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Murzelpfrumpft
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Re: Ghost [Re: They] 1
#23797168 - 11/03/16 10:38 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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That thread is a prime example why I turned my back to clinical psychology and went towards counseling.
Hardcore neurotic "patients" who have turned being mistreated into their identity, the very first time they noticed it would get them the long wanted pity. And the childish bragging about who suffered more. Ten fucking years? Let me quote one of my doctors: "Get over it."
But you can't. Who would you be, then?
Whatever. Makes me want to mock these people as well, can't throw a stone here.
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They
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Whatever. Makes me want to mock these people as well, can't throw a stone here.
This right here. Culture of protecting everyone's right to continue to be the victim, even though it's not doing them any good, not moving things forward. It's not "politically correct" and "sensitive" to call bullshit when you smell it, or to remind people it's in their own best interest to move on, have some fun 
Even if it's the precise form of straight talk the bullshitter may need, to get over it
Fun place where if someone mentions any of the magic words (have been diagnosed with X, past trauma, mommy/daddy were hard on me) you are now absolutely required to join the pity party, help maintain the drama, help milk it as much as possible, for maximum effect.
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100_the_cat

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Well, I don't know about you, but I think it's pretty interesting to at least witness the spectacle of somebody's trainwreck life. I've spent my entire life reducing myself internally so that I deny that I have any needs because the primary figures in my life have always been people with your attitude. I've adjusted a lot, to my own detriment, to accommodate people like you.
So that's how I ended up turning the whole thing into a traveling circus. Find some place to set up shop, tell my story, get shit thrown at me for it, move on to the next place, repeat. I guess you also hate it when people write autobiographies.
I mean, why do people watch the news? Why do people seek out true crime shows? WHY DO PEOPLE GO TO THE CIRCUS?
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100_the_cat

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Re: Ghost [Re: They]
#23798428 - 11/03/16 05:29 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I've spent time being a troll, and I know it comes from denying the part of you that's a victim.
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100_the_cat

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"I may not ever get what I need, but I can at least put on a show."
That's me
I'm a Leo rising, I have a good sense of showmanship. Drama, yes, absolutely.
If I was a doer, I'd be putting all this into song and performing it on a literal stage. Maybe you would have more respect for it then.
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If I was a doer, I'd be putting all this into song and performing it on a literal stage. Maybe you would have more respect for it then.
Abso-freakin lutely
Also I asked about the 100 emails, not because I want to see "proof" as you call it, but because you yourself claimed they were that good, that people would pay to read them, if they were in a book.
IF YOU BELIEVE THAT, OWN IT. Write that book.
I don't give two shits about your emails or your relationship to the guy that didn't want your number. I am saying if you believe something worth reading came of it, fucking honor it, own it, publish it, take some steps in that direction. share it with the world, write a book that you think is worth writing and reading. Or don't delude yourself about the worth of those emails. Any road is fine just walk it as you've talked it.
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100_the_cat

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Re: Ghost [Re: They]
#23798911 - 11/03/16 07:52 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I think you took what I said too literally
The point wasn't "I could make money from this"
What I was communicating is that the emails were more than what you would typically expect to find in your inbox from someone you met at a club and had a one-night stand with.
I'm not sure what the technical name is for what I'm getting at. I guess you would call it a figure of speech or something.
I would think that's obvious.
And as far as quality/worth is concerned, everything that comes out of me is quality, it was in no way limited to those emails (which is why I would never bother publishing them) but quality isn't necessary for making money off of something. Something doesn't have to be "good" for people to buy it. It's just a matter of putting it out there where people can see it and creating a buzz or riding one already in motion. Or you can just tap into some deep, dark need that is never going away.
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100_the_cat

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I don't think there's any delusion on my part about the quality of my writing
In elementary school I got some kind of Young Author's medal
I got third place in a Governor's Cup competition for something having to do with English...English composition I think
I tested out of some college English by getting a high enough score on my AP exam
My high school gave me a medal for English
Small change in the real world, yes, I'm well aware of that, but my point is that it's just something that's come easily to me since I was a child, and I was recognized for it so much growing up that I don't feel a need to prove myself in that area.
I wasn't trying to "prove that my writing is amazing" to that guy. It wasn't about skills. It was ME as a person. Like "there's more in here than just an assortment of wet holes"
I was just using written communication as a medium.
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100_the_cat

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It's not my job to achieve anymore, anyway
That was all Capricorn south node stuff
I get to be on vacation now and just lay around, be a mystic, and witness my own healing process
But that gets boring so I get into fights online too
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DoneKildatReason
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They, i wouldnt post to you, to inhibit you, or attempt. With your permission sir, I couldnt care any less. With your permission id like to say, it's obvious you inhibit yourself, by being closed off too easily too quickly, and even with your smart allec ways, i still bet theres a little hope for you, hell i see or try to believe there is some good in any one in some capacity. With further permission, id like to point out, One good thing about you, is you call a spade a spade when you see one, problem is thats too black and white. With your permission id like to show you how you come off to anyone really Oh, they smoke? Aint worth a fuck. Oh they drink. Aint worth a fuck. Oh they read about this, or subscribe to that idea? They aint worth a fuck. And I can talk down to them, like they arent worth a fuck. That's how you are man. With your permissipn, i point this one, Its fuckin weird. I bet in real life youre a fuckin fruitcake, with your permission if l may, say. I'd find it more irritating if I cared more, but its not my job to get you to understand so im not very involved. Itd be good to openly vocally resolutely call a spade a spade each time, if you were right that the spade was a spade only. Just trust me man. With permission, i say feel like Youre perceptions arent always right, and your type of criticism is ineffective, which you can benefit if you accept less control.
-------------------- This was an experiment.
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