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XUL
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Feeling good about life 1
#23766059 - 10/24/16 06:52 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Over the summer I was living with some friends and I developed a bad habit of drinking most days of the week. I recently broke that habit and have begun to feel different.
When I was drinking, I was feeling anhedonia -- that is, the loss of pleasure in usual activities. I was really functioning like a rusty machine. Drink, work, drink, repeat. Often I felt like I was thinned out and nearly depressed.
I did indeed cut back on the drinking. I made a name at myself at work and so I was promoted to senior management. Now, in my new position, I am beginning to make a name for myself. That makes me feel good about myself.
I found a new place to live, which costs about 1/8 of my pay per month. That fucking rocks. Having some money saved up makes daily life much easier for me. It comforts me to know that I can escape emergency situations -- that are certain to occur at some point or another.
Life is good mates. I hope its good for you guys too. Wish ya the best.
 
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Re: Feeling good about life [Re: XUL] 1
#23766070 - 10/24/16 07:02 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah, that's what I'm talking about, let's share the good vibes
Life is good here as well, things are going pretty fresh
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XUL
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Re: Feeling good about life [Re: They]
#23769926 - 10/25/16 12:42 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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They said: Yeah, that's what I'm talking about, let's share the good vibes
Life is good here as well, things are going pretty fresh 
Excellent.
That is good to hear.
What is good about your life now?
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Re: Feeling good about life [Re: XUL]
#23772174 - 10/26/16 02:21 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Aww so many things
The mushrooms and Ayahuasca and other psychs have come through for me, and have helped me remember my deep deep strong epic magic, from my past lives as an Aztec warrior, healer, medicine man and shaman in MANY previous incarnations, from stone age onwards, and even from before. I can do energy work, whistle icaros (all comes from within, it's epic) and am fulfilling more and more my role of bringing the ancient lost arts, back into this reality, into the confused and informationally lost urban dwellers of today. I am not alone, the whole planet is awakening once more to these realities, to the world of the spirit, and since I see I am breaking free from the spell of ignorance, I dance and sing in joy 
Mushrooms sent me to meditate, which I did, and now I can summon states and forces normally reserved for trips, just by focus and breath stuff alone. I'm not quite capable of full trips yet, but can indeed bring more and more of this as the months and years pass, and I simply see that the troubled insides that most others have, I have no more. Or have much less than I used to, and also less than others.
People come to me for guidance, both online and off, and I've started to have real deal clients for my wizard and shaman work, for helping others with matters of the spirit (depression, anxiety, smoking, drinking, etc.). It works online, it works offline, I see it work and I rejoice
What else? Oh yeah, some of my Aztec medicine stuff involves epic massage and pressure point technique, all come intuitively from above. I just gave a demo to a pro massage therapist yesterday and he was wow-ed beyond belief. He said the words, that he now again believes in things that he was starting to lose faith in. He's also an amateur boxer and I told him that if he brings me some fighters to work on, I can boost reflexes, increase endurance and power in the rink, as well as add a sort of lightness that one feels in the limbs when they're cleared, and he said we're likely going to work on this I mean I worked on one of his arms with Aztec med tech, and asked him to see how it feels now, compared to before, and compared to other arm. There was HUGE difference. The worked on the other and both were upgraded proper. Asked him if he'd fight himself from half an hour ago, before me laying hands on him, who would win and how clear the victory, and it was obvious that there's huge boost in performance from my work
Soooooo all in all, I'm happy because my raw dragon fire is lit and works, my Kundalini serpent comes to play, I smile and dance and know the way, and see more magic every day
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