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Invisible100_the_cat
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Schizo catnip dealer needed
    #23758472 - 10/21/16 04:19 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

More dark energy please

If you wanna lecture me about duality that's fine


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InvisibleMiddlemanM

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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
    #23758487 - 10/21/16 04:25 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

You couldn't handle my darkness, kiddo.


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Invisible100_the_cat
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: Middleman]
    #23758512 - 10/21/16 04:35 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Yeah I can

Satan lives in my body

I have a high tolerance


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Invisible100_the_cat
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
    #23758548 - 10/21/16 04:49 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Anybody who can send electricity through my energy body and make me squirm is YES

Thanks


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InvisibleDoes

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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
    #23758596 - 10/21/16 05:04 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

You don't want darkness you are scared of finding peace and being bored


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Invisible100_the_cat
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: Does]
    #23758648 - 10/21/16 05:25 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I don't know if you people understand how much pleasure I get out of this


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InvisibleThe Blind Ass
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
    #23758782 - 10/21/16 06:22 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I do. I dont know enough about you to discern if you can handle it, but It is quite pleasurable doing it, just be careful. As in orgasim after orgasim from random parts of the body. Not 100% about it, but I wish you well.


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Invisible100_the_cat
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: The Blind Ass]
    #23758803 - 10/21/16 06:31 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Careful, bah

Physical is only place I have to exercise caution


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InvisibleThe Blind Ass
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
    #23758813 - 10/21/16 06:35 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

That is what I mean.  If your like me you can literally lose control of your body and fall and hurt yourself - like too good, like heroin, and if your in public while it happens - good luck! haha.  I dont mess with it any more because I broke my leg , only do it in lucid dream time now where my body is mostly immobilized


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InvisibleThe Blind Ass
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: The Blind Ass]
    #23758824 - 10/21/16 06:41 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Another thing that makes me question you is, why not conjure your own?  I never had to ask.


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Invisible100_the_cat
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: The Blind Ass]
    #23758866 - 10/21/16 06:54 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I spend most of my time in bed

I don't leave the house

There's an energy that's always present but it's not enough for me

The stuff that happens on its own used to be enough

But then I got a taste of this thing I do now that requires other people


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Invisible100_the_cat
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
    #23758874 - 10/21/16 06:57 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I like asking

It's all tied into my 3rd house Mars

I put my chart in that other thread

Look how my 5th house planets are aspecting Mars


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InvisibleThe Blind Ass
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat] * 1
    #23758888 - 10/21/16 07:01 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I see, so your under your own spell.  Interesting, I wish you good health, truly.



mouthing off
renamed them the term
the point, the goal, and their connecting practiced
all but to take one swift course of action
nothing can do it!
All before something, or someone or other
broke in the pause and spit for the master
and out broke the axis of power,
the self casting spell remembered -

Constantly bringing nothing to the intellect which craves security in what is only a dream
Constantly uprooting the ground from which you leak
I beseech you to point it out directly lest you fall under the name spell ~ deception.


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Edited by The Blind Ass (10/21/16 07:07 PM)


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Invisible100_the_cat
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: Does]
    #23759417 - 10/21/16 10:13 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Does said:
You don't want darkness you are scared of finding peace and being bored




I was thinking about this. And it's true about the boredom. When I lack stimulation there's no reason for me to live. My existence is totally flat. My life has been reduced to nothing, figuring out how to get high and keeping myself high is all I have. My whole life I've only wanted to matter by being of use and that's apparently a baseless fantasy because I can't sustain anything in the physical world. This is the only way I have to cope with my life being a total letdown.

Now wouldn't you rather hear me talk while I'm high? I only get treated like shit when I talk about what's really going on in my life anyway...


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Invisiblemoonzo
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
    #23769404 - 10/25/16 09:46 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

is there anything else on your mind cat?


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Invisible100_the_cat
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: moonzo]
    #23771169 - 10/25/16 07:28 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I've had a need to be heard that's gone unmet my whole life

I've heard stuff like "You don't have anything to complain about" so many times that whenever I have a platform now, I still feel like no one's listening, or I should feel ashamed for daring to think I'm important enough to talk about myself...communication tends to devolve into a power struggle anyway, even with therapists (cuz I have Pluto influencing my 3rd house)

So over the years I developed this strategy, which I'm sure is apparent, where I sneak little pieces of my life story in whenever anybody says something that is even tangentially related...cuz I'm busting at the seams with stuff that needs to come out, but I'm aware of how selfish that is, and I know what it's like to be held hostage and forced to listen to stories you don't care about


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Invisiblemoonzo
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
    #23771178 - 10/25/16 07:30 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

oh wow, solid response.

i can relate in some instances.


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Invisible100_the_cat
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: moonzo]
    #23771329 - 10/25/16 08:16 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

In the astrology thread I mentioned how my secret dream was always to be famous. One of the driving reasons behind wanting to be famous was so I'd have an excuse to talk about myself. People actually want to know what celebrities think, what their life story is, etc. It's information that's sought after. A big part of their job is simply talking about themselves. People want to ask them questions. Fans want to know all about them so they can adore them. Me, on the other hand, I have to go through some kind of twisted route to try to get that kind of attention indirectly...like how I used to pay therapists to listen to me talk. The problem there is that they're not listening so they can adore me. They're listening so they can figure out "what's wrong with me." That's the same way my mom listens to me (except with her it's a lot more dangerous because she's heavily invested in convincing me I have schizophrenia so she can say I hallucinated any abuse she's ever committed...and she has no clue what she's talking about, psychologically, it's purely malicious)


Edited by 100_the_cat (10/25/16 09:04 PM)


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Offlinebeforethedawn
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: 100_the_cat]
    #23771755 - 10/25/16 10:42 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

:sunny:


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Invisible100_the_cat
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Re: Schizo catnip dealer needed [Re: beforethedawn]
    #23772215 - 10/26/16 03:08 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Right? A sun...because there's nothing anyone can do about it. There's not even anything I can do about it

That's better than nothing I guess

Just like getting shocked and burned in my energy body is better than nothing


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