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Bill_Oreilly
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Im so fucking mad
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So as you may know im trying to go 4-6 months without ejacualting. Well last night i had a fucking wet dream and i woke up today drained of my energy and drained of any synchronicity i was having. I feel defeated and useless. I am so angry. All the negative words in the world cant explain how i feel.
Sorry you guys are the only source i can run to in order to vent my frustration.
Whats stopping me from jacking off to porn snd shooting heroin?
I honestly should
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Its ok slugger, shit happens.
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Told u it was gonna happen sooner or later
You'd feel better if you had made it come out on your own
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Bodhi of Ankou said: Its ok slugger, shit happens.
Thats true
I feel everything i worked for is gone. I was finally happy..everything made sense and i had energy..now its all gone. All gone
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OhMrJohnson said: Told u it was gonna happen sooner or later
You'd feel better if you had made it come out on your own
It wasnt even a real orgasm..it just came out..it wasnt those awesome type of wet dreams where you feel the orgasm thats like masterbation
But ya you did call that
I was over a month strong now its all done
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Honestly most of the energy you felt was probably placebo
I don't personally believe in all that mumbo jumbo about how holding in your semen is good for you, it's really not
If the male reproductive system is not flushed of toxins regularly, your chance of developing complications such as prostate cancer goes way up
My grandfather died of prostate cancer at a relatively young age and it skipped my dad so logically I might be next in line to get it, so I don't fuq around as far as that goes, I keep my pipes clean and you should too
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Bill_Oreilly said:
Whats stopping me from jacking off to porn snd shooting heroin?
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Bodhi of Ankou said: Its ok slugger, shit happens.
Thats true
I feel everything i worked for is gone. I was finally happy..everything made sense and i had energy..now its all gone. All gone
Don't put all your eggs in one basket man, chill out
Why not try and live life like a normal dude, get a job, go out on the weekends, try and pick up some sluts, and forget about all the mysticism Crap for a while, you're too stressed worrying about all this crazy shit man
Try and take it easy
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Your body will not hold semen for that long. If you dont masterbate it will most likely result in a wet dream. Your body knows what it has to do. And unless you beat it 6 times a day it's not going to change your energy levels that is in fact mumbo jumbo. You gots a brain playing tricks on you don't let it bring ya down. Now go so some jumping jacks!
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You found and excuse exterior to yourself to feel better and now that the mirage is gone you feel shitty. But it was only a mirage, it did nothing to you except giving you faith that it would really make a difference.
You already have everything in yourself to get that focus / energy back. except the semen.
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Bill_Oreilly said: So as you may know im trying to go 4-6 months without ejacualting. Well last night i had a fucking wet dream and i woke up today drained of my energy and drained of any synchronicity i was having. I feel defeated and useless. I am so angry. All the negative words in the world cant explain how i feel.
Sorry you guys are the only source i can run to in order to vent my frustration.
Whats stopping me from jacking off to porn snd shooting heroin?
I honestly should
ok, so the bible tells us that sampson's strength was in he long curly hair, delilah cut his hair and sapped him of his strnegth, so he asked god to restore his strength so he could kill a bunch of people, sampson couldnt just stick his hair back on and regain his strength.
no you, you're obviously different, you could pray to god but you know god doesnt actually answer prayers, you also know your strength comes from your semen, the good part is, you can jack off and then swallow that semen and regain your strength, not only that, you could eat other people's semen and become as strong as sampson.
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I honestly don't know how that is humanly possible. No way I could even go a month. Maybe if I was single and didn't have to look at a nice ass around the house all day.
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castration, never have to worry about those human urges again.
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Bill_Oreilly said: So as you may know im trying to go 4-6 months without ejacualting. Well last night i had a fucking wet dream and i woke up today drained of my energy and drained of any synchronicity i was having. I feel defeated and useless. I am so angry. All the negative words in the world cant explain how i feel.
Sorry you guys are the only source i can run to in order to vent my frustration.
Whats stopping me from jacking off to porn snd shooting heroin?
