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albino
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I threw it all away...
#23765884 - 10/24/16 03:06 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Couldn't handle the anxiety and pressure. I picked the remaining bits off my tubs and threw all of it away. I plan on making a trip to a random trash can tomorrow and throwing the soil somewhere not near me. I have a friend who is a criminal justice major and his dad is in the dea. Yup, I'm done. I met gangsters in the psych ward, big time dealers in parks, have random people come knocking on my door, told people of my drug/sex issues, etc. everyone looks at me like a crazy drug addict who is always on something. I am so sick of these judgements. My life is on the line, I was trying to help my family and my financial situation and it only seems like I have made matters worse (mentally of course not financially). I know I'm not done with drugs, but my drug dealing days are done for now. Hope I never make this mistake again.
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NDStepp84
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: albino]
#23765892 - 10/24/16 03:22 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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They're coming! They're coming!  That's what happens when you sell drugs, selling drugs is bad.
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TheStormsEye
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: NDStepp84]
#23765916 - 10/24/16 03:52 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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hA wow. ull be back lol
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wtfcrazymofo
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: albino]
#23765922 - 10/24/16 03:58 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Bummer don't sell, give. You will be back.
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SleepyE
DMT is metaphysical



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i feel blessed that i dont constantly have peers judging me for my drug use since im in a liberal area where pretty much everyone uses drugs.
im assuming you live in a more right wing environment so it must be more difficult for you but honestly i know what benefits i receive from psychedelics so i don't need to feel guilty that im making use of it.
In this case anyone who judges you for this should be automatically be considered to have the intelligence level of a Dog.
And do you really give a fuck about what a Dog thinks about how you live your life? Who cares what a dog fucking thinks, its a Dog.
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Edited by SleepyE (10/24/16 04:17 AM)
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thebug76
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: SleepyE]
#23765944 - 10/24/16 04:37 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ask friends to give you money to help you out in your financial situation, then give them shrooms for being so generous. No selling involved. Lol
As if they'd believe that if anything happened anyway.
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AgarStudent
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: thebug76]
#23766019 - 10/24/16 06:19 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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That's the spirit. We should all do good moral and decent harmless things that normal god-fearing people do - such as drinking beer, smoking ciggies or just driving an over-powered petrochemical vehicle. But shrooms? That is just an act of terrorism, madness only for the delusional the diabolical and the wacky!  Sorry, that's me being cynical.
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Edited by AgarStudent (10/24/16 06:38 AM)
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Greenskybluegrass7
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Sounds like the fear has won this battle
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captain trips99
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When you deal you take a risk. Once you start selling you have to realize that you can never bring those people you sell to into your inner circle, friends are friends, customers are customers. Never mix the two. I know this from personal experience, very bad idea with bad out comes. I grow for personal use only now. Stay safe
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Space Coast Slayer
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A properly fitted tinfoil hat could have avoided all of this..
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thebug76
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Quote:
Space Coast Slayer said: A properly fitted tinfoil hat could have avoided all of this..
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glowdiver
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: thebug76]
#23766086 - 10/24/16 07:16 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Best of luck. Hope things start getting better for you.
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Moabfighter
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: glowdiver]
#23766092 - 10/24/16 07:25 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Man I hate living this paranoid. I often too feel like throwing it all away. I have before during a bad trip.
Serious question, I do NOT sell, so that isn't a variable. What are the odds of my door coming down if I do not sell? No one knows I do this aside from you all, and my wife. That's it. No one comes over. No ones ever seen it. Just getting so tired of window peeping for what feels like nothing....
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thebug76
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If no one who knows your location knows except your wife. You should be pretty safe, but you're stuck in that marriage forever or until you quit growing. Women are spiteful as hell. No offense to the women on here, I've just had to deal with several who would do anything to fuck me up as bad a possible. Plus you said you're not selling. Hell Mckenna would give public speeches talking about his grows with police working security at the events and he never got busted for growing, only smuggling. However, there's a rumor out there that he was an undercover anyway. Personally I don't believe it. I liked Mckenna amd still listen to his talks pretty regularly. But, it could explain how of ir he got away with.
You're biggest worry would be if there was a housefire, then it automatically becomes a crime scene and anything found is a legal seizure.
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Edited by thebug76 (10/24/16 07:43 AM)
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amidogen
see you on the other side

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Re: I threw it all away... *DELETED* [Re: Moabfighter] 1
#23766110 - 10/24/16 07:41 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Post deleted by amidogen
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Edited by amidogen (10/24/16 07:49 AM)
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SloppyJoseph
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: amidogen] 1
#23766321 - 10/24/16 09:58 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Maybe if you run your mouth about how you use drugs and sell them then you shouldn't be growing your life away in felonies at your house for when the raid comes in and busts your ass. Clean yourself up, man
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mushboy
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OP is paranoid as hell.. https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/23717999/fpart/1/vc/1
threw out bruised mushrooms because he was unsure.
anyone that paranoid shouldnt be tripping.
best of luck to you.
Edited by mushboy (10/24/16 10:14 AM)
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tukkis
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: mushboy]
#23766341 - 10/24/16 10:12 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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you're anxious about people/the police knowing about you selling drugs. so you come here and post and admit how you sold drugs? i don't get it...
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mushboy
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: tukkis]
#23766352 - 10/24/16 10:19 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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in OPs first shroomery post he was asking if people sell poppy pods.. and reading over other post i think OP is a ...
Edited by mushboy (10/24/16 10:25 AM)
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thebug76
2 years in.



