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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: Anonymous #3]
    #23759296 - 10/21/16 09:32 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

What is with everyone making rediculous assumptions today?

If your life is hell by all means I think you have a right to end it. But you're life isn't hell. You're just stuck in a cycle of hell. Morals... My morals are it's my life. I won't get another one like it. And you won't either. If you want to throw everything away, who your are, and your place on this really awesome planet, that's your choice. My advice is simply to try to find another way out. Going through the motions in society and jumping from one cycle of hell in it to another doesn't count as true change. That's about as much change as Obama brought us. You have to go outside the comfort zone. Outside the norm. With a mentality like that.


Dunno why you chose to attack me with that anon1. I'm suggesting you do the opposite of what is commonly accepted in our society. There are things in life worth living for. It's up to you to look at them, to find them, and to cherish them.


Morals :facepalm: It has nothing to do with morals. It has everything to do with you not wasting your life. I do think some people actually should kill themselves. But there is SO few people who truly have no other option, no other point in living, no joy left... that I really doubt anyone in this thread is one of them.

When the time comes I will probably blow my brains out. But you can best bet I will have gotten everything out of life that I could. Everything. I will have learned, loved, cried, died a thousand times over in an emotional spiritual sense, and lived more, and loved more, and experienced more. I won't just go out with a bang, I'll have gone out fighting. I believe in the spirit of life. I assume many people do. And they feel it being smothered by the bullshit of our society. Go and try to find the spirit, to find freedom, to find the "point" in life... or give up. You die one way or another. If you don't try then everything that has brought you up to this moment really is just a sad meaningless waste of a life.


It has nothing to do with morals. It's about being a human being with remarkable potential and choosing to not try to live up to it because it's hard. I know it's hard. I've had suicidal thoughts almost daily for the last 15 years. And some would say I am wasting my life posting on the shroomery. But I don't feel like I am. I feel like all of this has a purpose. We are all connected. If I can help just one person to understand, to try to make changes in life, then they may realize their potential, and go on to help others, and so on. That alone makes being alive today, through the pain and the doubts and the sorrow, very much worth it.

Some people do not sink as far as others. But that doesn't matter. Most people do sink. Alot of people go to horribly dark places. But the people that come out of the dark are the ones who can most appreciate the light. The best people I have ever met have been through complete hell. And I'm glad they made the choice to push on. I hope the rest of you will decide the same.


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: bigdoodie]
    #23762859 - 10/23/16 12:02 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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I mean ive never seen a squirrel hanging from a noose, I wonder what their secret is.




They don't take themselves seriously.


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: RJ Tubs 202]
    #23763049 - 10/23/16 01:53 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Not so easy when the world takes you seriously for your physical and mental disadvantages. Squirrels don't have the social pressure humans do. I haven't even told one person on this website what I have to live with because it's that bad. Why do you act like you know? You make those who truly suffer look smaller than you, and it makes you look like a fool.


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #23763052 - 10/23/16 01:54 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Will you tell us anonymously?


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: Trippedytrip]
    #23763067 - 10/23/16 02:12 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Trippedytrip said:
Hello there ,

After my 2nd shroom trip 3,5 something went really wrong.

My brain got  stuck in the momemt due to a panic situation.

My brain got stuck and since that trip i havnt been normal again.

There is no point of living like this anymore cause i cant function normal in day to day life , i completely isolated and my brain doesnt reset to normal again .

What can i do ? I am very hopeless




Feel glad that you were normal for a while at least.  I don't even remember when I snapped.  Don't get into hard drugs, trust me.  They're not what they're cracked up to be, even if you only look at the good.


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: RJ Tubs 202]
    #23763132 - 10/23/16 03:10 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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bigdoodie said:
I mean ive never seen a squirrel hanging from a noose, I wonder what their secret is.




They don't take themselves seriously.



Indeed. Technically speaking they also don't have a Default Mode Network that's as active as a human's, and thus there's no way for them to worry about things that are not here, just potentially out there in the future.