I honestly should
ok, so the bible tells us that sampson's strength was in he long curly hair, delilah cut his hair and sapped him of his strnegth, so he asked god to restore his strength so he could kill a bunch of people, sampson couldnt just stick his hair back on and regain his strength.
no you, you're obviously different, you could pray to god but you know god doesnt actually answer prayers, you also know your strength comes from your semen, the good part is, you can jack off and then swallow that semen and regain your strength, not only that, you could eat other people's semen and become as strong as sampson.
This has nothing to do with the bible, man. I am not trying to live like any of those motherfuckers. Im trying to live like an adult with self control. It annoys me that you think of me as this person who is trying to be religious. I hate religion but i do like reading the Koran because i feel its a book truly from another dimension.
The bible is used to control crackhead, in the end.
Nonethless you always give A+ advice, thats why i appreciate you.
and yeah, prayer doesnt do shit. You are 100% on that one..yet i do like to thank my higher self. Thats as far as i go with praying, nowadays.
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fIsh in my head said: You found and excuse exterior to yourself to feel better and now that the mirage is gone you feel shitty. But it was only a mirage, it did nothing to you except giving you faith that it would really make a difference.
You already have everything in yourself to get that focus / energy back. except the semen.
I truly felt holding the semen in was giving me energy and an appreciation for woman. i was also experiencing 100% syncronicity to the point every song on the radio was "about my life"
now that i came, i feel its all gone. That is why im upset.
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DTCharlieB said: Your body will not hold semen for that long. If you dont masterbate it will most likely result in a wet dream. Your body knows what it has to do. And unless you beat it 6 times a day it's not going to change your energy levels that is in fact mumbo jumbo. You gots a brain playing tricks on you don't let it bring ya down. Now go so some jumping jacks!
I need to work out, thats a fact.
i feel shitty when after ejaculating. like i am a dirty person.
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It was all in your head mate. If we were meant to retain it your body wouldnt flush it out on its own.
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Re: Im so fucking mad [Re: stzacrack]
#23757319 - 10/21/16 08:39 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said:
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Bodhi of Ankou said: Its ok slugger, shit happens.
Thats true
I feel everything i worked for is gone. I was finally happy..everything made sense and i had energy..now its all gone. All gone
Don't put all your eggs in one basket man, chill out
Why not try and live life like a normal dude, get a job, go out on the weekends, try and pick up some sluts, and forget about all the mysticism Crap for a while, you're too stressed worrying about all this crazy shit man
Try and take it easy
Youre right..i find truth in your statement. Its just with my hep C i feel like i need to get energy anywhere i can get. It may have been placebo, but whatever. I am thinking too much, yes. Its like im stuck in a "masturbation psychosis" where i feel i need to do this.
really, all i want to do is impress woman. Thats truly the bottom line. Im not doing it in a "look what i can do" type of deal...its more like a "look what i want to do for woman" type deal.
There is no better feeling than making a woman laugh, and impressing a woman.
Giving to the poor is a great feeling as well.
In the end, i just want to give. Not receive. But i must admit...if i had less, i would want more. Luckily im in a situation where i dont "need" more.
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Bodhi of Ankou said: It was all in your head mate. If we were meant to retain it your body wouldnt flush it out on its own.
True.
I feel like people can read my mind but im locked out from reading theirs.
I know, its psychosis and nothing more.
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Whats stopping me from jacking off to porn snd shooting heroin?
Holy shit, that escalated quickly.
I never had a wet dream when I was young, but one time I was locked up and ended up with my dick between my legs in my sleep, was rocking back and forth fucking my legs, I blew a load on the inside of my pants which was really gnarly having to clean up while locked up.
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Re: Im so fucking mad [Re: Lucis] 5
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OP is mad because he jizzed.
I just wanted to point it out.
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Re: Im so fucking mad [Re: Patlal]
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Patlal said: OP is mad because he jizzed.
I just wanted to point it out.
Like i said, i am trying to challenge myself like the mushroom does to the ones that choose to eat it
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ok that was pretty funny.
Dude, balance. Don't be a sissy. Let loose your seed.
