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Bill_Oreilly
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I was never one to complain but..
#23743395 - 10/16/16 06:10 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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im going through a lot
first let me say i havent jacked off in a month and im going for another 4-6 months
second..
i have this psychiatrist who is the most beautiful woman i ever met.
i had an appointment and i was stupid and i was completely honest to her about how i wasnt taking my adderall as prescribed..so she took me off of it which i used to sell for 700 dollars oer script.
i can leave her and see a new one and get the adderall back but i would miss that perfect little face of hers.
she said if i can stay clean(which means no jacking off to me as well) for 4-6 months then maybe i can get back on them. So i was really pissed about that so i took 1 of my meds called "visceral"(sp) and i was so close to dying i could taste the death. My heart starting throbbing and i felt the blood from my head leave me as i almost died. I slowly made my way up the stairs and grabbed as much clonadine as i could and ate them..i started pacing around praying to god i wouldnt die...eventually i felt the clonadine start working and somehow it was the "kryptonite" i needed.
So anyway..after all that passed i find myself, here now, and very depressed. i dont know why im alive even though im so grateful i made it past that death.
i have no idea what to do with myself and my attention span is way off..i dont even follow football or anything i like anymore.
so ya...its going to be a long fucking winter for me without jacking off and being miserable.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23743411 - 10/16/16 06:14 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Abstaining from masturbation for extended periods of time is not good for your reproductive system
Gotta keep them pipes clean bro, you don't want prostate cancer do you?
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: OhMrJohnson]
#23743416 - 10/16/16 06:15 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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OhMrJohnson said: Abstaining from masturbation for extended periods of time is not good for your reproductive system
Gotta keep them pipes clean bro, you don't want prostate cancer do you?
Not at all
i have felt a lot more energy and i dont want to mess with it..thats one reason why i took this challenge
but i didnt know it could cause severe problems like that
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23743420 - 10/16/16 06:16 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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i hallucinated a camcorder from my left eye and ever since then i feel like someone is watching me
i dont like people watching as i jack off
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: OhMrJohnson]
#23743424 - 10/16/16 06:17 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Is jacking off a metaphor?
If not ya gotta blow some massive loads and quickly!
Stop day dreaming about the head Shrinker.
Seriously adderall?
That sleep med you think was killing you is as harmless as Benadryl.
-------------------- "in sterquiliniis invenitur in stercore invenitur" In filth it will be found in dung it will be found
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23743430 - 10/16/16 06:19 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I mean if you keep going eventually you'll probably have a wet dream and it'll come out on its own
But that's not a guaranteed thing, I actually haven't jacked off in like prolly at least 2 weeks myself but that's because I'm basically never horny at all anymore, heavy stimulant abuse fucked my sex drive up big time
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Morel Guy]
#23743431 - 10/16/16 06:20 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Morel Guy said: Is jacking off a metaphor?
If not ya gotta blow some massive loads and quickly!
Stop day dreaming about the head Shrinker.
Seriously adderall?
That sleep med you think was killing you is as harmless as Benadryl.
its not a metaphor
and i was selling my adderall to make 700 a month
and dont tell me that med is harmless...i literally was next to death itself
i must be allergic to it...its an antihistamine
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: OhMrJohnson]
#23743436 - 10/16/16 06:21 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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OhMrJohnson said: I mean if you keep going eventually you'll probably have a wet dream and it'll come out on its own
But that's not a guaranteed thing, I actually haven't jacked off in like prolly at least 2 weeks myself but that's because I'm basically never horny at all anymore, heavy stimulant abuse fucked my sex drive up big time
right when i went to my psychiatrists office she started typing on her computer and i felt a little come out
i swear this woman has full control
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23743438 - 10/16/16 06:22 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Maybe allergy, maybe a reaction of other kinds. I used to get restless leg and afraid to sleep from pm pain meds.
-------------------- "in sterquiliniis invenitur in stercore invenitur" In filth it will be found in dung it will be found
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23743455 - 10/16/16 06:25 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Try this,
Breath in while counting to 1,
Then breath out and count to one again,,
Now breath in again while counting to two
Then breath out and count to 2
Repeat this up to 10 or as long as u can go, if u mess up then start over from 1..