If squirrels did what humans do, namely sit somewhere isolated and brood over the fact that they could be eaten any single day, that look what happened to 3 of those brothers and 4 of those sisters and cousins, they'd just stare into blank space unable or unwilling to climb a single branch.

But the DMN isn't there in their heads, or not that active or advanced, to talk to them about these horrible fear-based hypothetical scenarios, and so if the coast is clear RIGHT NOW, then it's good to go, fun day to eat nuts and play with fellow squirrels :laugh:

To anyone interested in learning more of this, link here. Understanding the DMN / TPN activity in our heads is I think key for trippers and anyone looking to stay mentally healthy, in good mood :smile:

@OP - I know exactly what's going on there, what the problem is, and to a large extent how it's fixed. Only issue is I'm a fresh poster here so you'd have very little reasons to trust what I say.

So simply see if what I say makes sense to you, if it connects.

You mention the shroom trip being fine, going well, then two friends came screaming, and from then on it started going to shit.

I've had this. I've had this sort of mid-trip disruptions and reactions so extreme from my end, to the point where I was actively plotting to put people away, even for weeks and months after the trip. Details unimportant, nobody got physically hurt or assaulted, but that mid-trip event triggered initially almost a breakdown, and then as I was grasping and struggling to cope with the anger, irritation, frustration, it pushed me to learn a ton about the body, health, mental health and it got me WAY stronger than I was before.

I'm very much convinced that this is happening to you as well. Note that you are now considering Ayahuasca for instance, as a means to cure this condition, which if all was hunky-dory you wouldn't go for, or certainly not with this level of immediacy.

I advise against suicide for the simple practical reason that it will in fact NOT solve your problem. Your mileage may vary here, but from what the Aya showed me, if you do that, you are quite likely to repeat the exact same pattern in another set and setting. Come back next life, some trip someone triggers you in the exact same way, then what? Kill yourself again as you can't handle it? Ok, then what? Come again, trigger again, kill self again? How many times? :smile:

We repeat the same level of the game UNTIL WE LEARN THE LESSON.

Your lesson is here, now.

What you have in your nervous system is an amount of stress and disturbance that you were not used to before, it was put there to push you, to force you to up your game in terms of expressing true emotions, letting go, expressing aggression anger and frustration, or else if you try to suppress, to be polite, to hold it in, that suppression will suck the life right out of you, everything will seem bleak and pointless. And yes it WILL kill you, slowly, probably via cancer, related to low body voltage.

Very likely clearing this problem will involve you looking at what you eat, drink, inhale, how you breathe and express, and also your relationships with your parents. I'm going to go on a hunch here and say that at least one of your parents, if not both, were likely inhibiting the hell out of your behavior, very non-accepting of you expressing anger. I suspect your mom, but yeah, as I said, merely hunches. Whoever it was, you have learned to suppress instead of fully express.

When was the last time you pushed, slapped or punched someone? Without alcohol involved I mean. When did you last start or escalate a direct confrontation, on a clear head, just because you instinctively knew it was the right reaction to do? Do you express these normal healthy primal instincts, or continuously suppress them?

Realize that this thing that happened mid-trip, is a trigger and a way for you to learn and master this stuff, so that you don't have to get cancer and such later, due to years and decades of self-repression.

You may have noticed that dogs act kinda weird around you, especially after the event. Do tell if you have dogs or have had interactions with them in this period, how they played out. Dogs and animals in general sense when you're self-repressing in this way, and they instinctively know to trigger you, to bark and growl, to force you to let go, to somehow get back into the now, fucking BREATHE and play the game with the rest of reality, don't stay stuck in the past, or that stuck-ness will end you.

Hope this makes sense and gets your head sparkling with the right ideas. My PM is open, also talking here would be good, as others may have similar issues and would benefit from seeing you overcome yours.

How do you feel about those two noisy guys? Go back to the memory of the trip and EXPRESS what happened, express your emotions. Draw or sketch or doodle if you can, this WILL help you make sense of the emotions involved. KNow that this is not just about those two guys, this merely triggered deeper repressed emotions you had from before, that needed attention and clearing now. This is the integration work that some trips need, it DOES go this deep.

