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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: mt cleverest]
#23762655 - 10/22/16 10:58 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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mt cleverest said: I'm a bit of a paranoid tripper too and never tried smoking dmt because of it.
Every time I smoke DMT I enter into it with a fear. It's not recreational. It's humbling. Prepare to have you ass thoroughly kicked.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
#23762657 - 10/22/16 11:00 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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alright you've convinced me I don't want DMT haha
almost every time I trip I have the realization 'I hate this why do I always think I need to trip when sober, it's awful. Hopefully I'll remember next time"
lol more often than not that's what my trip 'reveals' to me
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: Ezuma]
#23762670 - 10/22/16 11:05 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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More and more as I venture into this life I realise that what we have to be is brave, and strong. My inner child rails against this. It doesn't want that fight. It sinks in its chair and puts its bottom lip out.
In a world so filled with easy distractions, I get why so many don't fight the good fight.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
#23762675 - 10/22/16 11:06 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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yeah I'm very much the child, I honestly hope my 'soul' isn't immortal most days as existence is far too tiring, and existing as a spirit forever in psychedelic-realms as the drugs sometimes imply sounds godawful
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: Ezuma]
#23762689 - 10/22/16 11:09 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ezuma said: yeah I'm very much the child
I hope one day you come to realise that child is just a fraction of what makes up the truly magnificent marvel of all life that you are.
Perspective, FTW.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: Ezuma]
#23762749 - 10/22/16 11:30 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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yeah I've passed out from panic attacks on mushrooms several times, one time at an indoor concert lol. I still go back to it tho. I like the thrill of facing my demons sometimes. but I feel like dmt has the potential to give me a heart attack if things go south. I don't want to meet any entities.
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: mt cleverest]
#23762802 - 10/22/16 11:42 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I think I do, but admittedly the one time I did it told me to fuck off and that it wasn't the time so I guess they can be grouchy
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: Ezuma]
#23762861 - 10/23/16 12:03 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Haha an entity telling me to fuck off might actually put me at ease concerning my entityphobia. I just don't want them messing with me.
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: mt cleverest]
#23762932 - 10/23/16 12:40 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I do think about this alot. Not so much what life would be life without drugs as much as what I'd be like if I didn't take drugs. My first impression is that it would be a good thing, but I'd probably just put all my focus into food, sex, and other vices.
Most of the drugs I take I don't even like that much. They're not like I imagine, and I imagine sobriety is the same.
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: moonrockmushy]
#23762934 - 10/23/16 12:42 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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moonrockmushy said: I do think about this alot. Not so much what life would be life without drugs as much as what I'd be like if I didn't take drugs. My first impression is that it would be a good thing, but I'd probably just put all my focus into food, sex, and other vices.
Most of the drugs I take I don't even like that much. They're not like I imagine, and I imagine sobriety is the same.
what drugs?
I tend to psychedelics a bit disappointing usually but I don't really take any other substances
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: Ezuma]
#23762941 - 10/23/16 12:44 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Psychedelics are not disappointing to me, but I never take them anymore. I mostly just drink, smoke weed, take kratom 1x day, and shoot cocaine sometimes on the weekend.
8 weeks clean of IV heroin tomorrow. I've taken alot of opiates.\oids.
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: moonrockmushy]
#23762946 - 10/23/16 12:45 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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ah that makes sense, alcohol and kratom always disappoint me, weed sometimes. Never tried coke but doesn't sound like my thing
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: moonrockmushy]
#23762948 - 10/23/16 12:47 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Man, you boys are missing out (IMO).
These experiences make me realise what life is all about.
That thread I started, if you listen to both tracks, hit's on the ideal.
EDIT: Ez, coke is not gonna be your thing.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
#23762950 - 10/23/16 12:49 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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they didn't move me
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: Ezuma]
#23762956 - 10/23/16 12:52 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Oneness. Connection. Recognising yourself as the whole, but yet a fraction of the whole.
Paradoxical as fuck - it aint easy.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
#23762960 - 10/23/16 12:55 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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oh I mean I can dig that stuff, the content, but just the music wasn't my thing
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: Ezuma]
#23762963 - 10/23/16 12:59 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I hear ya, it aint for all. But I feel there's an undertone to what brings us together on a drugs forum - connection.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: Jokeshopbeard] 1
#23762968 - 10/23/16 01:03 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I agree, it's really what most humans long for I think
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Re: You ever wonder what life would be like without drugs? [Re: Ezuma]
#23762974 - 10/23/16 01:06 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I think humans are bipolar. They long for human connection and peace and quiet, it is what keeps us balanced.
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#23762989 - 10/23/16 01:11 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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ya, not the extreme extroverts though. They're just go go go I'm mostly just hide hide hide
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