfortunately, once he found out).
Also, I been on wid adventure on my own, and with friends, more "F & L in Las Vegas" style.
And man have i tripped balls. I seen things most will never see. I experienced going from a common guy to very rich, then wasted it all on well, "drugs sex & rock'n'roll", even ended up homeless living in the woods half a year (where i had a nice garden with opium poppies, morning glory, marijuana, san pedro, shrooms and more).
Now im getting old, getting cloe to 40. Got kids. Think I lived out that wild life, feels like I gotta stand down a bit, take it easy, focus on other things.
Of course I will never leave the world of Drugs, I will always have a moment of joy now and then, but it will, and is not, as it was when younger, in the highest moments of my psychoactive adventures.
But its been a long worthwhile ride and i do not regret anything and i have learned a lot.
But at some time I guess I just gotta accept i am not a teen anymore, but a grown up, a father, take some responsibilities, so thats where I am at now.
Not that its been easy, had to kick some habits, and addictions, vut thats life.
So, I do not think you will hear much more from me but I wish you all the best with your current, past and future explorations!
S
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BoomBoom
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Re: 20 years riding, now im at the end [Re: shaganoz]
#23771588 - 10/25/16 09:45 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ever drank Bailey's from a shoe? No regrets
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ferrel_human
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Re: 20 years riding, now im at the end [Re: shaganoz]
#23771591 - 10/25/16 09:48 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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What does you giving up drugs have to do with growing them? Well we all get to the end at some point. Im 36 years myself but growing drugs is a passion. Growing plants is what keeps me sane.
Goodluck man and i hope the journey is stalled out and not really over for you.
Laters man.
-------------------- Nature is my church and walking through it is gospel. It tells no lies and reveals all to those who look, and listen, closely. -Karode
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shaganoz
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Re: 20 years riding, now im at the end [Re: BoomBoom]
#23783880 - 10/29/16 09:08 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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BoomBoom said: Ever drank Bailey's from a shoe? No regrets 
I drank many things from places most would not even consider. Baileys from a shoe, sure. Whenever I dropper any drinkable, whether alcohole, or other subtances, and broke their bottles, glasses, or jars or whatever I had it stored in, I would at least throw my t-shirt on the ground, soak it all up, and squeeze whatever juice i got back into my mouth
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shaganoz
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Re: 20 years riding, now im at the end [Re: ferrel_human]
#23783895 - 10/29/16 09:13 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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ferrel_human said: What does you giving up drugs have to do with growing them? Well we all get to the end at some point. Im 36 years myself but growing drugs is a passion. Growing plants is what keeps me sane.
Goodluck man and i hope the journey is stalled out and not really over for you.
Laters man.
Fair question.
Giving up consumption, is not the same as giving up growing. In fact, I still consider myself quite the "gardener" (I grow everything from ethnobotanicals to fruits and vegetables)
And I do not intend stopping on that, and I still got lots of experience that may benefit younger explorers.
Just saying that for me personally, I hit the end, I dont feel there is more to learn or gain from ethnobotanicals, I went extremely deep down the rabbit hole.
Now, I still do some "psychonautic" activities, but more in the form of meditation and such, self hypnosis, I learned how to actually put myself into a hypnotic state that puts me into the effects of basically any drug I want.
It is kinda funny, personally Im a big opiate and downers fan, I programmd my inded fingers and thumbs hypnotically, so if I touch and rub them together, it will release tons of endorphins as well as give me some benzo simiar effects..
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ferrel_human
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Re: 20 years riding, now im at the end [Re: shaganoz]
#23783926 - 10/29/16 09:26 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well i get not wanting to fall into that dark place. Thats no good.
Have fun on your new journey.
-------------------- Nature is my church and walking through it is gospel. It tells no lies and reveals all to those who look, and listen, closely. -Karode
 Looking for Mimosa tenuiflora seeds. Buttons for trade
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