Hello everyone !! This is about my first ever trip. This happened around 7-8 years ago. I don't remember the order of things. I know there's a lot I left out. but here we go..
Got a hold of some gt's from a friends friend. We drove to this guy's block that where he wanted us to meet in a dead end alley to pick up the gt's. Everything cool. Nice guy. He was telling us about how he took an 8th of this batch and went out for a walk with his dog where then everything turned to cartoon. I was hoping maybe that would kind of happen to me too.
I didn't eat them right away. I waited maybe about a week. I didn't have a scale.. I had maybe a small hand full.
11:pm I eat the gt's.
12:am they kick in. The very first thing I noticed is all the white things, clothes I had laying around started to glow.. like if it was glow in the dark painted. My lamp was dim, not too dark. Next thing, all the other colors started to follow... becoming very vibrant, I was enjoying all this colors glowing for a while. never seen such a thing. Amazingness. Disneyland could not compare.
Then things take a different course.
I don't know what triggered this, but I guess the gt's decided it was time to teach me something. My thoughts started changing, my perspective on life was shifting. I never viewed life from this perspective: I felt every emotion. It hard to explain, pardon me. 8 years since this trip and still cannot find words to describe these feelings I still carry around. They are a good thing, good changed I needed at that time in my life. It was also very visually opening. I see everything crystal clear. Noticed how detailed everything is. Every detail has a meaning, a story, a human emotion. I'm talking about objects: their shapes like curves, edges, carvings, scratches.. tiny little details we take for granted. Very interesting thoughts I was having . Parts of it were philosophical. I look down to see my arm, and I thought I looked so skinny! I said, wow this is what people talk about when they say I'm so skinny. Then I feel my arm and it felt so rubbery. Amazing. I'll never see my skin the same.
Next I proceed to stand up. Things get weird. My arms and legs feel so light, my arms are swinging fast, they feel jello and juggly. I tried to walk but I was tipping over. I could not walk straight. Felt like I was drunk. I needed to pee so I crawled like a baby to the bathroom. After peeing I looked in the mirror, my first thought was "oh I guess I'm good looking."..? Lol. Anyways. I go back to my room, and my 2 dogs where there near my door.. they never are.. I thought It was strange. They were staring at me dead in the eye. Weird. I can here them talking about me in their heads.
I pick up my cell phone. I had this background image of squares, but the squares were floating and disappearing like those live wall papers cell phones have now. Mine was just a picture. They didn't have live backgrounds back then. I had a weird random text from a girl from high school that never ever texted me. Her text read, "you are weird." I remember thinking about this text and this girl for next half hour and kept thinking she was some weird creature outta a star wars movie.
I get in bed and through the blanket overy me
My blanket has these strings/threads at the ends, on my face they felt like spiders and freaked me out! I through the blanket out and just layed there. Now I'm about to experience CEVs.
At first I started getting a strong vibe, Something or someone was watching over me. I felt love. I didn't feel scare at first that this something was watching me, and I could not watch "it". I felt it was taking care of me. Then I felt a strong female presence. I was just laying there with my eyes open. My lights were off by now. Then I close my eyes,.. and there she was standing there staring at me. This scared the fuck out of me now. So I opened my eyes fast. Shookened. There was no way I just saw that. So I tried again to close my eyes. And there she was again, looking right at me. She was not of this world. Her hair was swirling and changing colors. Her skin went from purple to green to red. I opened my eyes again fast. I was seriously shocked. It was incredible. I was peaking here. I know it sounds like fun maybe. But it was weird. I wanted to forget about. I stayed laying there with my eyes open. I wanted to listen to music. I reached over for my headphones and play some pink Floyd. I played the song 'Sheep' .. and wow.. the guitars sound so clean, clear, I heard sounds I cannot here while sober. Just amazing. At one point it sounded like 3,4,5 guitars playing at once but I could pick out which one I wanted to hear. And I slowly fell asleep to this song.
I wasn't right for the 3 days.. alot of questioning. Maybe I'm still trying to put this trip together. I don't know. I'll never forget it.
Edited by Moonlightblue (10/20/16 02:07 AM)
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