It's fixable, what you have now is not only fixable, it will in fact make you stronger healthier happier than you were before. I know this as I've seen this directly, I know it for a fact. Thanks for reading :heart: :smile:


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: They]
    #23763304 - 10/23/16 06:19 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Thanks for the replies!



I kinda left badly that trip and it stayed since then.

Now , i dont get high from weed , dont feel anything .
Mdma helps for a moment but also not.

I tried a Shrooms dose last week from 1g . It brang some clarity but it didnt unmake the clay and didnt let me see the light and experience universal love.


So i dont know if dosing up is the way because things can get worse but when i reach the point where i have nothing  left i will do it because i am living in this hell since 7-8 months and cant take it anymore.

I was in the Ward 9 Weeks . Didnt help

I am sober since 2-3 Months until last week.


Things that i feel:

-Feel no connection o my body to the earth,ground
-Feel Stuck inside my head
-Feeling as if i am not really in my body

Last week i went to my homepath.
She said to me that i wasnt really inside my body because i arent and i feel that. She said my chakras are not aligned and she felt as if i was still in that trip. That 1 ,30 session cost me 170 euro.
I got prescribed globuli from peyote.
She said she could fix my state but i should not use drugs to try it that it will make it worse. She has had similar cases to mine and worse and knows about drugs.

I am 19 , pretty much fucked , cant function really "normal" in society as i used to. The connection is missing .

I havmt lost my mind or anything else , i have learned so much in since that happened because i see everything from a higher point of view but i would like to come down to normal again.

What i think happened on that trip is that i had a Panic reaction , i did fight the trip at start and thats why things got bumpy.
Now i wish i hadnt even tried them at first.

I am a very open minded person but i am also afraid if i keep dosing up the shrooms to heal myself is that i completely fuck up with me and loose everything.

On the other hand i want to go back to normal feel everything again , i tried it with 1g , everything felt much more realer but this point is missing.
It is not the case that i cant control myself while tripping but i dont want to loose everything.

I will follow my gut feeling

What can i do bro?

Thanks guys


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: Trippedytrip] * 1
    #23763307 - 10/23/16 06:22 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

My advice: lose the homeopathy.  That is nonsense.  170 euro? :mel:


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: Anonymous #4]
    #23763332 - 10/23/16 06:44 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I am now posting what happened on that trip and how things are atm.

So imma do that:

4th Shroom Trip Report :

Set Setting : 19-20:00 , Friends House ( Experienced Tripper) at our Apartments where  co-workers live from the same enterprise.

Me and my friend has planned to do Shrooms that day , i was waiting for him and he then came after work.

My Shrooms were dried , ready to ingest. We chose his Apartment because he had a balcony and air flow was better and we could do more noise in there.
We didnt have a scale atm , so he suggested we both eat a hand full of Hawaiaan Cubensis . He ate a little bit more. It all was chill , good relaxing music on , talking about the day and expecting the trip.
After some time , we decided to go to the Gas station to get some beer.
It was like 5 Min Away so we decided to go , each grab us 2 beers 0,5 and get back.
When we where heading back home it was kicking in by my friend , i didnt feel anything.
After some time , we were back , he was tripping hard , and i was enjoying the music.
Then , it happened , someone rang outside and we heard those 1 female friend of mine(experienced tripper)  drunk with another of her friend we new from school.

We let them come up , then we told the we had ingested shrooms. The other friend of her was like screaming and then they started to put on some techno wich i like. I offered them to give them some shrooms and they both ate the rest of it.

It was kicking hard by now inside of me and i felt a huge body load , the situation was like really overwhelming because everything happened to fast and it was way to much for my mind.

Then her friend kept talking bullshit about festivals and she was like repeating herself 20 times over and over because she was a dumb drunk pieace of shit . I was getting really mad at that moment and getting really angry at her. I told my friend to say her to fuck off or something and there was when i started having a panic reaction , i couldnt speak a word , then i saw into the mirror got also weird.