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Bill_Oreilly said:
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Patlal said: OP is mad because he jizzed.
I just wanted to point it out.
Like i said, i am trying to challenge myself like the mushroom does to the ones that choose to eat it
Well you went as long as humanly possible. You should be proud.
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I feel like people can read my mind but im locked out from reading theirs.
I know, its psychosis and nothing more.
Sounds normal to me, depending on circumstances
Relax
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XLCaps said: ok that was pretty funny.
Dude, balance. Don't be a sissy. Let loose your seed.
Yeah it was funny, i cant lie
but i feel like i need to take the challenge. i felt awesome when i was holding it in, it may be placebo but atleast i felt like i had purpose because i was standing for something. I was standing for woman everywhere. I want to carry the torch for woman...for every woman that has been raped by a man who couldnt use self control...for the woman who get creeped on..for the woman who choose to be bi-sexual.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Bodhi of Ankou said:
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Bill_Oreilly said:
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Patlal said: OP is mad because he jizzed.
I just wanted to point it out.
Like i said, i am trying to challenge myself like the mushroom does to the ones that choose to eat it
Well you went as long as humanly possible. You should be proud.
Thanks that truly means a lot to me
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Bill_Oreilly said:
I feel like people can read my mind but im locked out from reading theirs.
I know, its psychosis and nothing more.
Sounds normal to me, depending on circumstances
Relax

Im trying
thank you
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Really tho, that sounds like your body naturally having to get rid of a rotten batch of jizz that has been siting stagnant. Cant ignore the mind/bodies natural functions.
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SonicTitan said: Really tho, that sounds like your body naturally having to get rid of a rotten batch of jizz that has been siting stagnant. Cant ignore the mind/bodies natural functions.
True that.
i cant help but feel that i failed miserably. Its like i have nothing to be proud of anymore. Its truly a sad feeling
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I wouldnt say its sad at all. You're not forcefully doing it to yourself so its not like it was intentional. I wouldnt place so much importance on that.
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XLCaps said: ok that was pretty funny.
Dude, balance. Don't be a sissy. Let loose your seed.
Yeah it was funny, i cant lie
but i feel like i need to take the challenge. i felt awesome when i was holding it in, it may be placebo but atleast i felt like i had purpose because i was standing for something. I was standing for woman everywhere. I want to carry the torch for woman...for every woman that has been raped by a man who couldnt use self control...for the woman who get creeped on..for the woman who choose to be bi-sexual.
That quest is bound to fail, I'm saying that because you will get nothing out of it. Do you really think you will get any sort of satisfaction out of completing that? Or any recognition? Are you gonna tell some chick, "One time, I didn't masturbate for 6 months and I did it all to make you feel special." I feel like you know it's a task you can't complete, and you know you will have to start over. Your DMT yields are shit but you're not dumb. It just seems like avoidant behaviour, like you're using the purpose of the act to convince yourself it's not. Let 'ol snuffleupagus know you love him.
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True that.
i cant help but feel that i failed miserably. Its like i have nothing to be proud of anymore. Its truly a sad feeling
Don't worry about stuff like that, just do what you need to do and enjoy your life
Pride, failure, masturbation quests, none of that matters.
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OhMrJohnson said: Honestly most of the energy you felt was probably placebo
I dont think so. The tension builds the longer you go without ejaculating. If makes you pursue women and stuff like that.
If you are never let the tension build for more than half a day you dont get the effects of the tension first of all. Anxiety is good, it motivates you to try to do something. If you are just always relaxed you are just letting life pass you by. And second of all the release will be nothing special. Your emotions will be dulled.
Humans just over use everything because we can. Alot of wild animals dont even eat every day. We eat three times a day and make sure we are full inbetween with snacks. And our selection is insane and it all tastes so good. To an animal a small fish, bird, mouse, apple or nut is soooooo satisfying. We need to go out to an expensive restaraunt and eat something that was shipped across the world and we will still never be as satisfied as a wild bird catching a little fish. Unless we live that way. Finding our own meals and shelter in the wild.
