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beforethedawn
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
#23772217 - 10/26/16 03:11 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Do you have OBEs often?
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100_the_cat

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I'm out of body while in my body all the time
I have an astral layer that's my default lens I view everything through in waking consciousness
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
#23773883 - 10/26/16 04:37 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Jesus.
Sounds advanced.
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100_the_cat

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beforethedawn said: Do you have OBEs often?
You were putting a spell on me to be more out of body...not complaining, it all ushers me in the direction of my north node
Or at least my ghost was speaking through you
There's a part of me that always thinks people know what they're doing
When this first started happening I said some pretty bizarre things to people because I assumed everyone speaks this hidden language and it was just me that was late catching on
So I was basically communicating in pure symbol, which for me is the quickest way. But nobody could really understand it except me, so I had to learn to slow it down enough to translate the symbol layer into something comprehensible to people in waking consciousness
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
#23775584 - 10/27/16 04:14 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well.
Anyhow,
here's a beautiful song to get you through all that.
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100_the_cat

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Get me through it? You act like it's a bad thing...it's party time for me. I guess it might be terrifying for other people watching...
Is this spiritual music? I can't handle it
Probably because I'm wired from watching this all day
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
#23777904 - 10/27/16 07:00 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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100_the_cat said:
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beforethedawn said: Do you have OBEs often?
You were putting a spell on me to be more out of body...not complaining, it all ushers me in the direction of my north node
Or at least my ghost was speaking through you
There's a part of me that always thinks people know what they're doing
When this first started happening I said some pretty bizarre things to people because I assumed everyone speaks this hidden language and it was just me that was late catching on
So I was basically communicating in pure symbol, which for me is the quickest way. But nobody could really understand it except me, so I had to learn to slow it down enough to translate the symbol layer into something comprehensible to people in waking consciousness
this shit right here. hilarious. went through the same thing. thank god so much has changed since then.
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What changed for you?
I don't want the ghost part to stop
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
#23778023 - 10/27/16 07:36 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Some guy did something that reminded me of something I realized suddenly long ago, and somehow from that happening the self casting spell was remembered and I know myself as the hermetic seal between relative and absolute now. Allowing me to go through hell and back without forgetting my name and without losing anything real.
What has changed is hard to put into words. Now Im not worried of any thing like words, or people, or thoughts or feelings, or w/e w/e Contaminating me in some way. I can leave the house, I can be around people, I dont worry about money, I know what to do in situations I find myself in, did u mean on that kind of level? Id give you some examples in a PM if its not.
Man I just butchered it trying to explain it in some crude way like that. haha . 2 days ago I had ghost sex, fucking beautiful. Like It had been a while since I had done it but by god I love it, but I know it was really me fucking myself If that makes sense. But appearances level it was me getting blown by some girl. understand or am I far gone?
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The ghost part just becomes at your whim, Like you conjure it ,like the ghost is really this part of you that is you and you can mess with your own body and pleasure it, sometimes I just pretend Im not the ghost to make it all the more lusty, you get it? But upon breakthrough I remembered its just me. But its not, Im sure you know. Its really subtle and hard to discern but yea, its more fun to pretend its "something other". Which sure I guess it may be? But I know Im doing it.
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There is a practice that one of its unintended consequnces is awakening Siddhi powers through which you can play ghost sex or whatever else you want, I just happen to usually go for the sex first because well ya know. Unless im extremely serious doing the practice that night I wont go for sex as soon as the siddhi awakens, Ill go do something I deem more special, conjure worlds, go back into my past where there are normally "blank spots" I cant see in ordinary consciousness and then go in and re experience and remember old traumua and learn from it etc etc, or I may ask to speak to someone whos dead or fly and feel super blissful like im cumming from every inch of my body. W/e.
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I would like to talk to you more about it but your "tradition" or whatever it is that you take your word language from to communicate with others is a bit foreign to me (astrology and the like). Im sure its pointing to the same things but I just use words from mainly the Buddhist/Shaman/Dao/Hindu/ and some christian stuff. Ill borrow from psych where its fitting. But normally that falls short.
And thinking about it more last time It happened was... Idk you made me notice maybe It wasn't just me doing it to myself? I believe so through some magic it appears as another but is me but w/e. I can lose control of the ghost during the ghost sex if Im to aggressive etc, so maybe theres more to it - maybe It was a visit from "someone else".
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
#23778183 - 10/27/16 08:07 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm out of body while in my body all the time
I have an astral layer that's my default lens I view everything through in waking consciousness
When I was in 1st grade I was laying under a Christmas tree and had my first OBE, but I could tell I was in both places at once, it was strange to be looking down at myself laying there.
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: Lucis]
#23778192 - 10/27/16 08:09 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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^^ nice dude thats whats good! Did you go outside and fly into space?
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No, just hovered there above my body, when I came back into my body I was a bit shocked.
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: Lucis]
#23778214 - 10/27/16 08:14 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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100_the_cat

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Ultimately it's me
So really when it appears to be coming from another person, it's me energetically masturbating in a mirror
Sometimes it's really convincing though
Like have you ever talked to someone or been around someone who stirred up your energy body enough to make you feel like you were gonna puke, or fall down, or it made you feel so druggy people ask if you're on drugs? To me that's a really strong mirror experience
I used to try to control the energy while laying in bed but I prefer letting it do its own thing. I always ended up feeling like I was on a spiral to mental illness and/or destruction of my physical health when I controlled it. One of the reasons I keep myself occupied with music videos is so I won't try to control it. I even listen to music now when I go to sleep just so I won't be tempted to mess with it. Like how after you screw up a computer, you learn not to touch the system files
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
#23778317 - 10/27/16 08:40 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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haha your awsome. Glad theres someone else who knows. I agree with you 100% from my own experience.
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
#23778373 - 10/27/16 08:56 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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For me my idea of sex has become so abstract that it's everywhere
Everything reduces to a yoni-lingam
My ghost is in everything, but I only notice when he wants to tell me something
So for example (back when I was still leaving the house), I could be shopping for cereal at the grocery, and even though EVERY box is ultimately, symbolically, saying nothing but Kundalini, ONE will pop out and really catch my eye and communicate as a puzzle piece (for my own self-completion). If I go looking for it, or if I try to force something to speak to me, it feels backwards, like unhealthy strain.
I do sometimes have overtly sexual experiences though...it runs the whole spectrum
It can just happen on its own, it doesn't have to come through a mirror
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
#23778398 - 10/27/16 09:02 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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