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ForThisReason
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Not so good.
#23768125 - 10/24/16 08:18 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Haven't tripped for a few years, till a few nights ago. I know trips go off on tangents, but this one has really made me feel depressed.
I'm not in the best situation of life, in many areas. Whilst high, I was seeing the future, and what choices I must make, and feeling the assurance of reward.
But a day or so has passed, and I am feeling the whole thing was a disillusionment, a misleading, self-centered projection.
At the same time during the trip, I was feeling innumerable spiritual powers, darkness, and hatred around me, invading my personal space, blocking access to unadulterated spiritual energy and illumination.
I then began to feel the mushrooms too were requiring complete power over me.
It really was not a good time, though there were some very positive aspects throughout. I am just not sure how to interpret this.
The thing that is most frustrating is feeling like I saw my path and the destiny that awaits me if I make the right choices. And so much peace ensued. But looking back now, I really can't recall the basis of my confidence.
Any constructive comments or insights are appreciated.
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littleton
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Registered: 08/18/10
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Thanks for the post! Shroomery has the most educated and influential people around when it comes to drugs and effects from drugs. I think that there is something going on in your life that will not let you have a good trip until coming to your true senses. Basically that there is a cloud of energy coming from somewhere, You, your friends, your family, SOMEBODY. I know that when I am around some people I act one way, and when I am around other people I act a different way.
What happened is that you came back to the reality. Your reality isn't full of psychedelia colors bursting through your head. And you were so excited and ready with this lush thoughts and Exhilarating feelings that you were ready to take on the world in that moment of time just how you were. What this shows is that you cannot have a "good" influential trip. There is that cloud there blocking the mind, You cannot have clouds in your mind while taking psychedelic drugs, either the onset and during effects are too harsh, or afterwords you will feel dull and rusted. Take it from me, I have experience of these sort of things.
As far the rest goes with feeling down in the dumps and crap like, Just stay away from drug related highs for a while, You need to do something in your own body, or your own mind that gets you high now. That is the number #1 best way to get yourself out of a slump. These are things like Lifting weights and working out, Or something spiritual, "meditating and focusing on something higher, like the sun, or aliens," Maybe even find something like drawing or writing as a stress relief, that also has a spiritual high to it.
Dont stress the high. After something like this it sometimes leads into a downward spiral, Which is avoidable if you have the right tools and do the right things to stop what is causing your downward spiral, The first key is to identify this. "I was feeling great that I will be able to do this, But than I felt down and drained, I didnt think i could do this."
Find an out-let. A way out of it. Something more interesting and enjoyable.
Good luck and I hope this helps. ~bunny
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The Blind Ass
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Registered: 08/16/16
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Loc: The Primordial Mind
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A man ate a mushroom.
A man thought about things that day.
Now a man asks about why what he thought and felt about in the past is no longer the same, and to strangers at that.
Someone once said: Not to look outside ourselves so we may instantly enter the right way.
My suggestion, which is merely a suggestion.
Tomorrow eat an apple or something else and investigate your life , then compare them and go with what you know is right and noble.
Your fine dont make a mountian out of a mole hill, or waves in the water where there are none
-------------------- Give me Liberty caps -or- give me Death caps
Edited by The Blind Ass (10/24/16 11:50 PM)
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blckmynnse8
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All of my bad trips have turned out to be good ones in the end. When buried negativity comes to the surface it's always a good thing because then it can be dissolved. Often the mushrooms bring the unconscious into the field of the conscious and you can discover those hidden autopilot programs/responses which limit you.
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nooneman


Registered: 04/24/09
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Loc: Utah
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Sounds totally normal to me. You'll be fine.
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ForThisReason
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Re: Not so good. [Re: nooneman]
#23770224 - 10/25/16 02:26 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I felt apprehensive to open myself on a forum, but I am happy that I did. Littleton, your immediate, bright and positive response was very kind. And The Blind Ass, I appreciate your humor, and will etch that wisdom into memory. I regard you as my friends. Thank you for your posts, everyone.
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Blazer420
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Re: Not so good. [Re: nooneman]
#23770239 - 10/25/16 02:30 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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nooneman said: Sounds totally normal to me. You'll be fine.
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VedicSoma

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The mushrooms really are sacred, and have the power to heal, if taken with the appropriate reverence, preparation, and intention. Otherwise, they can be a confusing mess. It sounds trite, but learn meditation, and practice that technique before you consider mushrooms.
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AstralAndrew
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Registered: 10/05/14
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Loc: Canada
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Psychedelics show you the question, allow you to find the answer, and the only person who can put those answers into effect is you..Just live well, change things if they're shitty, try tripping again with intention after that, have a cool crazy feel good trip. Right now, you're back at baseline without the facade that you can't do anything about your problems. Your mind knows your living in dissonance because you have/had the answers. Put your trip's lessons into effect and you wont feel disillusioned and hopeless.
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     "The opposite for courage is not cowardice, it is conformity. Even a dead fish can go with the flow." - Jim Hightower
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