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OfflineTrippedytrip
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Not much hope
    #23754747 - 10/20/16 12:25 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Some background:

-Weed consumer 5-6 years
-MDMA/Coke sometimes
-Shrooms 4 times

Many will say this is not true and cannot happen to anyone but it has happened to me .

It was after my 4th shroom trip . something went wrong , set setting was right , dosage 2,5 g
Started well , after some time 2 female friends came by wich changed the whole trip
and intention. I got weird , confused and the comeup was way to overwhelming.

After some time we changed setting and i tried to finally enjoy it and was okay.

I knew something went really wrong but tried to ignore it and keep on with daily life.

Time passed by , kept smoking .

After 3-4 months i was feeling weird , full of thoughts , addicted to THC , desilusional thoughts about me having Depersonalisation/Derealisation etc etc.

I was then 9 weeks in a ward because i had a breakdown.
Took medicines 2 weeks and said stop . I wont take that shit more .

Since a specific moment like maybe since 6-7 months i lost all self feeling , connection to the universe , lost the magic of life.

Today , I was by the Homepathy Female friend of my mother.

She did me a ressonance and could feel that my Chakras were fucked up due to drug consume in the last year and my Hara was fucked up and my Transpersonal point was opening wich she told me my Soul was about to leave my physical body wich scared the shit out of me.

She said we need to do more work sessions together as she has had many cases similar to me and worse . She gave me to receipts for globuli wich i will be taking to see if they work.

I am afraid i have never come down after that trip and will remain like this the rest of my days.
She said that wont be the case but after so much time feeling this i dont see much hope .

Thanks for reading !

Peace


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Re: Not much hope [Re: Trippedytrip] * 1
    #23754986 - 10/20/16 02:01 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

don't give up hope, things can turn around real quickly and unexpectedly. id suggest seeing a healer or shaman.


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Re: Not much hope [Re: Trippedytrip]
    #23755151 - 10/20/16 02:54 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

yes keep the hope :smile: and trust that your being knows what its doing on higher levels, even if it doesn't make sense to you on a human level. and the recommendation to see a healer, which it sounds like you already are doing, is a good idea i think. best wishes! :smile: :heart:


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Re: Not much hope [Re: deff] * 1
    #23755202 - 10/20/16 03:11 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Its really simple.  Sobriety for 6 months, total abstinence + healthy diet + daily exercise + simple mind training teks such as Zazen Meditation , Reading good natured books, and not having unworthy acquaintances , spend a few hours out doors daily and Wake up and Sleep on a regular scheudule.


Iv seen the same thing 100x over and to people who honestly and earnestly followed the above all Got Better and returned ton their former self.  Those who deviated to much or to many for to long didnt fare as well. 

Some even returned to more responsible drug use and have been fine since.  Your call, wana get better?  Do the Noble Work.


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Re: Not much hope [Re: The Blind Ass]
    #23755539 - 10/20/16 05:20 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

The Blind Ass said:
Its really simple.  Sobriety for 6 months, total abstinence + healthy diet + daily exercise + simple mind training teks such as Zazen Meditation , Reading good natured books, and not having unworthy acquaintances , spend a few hours out doors daily and Wake up and Sleep on a regular scheudule.


Iv seen the same thing 100x over and to people who honestly and earnestly followed the above all Got Better and returned ton their former self.  Those who deviated to much or to many for to long didnt fare as well. 

Some even returned to more responsible drug use and have been fine since.  Your call, wana get better?  Do the Noble Work.



Hear hear


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Re: Not much hope [Re: Earthsweeties]
    #23755734 - 10/20/16 06:42 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Do things to get you perceiving through your 5 physical senses again

Get in touch with the physical world

Back off from anything spiritual, abstract, or symbolic

Move towards what is literal, concrete, and on the surface

What do things look like? Smell like? Feel like? Taste like? Sound like?

DO SOMETHING instead of intuit

Invest in physical resources, not spiritual


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Re: Not much hope [Re: Trippedytrip]
    #23756128 - 10/20/16 08:55 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Hope is borderline desperation, theres no sense in not accepting the way the world is. Our reality is warped by egotism, if we just stepped away from everyone for awhile we would become more clear headed without aggressive suggestions being thrown at us, people love to express their opinions and opinions are not reality


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Re: Not much hope [Re: bigdoodie]
    #23756699 - 10/21/16 01:02 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

No feeding the downward spiral kitty. You must do the things that make you happy. Which is not doing drugs and sex and rock n roll for a while. Thats what i had to do. I take one tab of lsd, and ill be gone for a week in my food cabinets fighting off demons and myself. Take it to the blissful an easy going all loving spirits of the world. There is nothing forcing you to be any different in that world.


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Re: Not much hope [Re: Trippedytrip]
    #23762874 - 10/23/16 12:09 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Before you make any decisions or reach any conclusions, stay sober (zero intoxicants) for 30 days.

The mind, in it's natural state, produces great drugs, with no side effects.


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