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Invisibleruaware
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    #23744278 - 10/17/16 12:09 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Re: What are the negative cycles you have in your life? [Re: ruaware] * 1
    #23744281 - 10/17/16 12:12 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

The trick is to never say never..


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Re: What are the negative cycles you have in your life? [Re: ruaware]
    #23744394 - 10/17/16 03:02 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I fall behind on exercise and/or meditation sometimes


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Re: What are the negative cycles you have in your life? [Re: Repertoire89]
    #23744400 - 10/17/16 03:16 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I keep thinking I'm gay and I'm the most non-gay person ever.

Ever.

EVERRRR

>_>

<_<

EVERRRRRRRRRR

BUT TOMORROW...................

WHO KNOWS.........................


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Re: What are the negative cycles you have in your life? [Re: ruaware]
    #23744851 - 10/17/16 08:51 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Alcohol and sugar.

Determined to quit both no matter how many times I fuck if up.

This time I shall succeed!


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Re: What are the negative cycles you have in your life? [Re: Moonshoe]
    #23744978 - 10/17/16 09:41 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

What video game?
For me its not doing yoga out of laziness. If I don't stretch I get very tight and with that comes poor blood circulation. :frown: It sucks cus my negative cycles seem to last longer than my positive cycles.


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    #23745469 - 10/17/16 12:34 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Re: What are the negative cycles you have in your life? [Re: ruaware] * 1
    #23745520 - 10/17/16 12:52 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I recently brought a ton of really negative cycles to a close-- self-denial, and its bedfellows escapism and addiction and dissociation.

The one cycle that's been pretty hard to close is that of poor self esteem, of beating up on myself for mistakes I could instead be learning from, of assuming that I'm a burden on my friends and loved ones, that I'm not worth helping or loving. My social anxiety poses a huge challenge to developing friendships beyond the superficial level, as after a certain number of interactions with most people, I find some set of reasons to assume they don't like me, and I disengage. I'm not really sure how to get better about this. I certainly would like to, but I just don't know what to do.


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Re: What are the negative cycles you have in your life? [Re: Sophistic Radiance]
    #23745537 - 10/17/16 12:58 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Lack of confidence. I can be confident but i can also just hate myself and be constantly anxious sometimes.


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Re: What are the negative cycles you have in your life? [Re: BANANA.MAN]
    #23745710 - 10/17/16 02:06 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

The biggest negative cycle I ever struggled with was cocaine.

Quitting cocaine years ago freed up massive amount software mental physical and emotional energy which I have since invested into my passions of yoga , meditation and martial arts. 

Now I am determined to make the same shift with alcohol. 

Alcohol hasn't been nearly as debilitating a problem as cocaine was but it's my next biggest handicap.

I know that the difference over the next ten years if I don't drink will be enormous.

After alcohol is in my past like cocaine, reducing my kratom use will be the final step in achieving the most perfect lifestyle I have ever attained.

Beginning daily treatment with SAME will also profoundly enhance my mental, emotionally and physical well being , thus making it much easier to reduce kratom use.

All the energy and money I have wasted on alcohol I will reinvest into the cost of SAME and a monthly membership at an MMA gym.

The years from my 30th to my 40th birthday will be defined by my disciplined practice of Jujitsu, kickboxing and wrestling as well as daily meditation.

My life will then be one long positive cycle, by comparison to my past.

There has been a steady shift in my life away from the inertia of bad cycles towards the momentum of wellbeing and achievement.

The longer we remain dedicated to personal transcendence and spiritual discipline the longer the positive cycles become and the shorter and shallower the negative dips become.


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Re: What are the negative cycles you have in your life? [Re: Moonshoe]
    #23745728 - 10/17/16 02:12 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

How long and often did you do cocaine moonshoe. I think i rmember you saying on the weekends or something but how long did you do that for.

And was it cyclical meaning every weekend you would say you would stop but then you did it again? Or did u do it every weekend for a while then stop for weeks then get back into it?

Sorry if i sound nosey but you talk about your coke days alot and i want to get a better picture in my head of what your use looked like


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Re: What are the negative cycles you have in your life? [Re: ruaware]
    #23745849 - 10/17/16 02:45 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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ruaware said:
I have some cycles, i'm sure everyone does. I'll do something then tell my self i won't do it again, then eventually ill do it again, then once again ill say i won't do it again, and then it just continues...

For my i have cycles with this one video game, and weird porn. Had both of these cycles for almost a decade. Never been able to stop completely, fucking sucks, always go back to it. Fuck me






When I uhhh......put life on speed cycle....I masturbate way more than I do anything else.  So that really gets into a daily schedule.  Skip parties because you're tuggin this all damn night.


And when I put life on slow cycle, I end up scratching my nuts a lot.  Don't get anything done, kinda whiny about my problems.

On delicate cycle......I'm fucking god.


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Re: What are the negative cycles you have in your life? [Re: BANANA.MAN]
    #23746031 - 10/17/16 03:21 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Yes our use was generally only on weekends. And it was a cycle of using on weekends creating a maelstrom of suffering and regret. It would take a few days to feel human again, and then the cycle would repeat. 

It was true misery . In total we used this way for perhaps six years.


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Re: What are the negative cycles you have in your life? [Re: Sophistic Radiance] * 1
    #23746112 - 10/17/16 03:46 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Sophistic Radiance said:
I recently brought a ton of really negative cycles to a close-- self-denial, and its bedfellows escapism and addiction and dissociation.

The one cycle that's been pretty hard to close is that of poor self esteem, of beating up on myself for mistakes I could instead be learning from, of assuming that I'm a burden on my friends and loved ones, that I'm not worth helping or loving. My social anxiety poses a huge challenge to developing friendships beyond the superficial level, as after a certain number of interactions with most people, I find some set of reasons to assume they don't like me, and I disengage. I'm not really sure how to get better about this. I certainly would like to, but I just don't know what to do.



I know exactly what you mean, and feel for you, babe. :heart:


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