It's a temporary fix, but it will help u if u really put ur mind to it, don't just brush it off.. Really try it.. And just keep doing it..
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: zZZz]
#23743462 - 10/16/16 06:27 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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zZZz said: Try this,
Breath in while counting to 1,
Then breath out and count to one again,,
Now breath in again while counting to two
Then breath out and count to 2
Repeat this up to 10 or as long as u can go, if u mess up then start over from 1..
It's a temporary fix, but it will help u if u really put ur mind to it, don't just brush it off.. Really try it.. And just keep doing it..
Thanks man i appreciate the help
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23743492 - 10/16/16 06:35 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Nah forget that
You need to go to the raunchiest porn tube
Hardcore, ritualistic, primal and savagely masterbate.
-------------------- "in sterquiliniis invenitur in stercore invenitur" In filth it will be found in dung it will be found
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Morel Guy]
#23743493 - 10/16/16 06:36 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Morel Guy said: Nah forget that
You need to go to the raunchiest porn tube
Hardcore, ritualistic, primal and savagely masterbate.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23743497 - 10/16/16 06:37 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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you guys dont get it...honestly i should be dead right now. i cant even explain how close i was to death. its truly a miracle i am still here. im not trying to sound all "i beat death look at me" its more of a "how the fuck did i get through that"
my heart was about to explode while simultaneously the blood from my head trickle down and kill me
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23743500 - 10/16/16 06:39 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#23743505 - 10/16/16 06:40 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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i knew you wouldnt understand
i cant put it into words so it sounds silly
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
#23743520 - 10/16/16 06:46 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I wonder if you had masturbated while you were that close to death, if the asphyxiation from the lack of good flow would have made the orgasm unlike anything you would have ever experienced. Such an event might have turned you off to masturbation all together as you would have never climaxed to that level again.
Keep your psychiatrist. Explain to her when you succeed at your challenge the only script you want written is her mouth catching your load. If she agrees than you have a winner. If she denies find a new shrink.
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: tarlin]
#23743528 - 10/16/16 06:49 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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tarlin said: I wonder if you had masturbated while you were that close to death, if the asphyxiation from the lack of good flow would have made the orgasm unlike anything you would have ever experienced. Such an event might have turned you off to masturbation all together as you would have never climaxed to that level again.
Keep your psychiatrist. Explain to her when you succeed at your challenge the only script you want written is her mouth catching your load. If she agrees than you have a winner. If she denies find a new shrink.

Seriously though...if it wasnt for clonadine i would be dead right now
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23743537 - 10/16/16 06:52 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said: im going through a lot
first let me say i havent jacked off in a month and im going for another 4-6 months
second..
i have this psychiatrist who is the most beautiful woman i ever met.
i had an appointment and i was stupid and i was completely honest to her about how i wasnt taking my adderall as prescribed..so she took me off of it which i used to sell for 700 dollars oer script.
i can leave her and see a new one and get the adderall back but i would miss that perfect little face of hers.
she said if i can stay clean(which means no jacking off to me as well) for 4-6 months then maybe i can get back on them. So i was really pissed about that so i took 1 of my meds called "visceral"(sp) and i was so close to dying i could taste the death. My heart starting throbbing and i felt the blood from my head leave me as i almost died. I slowly made my way up the stairs and grabbed as much clonadine as i could and ate them..i started pacing around praying to god i wouldnt die...eventually i felt the clonadine start working and somehow it was the "kryptonite" i needed.
So anyway..after all that passed i find myself, here now, and very depressed. i dont know why im alive even though im so grateful i made it past that death.
i have no idea what to do with myself and my attention span is way off..i dont even follow football or anything i like anymore.
so ya...its going to be a long fucking winter for me without jacking off and being miserable.
Boo fucking hoo. You have a pretty shrink who took your drugs, and you decided to stop masturbation. My dog died yesterday. My Winter is going to be longer and more miserable. Have fun at your pity party, joker.
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Re: I was never one to complain but.. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#23743539 - 10/16/16 06:53 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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We give shit like that to goats for artificial insemination and it fucks them up like 4 40s.
-------------------- "in sterquiliniis invenitur in stercore invenitur" In filth it will be found in dung it will be found
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