Its like being sober. Getting high is much better than staying high. If you just do a drug all day to stay high it becomes nothing special.
Sorry this turned into a big paragraph lol
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This is all hearsay of a bunch of neckbeards who could never get laid in the first place. Wheres the studies to back it up?
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dont feel so bad, u made it that far, u cant control your dreams.
your body is just doing what it needs: getting rid of excess cum from yer nutz.
u should be proud that u only cam during your dream state. That takes sheer willpower that most do not have.
if u want to prevent wet dreams in the future, i highly suggest mastering lucid dreaming.
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Next time that happens you just have to eat it.
Think about it, if all that energy comes out but then you eat it then you are back to full energy. Boom problem solved.
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Chin up OP.
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XLCaps said: ok that was pretty funny.
Dude, balance. Don't be a sissy. Let loose your seed.
Yeah it was funny, i cant lie
but i feel like i need to take the challenge. i felt awesome when i was holding it in, it may be placebo but atleast i felt like i had purpose because i was standing for something. I was standing for woman everywhere. I want to carry the torch for woman...for every woman that has been raped by a man who couldnt use self control...for the woman who get creeped on..for the woman who choose to be bi-sexual.
That quest is bound to fail, I'm saying that because you will get nothing out of it. Do you really think you will get any sort of satisfaction out of completing that? Or any recognition? Are you gonna tell some chick, "One time, I didn't masturbate for 6 months and I did it all to make you feel special." I feel like you know it's a task you can't complete, and you know you will have to start over. Your DMT yields are shit but you're not dumb. It just seems like avoidant behaviour, like you're using the purpose of the act to convince yourself it's not. Let 'ol snuffleupagus know you love him.
First off...i got much better at extracting dmt you little dick butt and i have the pictures to easily prove it
2nd off...i know some girl isnt going to come up to me and say "thanks for not jacking off"
3rd off...i really was getting energy from it.
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LogicaL Chaos said: dont feel so bad, u made it that far, u cant control your dreams.
your body is just doing what it needs: getting rid of excess cum from yer nutz.
u should be proud that u only cam during your dream state. That takes sheer willpower that most do not have.
if u want to prevent wet dreams in the future, i highly suggest mastering lucid dreaming.
Thanks man..i need to try to control my dreams. know where to start?
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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larry.fisherman
shoulda died already


Registered: 11/03/12
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You'll be able to extract DMT one day. Just keep at it.
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Bill_Oreilly
ANIMALS (the RAINBOW SERPENT)


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Alexthegreat said: Chin up OP.
thanks alexthegreat. i have literally been sleeping all day and my legs feel like jello. this cant be placebo like people are suggesting
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Bill_Oreilly
ANIMALS (the RAINBOW SERPENT)


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XLCaps said: You'll be able to extract DMT one day. Just keep at it.
theres no point i cant even trip if i wanted to
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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howl
Registered: 02/03/13
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As far as i know, it always comes out eventually if you don't do it manually. Better in a wet dream than in public during the day...
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Seriously_trippin
Cosmic Guru Ganesh



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Bill_Oreilly said: So as you may know im trying to go 4-6 months without ejacualting. Well last night i had a fucking wet dream and i woke up today drained of my energy and drained of any synchronicity i was having. I feel defeated and useless. I am so angry. All the negative words in the world cant explain how i feel.
Sorry you guys are the only source i can run to in order to vent my frustration.
Whats stopping me from jacking off to porn snd shooting heroin?
I honestly should
That's your dick and balls committing suicide from constant neglect
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Bill_Oreilly
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Seriously_trippin said:
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Bill_Oreilly said: So as you may know im trying to go 4-6 months without ejacualting. Well last night i had a fucking wet dream and i woke up today drained of my energy and drained of any synchronicity i was having. I feel defeated and useless. I am so angry. All the negative words in the world cant explain how i feel.
Sorry you guys are the only source i can run to in order to vent my frustration.
Whats stopping me from jacking off to porn snd shooting heroin?
I honestly should
That's your dick and balls committing suicide from constant neglect
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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