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littleton
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Everybody is a careless happy hippie
#23740596 - 10/15/16 06:30 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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And im here trying to make payments and survive my life. Hey im happy your all happy. I try to tell myself that everyday. But one day, I will be better than you ever were. And i will do it all out of my anger and passion. Not out of Hippie faerie tale happiness "love" bull shit. I would rather be friends with somebody who would kick my teeth in at this point, than somebody who tells me to my face how much they love and care for me. Not that I wasnt ever hippie like. I just sort of, Lost everything ive ever had, And nobody was even there, not even family, not even work, No actually I had lost friends an family, but work didnt even cope with me, Theyre all to happy and loved to know what it feels like to have 0. So most days i forage for scraps and pieces of shit, to eat, and thank nobody.
I want to tell the whole world how i really feel without a core in my bones some days, but, I know if i do that ill just end up really dead.
I hope you happy fucks happy yourself into ever never ever land, and all just, fuck eachothers senses to nirvana, And catastrophically, it just doesnt ever stop, and youll be at a point of fucking nirvana and fucking bliss and they will call it "god"
Hey thanks for everything! /Semi sarcastic and semi serious.\ ~Bunny
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littleton
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Re: Everybody is a careless happy hippie [Re: littleton]
#23740600 - 10/15/16 06:32 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Its really not that im mad at hippies, your awesome people. Im only pist with my circumstances in life. And why cant i tell you to fuck off? Because its not "nice" wat eva.
Edited by littleton (10/15/16 06:33 PM)
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Re: Everybody is a careless happy hippie [Re: littleton]
#23740700 - 10/15/16 07:31 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hey man, it's perfectly cool to be pissed and want better for yourself. Nothing wrong with that fire, it's natural, it's human. Maybe use it to fuel your progress...
Wait, was that too nice? 
Just kidding man, sorry things are rough for you right now. It'll pass
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Re: Everybody is a careless happy hippie [Re: Universaleyeni]
#23740766 - 10/15/16 08:13 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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At the bottom you will find yourself and the strength to carry on like you never have before. You'd be surprised at how many people have hit rock bottom in life only to truly discover what matters and find happiness. You're not alone brother. When you go through something that strips life bare and shows you who your real friends are, be thankful of that lesson. You could have been living deluded instead. I know times are hell and you dont want to hear these kind of remarks. So, just know that others have been down that road you're down. It's dark. It's fucked. You look out of it into the illuminated streets wondering wtf everyone else is on. Then you maybe learn to key into what you're going through .. How to get out of it. How you got into it. What unique perspective it gives you on life that others don't have. You maybe begin to perceive that nobody cares but you and that's the way its always going to be. So, once you emerge you are strengthened in knowing this and not being attached to the world. The infinite world resides in you.
Then you'll be ok with people failing you because you'll know all you got is you. You'll be able to go to a Barnes and Noble, pick up a magazine and transport yourself to an Oasis.. because your hard times forced you to learn that even in dumps of life you can mold and tune your mind. It's all relative and you dial in that relativity.
You might even get out of it.. be in better times and long for the humbling times that gave you that perspective that is so elusive once you're back on top. So, learn and grow from this.
Much love to you brother.
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Re: Everybody is a careless happy hippie [Re: littleton]
#23740781 - 10/15/16 08:21 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Im not careless, happy, or a hippy
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Re: Everybody is a careless happy hippie [Re: littleton]
#23741192 - 10/16/16 12:08 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Somebody has to be 'Last'; Why not you? H'aint you got what it takes?
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Just sharks
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Re: Everybody is a careless happy hippie [Re: Buster_Brown]
#23742853 - 10/16/16 03:01 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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i'm just sharks
Edited by Just sharks (10/16/16 03:02 PM)
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Re: Everybody is a careless happy hippie [Re: littleton]
#23743396 - 10/16/16 06:10 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
littleton said: And im here trying to make payments and survive my life. Hey im happy your all happy. I try to tell myself that everyday. But one day, I will be better than you ever were. And i will do it all out of my anger and passion. Not out of Hippie faerie tale happiness "love" bull shit. I would rather be friends with somebody who would kick my teeth in at this point, than somebody who tells me to my face how much they love and care for me. Not that I wasnt ever hippie like. I just sort of, Lost everything ive ever had, And nobody was even there, not even family, not even work, No actually I had lost friends an family, but work didnt even cope with me, Theyre all to happy and loved to know what it feels like to have 0. So most days i forage for scraps and pieces of shit, to eat, and thank nobody.
I want to tell the whole world how i really feel without a core in my bones some days, but, I know if i do that ill just end up really dead.
I hope you happy fucks happy yourself into ever never ever land, and all just, fuck eachothers senses to nirvana, And catastrophically, it just doesnt ever stop, and youll be at a point of fucking nirvana and fucking bliss and they will call it "god"
Hey thanks for everything! /Semi sarcastic and semi serious.\ ~Bunny
I appreciate the passion, intensity and earnesty of your post. It inspires me to be better, do better, work harder... I want a happy never ever land life, but don't think it is in the cards for me.. i'm always going to struggle, I think.. life can't be perfect.
Are you an artist? You write well.. you should channel this intensity into some badass creative projects..
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