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Thinking about suicide after shrooms
    #23747875 - 10/18/16 03:47 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Hey guys ,

After my 2nd shroom trip wich were 3,5 g something went really wrong.

I had panick in the trip and i did fight it a lot.

After that trip everything was different i havnt returned to the starting point and my brain has got stuck.

I can function in day to day life , i am isolated , hopeless and i wish i would have waited more before trying shrooms but i guess it is to late.

What can i do ? If there is any chance i can do something ..

I feel so hopeless

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Re: Thinking about suicide after shrooms [Re: Trippedytrip]
    #23747888 - 10/18/16 04:09 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Hey man its okay, that is something that isn't exactly uncommon. Some times trips do not go as planned and the effects aren't optimal. Dealing with negative effects of a trip can be quite hard.

Some trips change you more than others. Some in a good way, some in not such a good way.

I would lay off the psychedelics for a little while and try to focus on enjoying the moment, staying relaxed and not worrying to much about your trip.  Your trip is in the past now, you dont need to worry about it, but dont try to forget it either. See what you can learn from the experience so you can take something positive from it even if the experience was negative. Even if what you learned is not to trip again any time too soon.

You will be good man. ive encountered hellish things while tripping and ive come out okay.  It just takes a little mental strength to push past what happened

I highly reccomend researching meditation, healthy food reccepes, regular exercise.
Focus on bettering yourself on a day to day basis, that helped me move on from some difficult trips for sure.

Much love man, Sincerely hope and believe you will feel better.


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Re: Thinking about suicide after shrooms [Re: FungiJB]
    #23747917 - 10/18/16 04:36 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

It's easy to "unravel" yourself with mushrooms. They are a powerful force. You can also put yourself back together with them, although I don't recommend doing that for a while.

Please do yourself a favor; seek professional help.

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Re: Thinking about suicide after shrooms [Re: Trippedytrip]
    #23747934 - 10/18/16 04:59 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

St. Johns Wort in the morning and 5-HTP at night for two weeks before and after a trip helps prevent serotonin depletion.

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Re: Thinking about suicide after shrooms [Re: Middleman]
    #23747966 - 10/18/16 05:39 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

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Re: Thinking about suicide after shrooms [Re: SkagitHunter]
    #23748187 - 10/18/16 08:19 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

don't worry man, ur ego just got scared and u tried to hold on
it happens
Don't feel too bad for yourself, try to do the things you always do and don't think about it too much
about a year ago I had thought that my minimal drinking/weed smoking and shrooms use was making my memory bad and making me do bad in school but it just simply wasn't the case, I overthought it and sort of convinced myself of it
Its a self fufilling prophecy if you overthink it you can convince yourself of certain things and spiral downwards, don't regret, live
regretting puts your mind in the past, and out of the present moment

but yeah just take a little break


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Re: Thinking about suicide after shrooms [Re: FungiJB]
    #23749093 - 10/18/16 02:12 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

FungiJB said:
Hey man its okay, that is something that isn't exactly uncommon. Some times trips do not go as planned and the effects aren't optimal. Dealing with negative effects of a trip can be quite hard.

Some trips change you more than others. Some in a good way, some in not such a good way.

I would lay off the psychedelics for a little while and try to focus on enjoying the moment, staying relaxed and not worrying to much about your trip.  Your trip is in the past now, you dont need to worry about it, but dont try to forget it either. See what you can learn from the experience so you can take something positive from it even if the experience was negative. Even if what you learned is not to trip again any time too soon.

You will be good man. ive encountered hellish things while tripping and ive come out okay.  It just takes a little mental strength to push past what happened

I highly reccomend researching meditation, healthy food reccepes, regular exercise.
Focus on bettering yourself on a day to day basis, that helped me move on from some difficult trips for sure.

Much love man, Sincerely hope and believe you will feel better.




:whathesaid:

I have had suicidal thoughts while high on mushrooms as well, on more than one occasion, and I leave it at that, thoughts.

:hug:
I hope you have a great day OP.


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Re: Thinking about suicide after shrooms [Re: HamHead] * 1
    #23749342 - 10/18/16 03:47 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I've had suicidal thoughts on shrooms it's called mindfuck. Bad trips and mindfuck happen and go with the territory. It is up to you to shake off the bad trip and get back to normal. As days and weeks wear on it becomes less traumatic. I have been left shell shocked and timid for an entire week from an intensely bad trip where I got way to high. Smoked a joint of potent weed when I was already barely hanging on then plunged into hell.

Just take it day by day, it will pass. Be sure not to obsess over it and just be more psychically active and help the poor or homeless, they need it and it will boost your morale. Long story short, it's very common and it passes.

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Re: Thinking about suicide after shrooms [Re: Trippedytrip]
    #23749929 - 10/18/16 07:21 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

Trippedytrip said:
Hey guys ,

After my 2nd shroom trip wich were 3,5 g something went really wrong.

I had panick in the trip and i did fight it a lot.

After that trip everything was different i havnt returned to the starting point and my brain has got stuck.