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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: mushboy]
#23766426 - 10/24/16 10:56 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I looked over OP's prior posts also. I agree
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Inocuole
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: thebug76]
#23767671 - 10/24/16 05:52 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Soembody ban this fucker for talking about selling.. fuck this shit.. Help him stand by his decision.
Also OP, next time you come to a forum, if you're going to puss out like a little bitch, don't take the fucking good names first.
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Th3Issu3
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: Inocuole]
#23768341 - 10/24/16 09:22 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Inocuole said:
Also OP, next time you come to a forum, if you're going to puss out like a little bitch, don't take the fucking good names first.
thats a jem right there
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Th3Issu3
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: Th3Issu3]
#23768343 - 10/24/16 09:23 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Serously tho, what a fagget
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Inocuole
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: Th3Issu3]
#23768430 - 10/24/16 09:49 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Seriously. I'm impartial to cocksuckers but this dude's a fucking faggot.
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Th3Issu3
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: Inocuole]
#23768438 - 10/24/16 09:53 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Idk what's been going on lately, every time I get on I read wrong advice from noobs with less then 5 grows and fee fags like this. What happened to everyone?
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c10h12n2o
serial dilutor



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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: amidogen]
#23768534 - 10/24/16 10:30 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Amidogen & inoc beat me to it, basically everything they said.
this has absolutely nothing to do with cultivation, belongs in pub or TSE, or better yet in your psychologists office. just a bucket of bad vibes
ive never sold any drugs in my life, not even weed, for the sole reason that i have never trusted anyone enough to put them in a position to make me their get-out-of-jail-free card. when it is your ass or their ass, they will always choose your ass
if anyone in your life knows you are even thinking about growing mushrooms, it is insanely risky. even if anyone knows you do drugs, its crazy to put people in that position. I take great care to make sure no one in my work or social life knows anything about my drug use, for good reason. i would probably kill to keep it that way (joking, but id consider it)
its VERY short sighted to brag or let anyone find out about you growing shrooms, just stupid
as mentioned, this is not a forum for counseling drug dealers about their life choices, this is mush cult, the fuck man
Edited by c10h12n2o (10/24/16 10:41 PM)
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azur
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: c10h12n2o]
#23768546 - 10/24/16 10:37 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Why all the hate on drug dealers? Don't most of us love drugs? Somebody's got to do it.  Drug dealers ftw
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c10h12n2o
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: azur]
#23768555 - 10/24/16 10:43 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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lol no hate on drug dealers from me, its just not a job for an idiot
smart drug dealers are some of the coolest people on the planet
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KenInVic
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: c10h12n2o]
#23768600 - 10/24/16 11:09 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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c10h12n2o said: lol no hate on drug dealers from me, its just not a job for an idiot
smart drug dealers are some of the coolest people on the planet
Smart ones don't post their business on public forums.
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Edited by KenInVic (10/24/16 11:45 PM)
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nooneman


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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: SleepyE] 1
#23768635 - 10/24/16 11:30 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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SleepyE said: And do you really give a fuck about what a Dog thinks about how you live your life? Who cares what a dog fucking thinks, its a Dog.
You know, you're totally right. This blew my mind.
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albino
Stranger

Registered: 09/20/16
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: SleepyE]
#23771549 - 10/25/16 09:24 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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SleepyE said: i feel blessed that i dont constantly have peers judging me for my drug use since im in a liberal area where pretty much everyone uses drugs.
im assuming you live in a more right wing environment so it must be more difficult for you but honestly i know what benefits i receive from psychedelics so i don't need to feel guilty that im making use of it.
In this case anyone who judges you for this should be automatically be considered to have the intelligence level of a Dog.
And do you really give a fuck about what a Dog thinks about how you live your life? Who cares what a dog fucking thinks, its a Dog.
This is true, I just feel it isn't fair for me to be selling/holding onto all these drugs while my friends come knocking on my door every time they feel the need to get high. I'm thinking I should up my price a bit, or just not sell at all.
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albino
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: azur]
#23771551 - 10/25/16 09:25 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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azur said: Why all the hate on drug dealers? Don't most of us love drugs? Somebody's got to do it.  Drug dealers ftw
Thank you! Someone understands.
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albino
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Quote:
captain trips99 said: When you deal you take a risk. Once you start selling you have to realize that you can never bring those people you sell to into your inner circle, friends are friends, customers are customers. Never mix the two. I know this from personal experience, very bad idea with bad out comes. I grow for personal use only now. Stay safe
I'm learning this too. I have spore prints leftover from my previous growth and plan to use it for personal use sometime in the future. I met a lot of guys that I could've been good friends with but something about the drug dealing business turns me away from all that. But that's how the world runs.
-------------------- Poppy Shroom farmer
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irequirechocolate
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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: Th3Issu3]
#23772167 - 10/26/16 02:16 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Inocuole said: Seriously. I'm impartial to cocksuckers but this dude's a fucking faggot.
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Th3Issu3 said: Serously tho, what a fagget
I think you two found the wrong hobby.
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cronicr


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Re: I threw it all away... [Re: albino]
#23772381 - 10/26/16 02:16 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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This thread has been closed.
Reason: I love my drug dealer but fuck this post
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