It was really abrupt , it was a second where something happened inside of me where i knew something when wrong.

We decided to change setting , got a taxi and when to her house because it was bigger and chillier.

We arrived at her home. We didnt had music , we smoked cigs and chilled out on the couch and i was talking with my friend and i started to feel better and enjoy some visuals i had .

I finally was coming down and went to bed with my friend .The night was way to overwhelming for me.

Next morning , i didnt really thought about how i feeled and didnt really digest that trip. I did the error of going to School at 8 am . It was the first day of school and i should have stayed at home better.

I kept going with life , kept with weed , always weed sessions wich were really more similar to shrooms.

I didnt really think much about it at the time i just kept on going.

I have been working since the trip ( September 2015)  till June ( 2016) but got much in trouble in the work ,had no force , was getting way to paranoid bcs of smoking ,  i didnt know what was going on , something was wrong . I was looking for answers . I had a mental breakdown then from overthinking.
I went to my moms house 1 Month , nothing got much better.
Then i stayed at the Ward for 9 weeks. A wrong decision , didnt help .

Now atm , i feel like this

I kinda left badly that trip and it stayed since then.

Now , i dont get high from weed , dont feel anything .
Mdma helps for a moment but also not.

I tried a Shrooms dose last week from 1g . It brang some clarity but it didnt unmake the clay and didnt let me see the light and experience universal love.

So i dont know if dosing up is the way because things can get worse but when i reach the point where i have nothing  left i will do it because i am living in this hell since 7-8 months and cant take it anymore

I am sober since 2-3 Months until last week.


Things that i feel:

-Feel no connection o my body to the earth,ground
-Feel Stuck inside my head
-Feeling as if i am not really in my body

Last week i went to my homepath.
She said to me that i wasnt really inside my body because i arent and i feel that. She said my chakras are not aligned and she felt as if i was still in that trip. That 1 ,30 session cost me 170 euro.
I got prescribed globuli from peyote.
She said she could fix my state but i should not use drugs to try it that it will make it worse. She has had similar cases to mine and worse and knows about drugs.

I am 19 , pretty much fucked , cant function really "normal" in society as i used to. The connection is missing .

I havmt lost my mind or anything else , i have learned so much in since that happened because i see everything from a higher point of view but i would like to come down to normal again.

What i think happened on that trip is that i had a Panic reaction , i did fight the trip at start and thats why things got bumpy.
Now i wish i hadnt even tried them at first.

I am a very open minded person but i am also afraid if i keep dosing up the shrooms to heal myself is that i completely fuck up with me and loose everything.

On the other hand i want to go back to normal feel everything again , i tried it with 1g , everything felt much more realer but this point is missing.
It is not the case that i cant control myself while tripping but i dont want to loose everything.

I will follow my gut feeling

What can i do bro?

Thanks guys


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: Trippedytrip]
    #23763702 - 10/23/16 09:57 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

You're 19, you're not fucked. You're definitely not "grounded" listen to your homeopathy lady... But I dunno if I'd keep seeing her. 170 seems hella steep.


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: Anonymous #4]
    #23764107 - 10/23/16 12:07 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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My advice: lose the homeopathy.  That is nonsense.  170 euro? :mel:



Give this man a raise  :highfive:

Overpriced dude, Jesus H. Christ that's overpriced. Screw that lady and her hogwash BS, I work with cases like yours and take payment donation-based AFTER the job is done, or in any case gradually, ONLY if and as the client feels any real change and progress. For 170 eur I'd have worked with you for a couple of weeks.

Holy smokes, 170 eur? Jesus man, maybe I should move there, if there's that level of need for these kind of services that they warrant these astronomical prices.

My God, they'd have to offer at least two, if not three young ladies offering happy ending for the session, for me to show up to an 170 euro healing gig :lol:

Please note that you've now started two threads about this and are making it hard to keep up with the story. Kindly make up your mind as to where you wish to play :wink:


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #23764463 - 10/23/16 02:53 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Not so easy when the world takes you seriously for your physical and mental disadvantages. Squirrels don't have the social pressure humans do. I haven't even told one person on this website what I have to live with because it's that bad. Why do you act like you know? You make those who truly suffer look smaller than you, and it makes you look like a fool.




