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well, that's good no alarms. got me worried though, how much of it do you think is the drugs vs some underlying persistent kind of problem? if you don't mind me asking, if you do I'll leave ya to it no worries
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Re: LNC [Re: Ezuma]
#23762953 - 10/23/16 12:50 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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No I'm happy to have anything to engage with and escape the anxiety for a moment. I'm worried that I've damaged my heart tissue and significantly shortened my life, which is definitely the drug's fault.
I'm still not sure what is wrong with me. I mean anxiety is a bitch, plus I started taking drugs pretty young. I always had a propensity towards it but I think I handle it better than many. Anxiety kinda also enables you to take control of a situation, so I think if I wasn't taking drugs I could harness that better and be quite skilled.
My chest hurting is somewhat normal, right? I feel ok otherwise but I am worried I just crossed a line I shouldn't. Definitely going to stop, but not sure if I should drive to the hospital and fess up or what.
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lots of coke = chest hurting
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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ok yeah I thought so. I think it is just the muscles in my chest, like when people have a panic attack. Thanks man you are the shit. Feeling better already. I will get to a doctor soon anyway as its been a while, could probably use a tune up.
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Yeah mate, that chest shit is standard. I once hoofed about 10g in a night, 12 years ago, when it was proper, and I thought I was gonna die the next day.
If you ever want a stim, just take meth. It's 100x better than that shite that passes for coke these days.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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yeah it sounds like anxiety to me not death but I've never died (that I'm aware of)
a doctor's visit couldn't hurt though
oh also never go to the dentist the day after using coke, as some chemicals used mix very lethally.
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I mean the reason I like cocaine is because it wears off pretty quick. I have too much anxiety for stims, so a long-lasting one is scary to me. I took meth once but I was super hung over and living on the street, and it was just a tiny little shard I put under my tongue.
Thank god for anxiety tho. Sometimes I think I'd be much better without it but it is also the only thing that can keep me in line.
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Re: LNC [Re: Ezuma]
#23762990 - 10/23/16 01:11 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ezuma said: yeah it sounds like anxiety to me not death but I've never died (that I'm aware of)
a doctor's visit couldn't hurt though
oh also never go to the dentist the day after using coke, as some chemicals used mix very lethally.
I'm getting a tooth pulled a week from friday, I will be ok so long as I abstain, right?
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the psychiatrist
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Anxiety is a feeling I feel once a year, tops. I feel for my fellow humans that deal with it daily.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Ezuma said: yeah it sounds like anxiety to me not death but I've never died (that I'm aware of)
a doctor's visit couldn't hurt though
oh also never go to the dentist the day after using coke, as some chemicals used mix very lethally.
I'm getting a tooth pulled a week from friday, I will be ok so long as I abstain, right?
ya I think its only over a very short period like a day or two, but I admit I'm just remembering this from something a dentist once told me
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Jokeshopbeard said: Anxiety is a feeling I feel once a year, tops. I feel for my fellow humans that deal with it daily.
that sounds nice hahaha
I feel it probably like, 40% of waking life to some degree
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Yeah I am like that with boredom. I haven't been bored since I was a kid. I definitely have flare up of bad anxiety daily, but I'm not as bad as some. I can usually hold it together when I am around people, then I get to be alone and it is like I have to unwind. Probably why I like downers so much.
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Re: LNC [Re: Lucis] 1
#23763002 - 10/23/16 01:16 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Fennario said:
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the psychiatrist
Albert Hoffman is the roach man.
Raoul Duke: One of the things you learn from years of dealing with drug people, is that you can turn your back on a person, but never turn your back on a drug. Especially when it's waving a razor-sharp hunting knife in your eye.
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Ezuma said: yeah it sounds like anxiety to me not death but I've never died (that I'm aware of)
a doctor's visit couldn't hurt though
oh also never go to the dentist the day after using coke, as some chemicals used mix very lethally.
I'm getting a tooth pulled a week from friday, I will be ok so long as I abstain, right?
Lol. That coke will be gone in two hours. You're just anxious. It's a vicious cycle. First off you're too young to have a heart attack, even from coke. Heart attacks are a loss of blood flow to the heart and they hurt. The kind of problems coke causes are arrhythmias. Those don't hurt.
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Re: LNC [Re: koods]
#23763015 - 10/23/16 01:22 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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koods said: Lol. That coke will be gone in two hours. You're just anxious.
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Re: LNC [Re: koods] 2
#23763016 - 10/23/16 01:23 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah I know it is possible, but I think that would be like having a heart attack from strenuous exercise, not likely to happen to me. I'm also worried about the cuts though. I didn't clean it up or anything so it could have lavamisole or residues from the extraction or something. Someone else told me that thing about not going to the dentist after cocaine too lately.
I think we can all agree it's not for me. I belong in this world but not on cocaine. Remind me that next weekend.
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Cocaine has the same effect as other local anesthetics, and it is a systemic local anesthetic effect that causes heart arrhythmia. So I guess they are worried about the two potentiating each other.
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Re: LNC [Re: koods]
#23763018 - 10/23/16 01:29 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Just looked into it. It is the synergistic effect of cocaine and lidocaine but the risk is seizures.
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Re: LNC [Re: koods]
#23763019 - 10/23/16 01:29 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm just getting novacaine anyway, but thanks koods.
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