I can function in day to day life , i am isolated , hopeless and i wish i would have waited more before trying shrooms but i guess it is to late.

What can i do ? If there is any chance i can do something ..

I feel so hopeless




you need to trip again, go back and find what went wrong and fix it. that is the quickest and most effective solution.

or you can try to recover on your own, which may or may not work and will likely take several weeks or months if not longer depending on how bad off you are. good luck my friend.


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Re: Thinking about suicide after shrooms [Re: psilocybinjunkie]
    #23750413 - 10/18/16 09:38 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

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psilocybinjunkie said:
I've had suicidal thoughts on shrooms it's called mindfuck. Bad trips and mindfuck happen and go with the territory. It is up to you to shake off the bad trip and get back to normal. As days and weeks wear on it becomes less traumatic. I have been left shell shocked and timid for an entire week from an intensely bad trip where I got way to high. Smoked a joint of potent weed when I was already barely hanging on then plunged into hell.

Just take it day by day, it will pass. Be sure not to obsess over it and just be more psychically active and help the poor or homeless, they need it and it will boost your morale. Long story short, it's very common and it passes.



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Re: Thinking about suicide after shrooms [Re: FungiJB]
    #23750889 - 10/19/16 12:36 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

FungiJB said:
Hey man its okay, that is something that isn't exactly uncommon. Some times trips do not go as planned and the effects aren't optimal. Dealing with negative effects of a trip can be quite hard.

Some trips change you more than others. Some in a good way, some in not such a good way.

I would lay off the psychedelics for a little while and try to focus on enjoying the moment, staying relaxed and not worrying to much about your trip.  Your trip is in the past now, you dont need to worry about it, but dont try to forget it either. See what you can learn from the experience so you can take something positive from it even if the experience was negative. Even if what you learned is not to trip again any time too soon.

You will be good man. ive encountered hellish things while tripping and ive come out okay.  It just takes a little mental strength to push past what happened

I highly reccomend researching meditation, healthy food reccepes, regular exercise.
Focus on bettering yourself on a day to day basis, that helped me move on from some difficult trips for sure.

Much love man, Sincerely hope and believe you will feel better.





its ok brother.

reintegrate the experience however negative... just laugh it out if you can.

come to think of it... I only like bad trips. out of my comfort zone towards discovering deeper, darker realizations...


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Re: Thinking about suicide after shrooms [Re: Peyote Road]
    #23751082 - 10/19/16 03:39 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Hey guys thanks for the answers ,

I got kinda a PTSD reaction from that trip because i had a panick moment and after it since then i have like lost the magic of the universe , my awareness was pretty much damaged (kinda double vision) and like my body is still in that reaction and doesnt want to chill down and it pretty hard to function.

Weed wont repair it i have tried it .

Mdma didnt repair it .

Yesterday i did 0,7 and i had a good time but didnt see the light .

On that trip i did 3,5 g and i was quite new into it so i guess i must go a little bit deeper to experience what i want and need to live .

Thanks for your support !

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Re: Thinking about suicide after shrooms [Re: Trippedytrip]
    #23751962 - 10/19/16 01:03 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Yeah overall pretty normal and you already seem to be more upbeat about it so that's good.

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Re: Thinking about suicide after shrooms [Re: psilocybinjunkie]
    #23752110 - 10/19/16 02:06 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Give yourself a bit of time, I'm willing to bet after a few weeks (at most) you'll be feeling much more yourself. I've had very similar experiences that left me completely fucking numb for weeks.
I wouldn't advise taking other substances , especially others that affect serotonin levels (e.g. MDMA/MDA.. ect.). Let your brain heal before bombarding it with more recreational drugs. As psilocybinjunkie commented, you do seem a bit more upbeat in your more recent post. Just try to stay positive, I know it's a bitch sometimes, but overthinking things or dwelling on things changes absolutely NOTHING.

Things which I can suggest, most of which has already been suggested, that'll be beneficial to your frame of mind:

1: Meditation. Sit/lay comfortably, close your eyes and breathe deep breaths. Try to keep your mind clear, but don't focus too much on that. When your mind wanders, recenter. Meditation is one of the more personally productive things I've ever gotten into. I highly recommend.

2: Get plenty of rest, but don't over do it. 6-8 hours of sleep per night. Also, if you've got the time, a short nap during the afternoon can work wonders. It sometimes goes hand in hand with meditation. I don't know how many times I've fallen asleep while meditating...

3: Eat healthy and try to get some form of exercise. Even if it's just walking. Drink lots of water, it'll help flush all the garbage out of your system

Reach out if you need help, the people here can only do so much. Talk to a family member or a close friend. There are suicide lines you can call at any time of day. A simple google search will turn those up for you.
I've been right where you are and I'm pretty confident you'll be much more yourself after a few weeks.

Next time (if you ever decide to try again), try a smaller dose. Also, make sure your mind is right BEFORE taking any psychedelic. Set and setting (how you're feeling mentally/emotionally - the environment you're in and the people you're with) are always very important factors... especially for a beginner. That was a pretty hefty dose for only being your second time.

Best wishes.

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