Anon1 you are projecting. You are assuming alot while accusing others of assuming alot.

I don't know what you go through, you don't know what I go through, we don't know what he goes through. Our society teaches us to hide and internalize pain. That's why so many people commit suicide and family and friends say they never knew. It's quite sad.

So with that in mind how do you know who 'truly suffers' and who does not? The fact you won't even speak of your problems with a double layer of anonymity makes me think you've internalized everything so much that you're paranoid about people looking down on you and judging you and not understanding you. And manifesting more and more reasons to feel that way. We are all unique, but almost all of us feel that way in one way or another. You are isolating yourself when you could instead be trying to relate.


I speak as someone who pushes everyone away and has had more than a few legitimate off key problems. Saying you're alone and that the world pushes you down instead of seeking common ground just makes you down and alone. You here are telling others not to judge you without knowing you while doing just that to them.


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: CookieCrumbs]
    #23764472 - 10/23/16 02:59 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

you should try running a mile everyday and maybe take up a new hobby or read a new book. These things aren't exactly a miracle cure but just keeping your body active and focusing on something positive can make a difference. Also maybe lay off the hallucinogens for a year.


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: Thayendanegea]
    #23764495 - 10/23/16 03:06 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Holy fuck Sprinkles...that is pretty scary stuff. Can't say I've ever had any thoughts like that...How was your mind set before you took the mushrooms?...Were they cyans?






come to think of it they might have been cyans. 

My state of mind was fine, I think its tripping inside that is a huge mistake.  If I were to ever do it again (which i doubt I will) it will be outside.


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: CookieCrumbs]
    #23764529 - 10/23/16 03:20 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Funny how you accuse me of projecting and then go on to project yourself. :lol: I wasn't unintentionally projecting, I'm not that stupid. He was being simple so that's what he got. If you're going to say something, say what you mean and mean what you say. Can't come off as a wise ass with a one liner and expect everyone to know what you mean.

My disadvantage is genetic and physical. Positively altering my perspective of myself does help but it doesn't cure the suffering.


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #23764654 - 10/23/16 04:11 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Of course not. There are some people (alot more than we admit I think) that ride an undercurrent of suffering.

I assumed by the way you'd talked you had something permanent going on.

And I suppose your point is very fair. But I was speaking very generally, including your previous posts in my reply. Or I could be confusing you with another Anon. I'm fucking tired.


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: CookieCrumbs]
    #23765929 - 10/24/16 04:13 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Buddy I've seen you put up a few posts that just contradict your purpose of using psychedelic substances, honestly after putting up with multiple relatives that attempted suicide in one night, and including the traumatic stresses of life that crush me, and my own problems have also pushed me into that dark corner of life, it really does hit the feeling a when I see people at this stage.

But even when you're in the most hellish situation that your mind could not possibly imagine, there is an end to it all. I honestly urge you to stop using any substances at all, and seek some professional help, where ever you can get help it will make you feel better, theres many people on the shroomery here that I am sure would be experienced within this kind of thing, including myself, your welcome to :pm: me, I'm no professional but I've been stuck in the shit as well.


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Re: I am taking Suicide as an option guys [Re: sprinkles]
    #23765947 - 10/24/16 04:42 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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sprinkles said:
Quote:

Thayendanegea said:
Holy fuck Sprinkles...that is pretty scary stuff. Can't say I've ever had any thoughts like that...How was your mind set before you took the mushrooms?...Were they cyans?






come to think of it they might have been cyans. 

My state of mind was fine, I think its tripping inside that is a huge mistake.  If I were to ever do it again (which i doubt I will) it will be outside.



Most of the dangers you are claiming have to do with unsupervised use which can be dangerous for some people who cannot control their thoughts/actions.

in a clinical setting accompanied by security on call to handle any negative situation this would never have been a serious issue.


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