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CookieCrumbs
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: Moonshoe] 1
#23739758 - 10/15/16 11:20 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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You say this in theory.
And, in theory, if you did it just right I'm sure your overdose cocktail would be lovely. But in reality if you don't do it just right then it's bound to be a terrifying and horrible experience. And then if someone finds you and shuttles your ass off to the ER in time then you are very likely to be fucked up for the rest of your life.
I suppose if you could manage it a best bet would be an OD/hanging/shooting/whatever combo. This is a strange conversation to be having on a saturday morning.
I'm happy to be alive after eating a medicine cabinet full of drugs that included a bottle of xanax and percocet. But the experience was indeed pretty goddamn horrible. Didn't quite turn terrifying till I decided that I didn't really want to die. Definitely horrible. And now my liver is jacked up and it's hardly the only thing. Just the only thing I'm sure was because of the OD. I spent 3 years recovering from that and preexisting drug abuse. The experience has set me (rather firmly) against it. Being deathly sick isn't fun no matter how high you are. But then, throwing ketamine into the mix would make a world of difference I'm sure. If you could fully anesthetize yourself I'm sure it'd all be gravy. But I doubt many people could or would fully anesthetize themselves and not fuck something up.
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Moonshoe
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: CookieCrumbs]
#23739827 - 10/15/16 11:51 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Out of all the ways to die though surely a solid heroin and Xanax overdose must be one of the most peaceful and pleasant ways
Glad you survived!
Is your liver fucked from APAP?
It's so evil they put that shit in opiates.
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CookieCrumbs
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: Moonshoe]
#23739852 - 10/15/16 12:06 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yep. And I agree. That's why, for the moment, I'm stuck with kratom for pain relief. Anything else short of pure opiates gives me hepatic episodes.
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: CookieCrumbs]
#23739891 - 10/15/16 12:29 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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If i was going to go i would go skiing in the back country with some feel good drugs and not come back. Freezing to death is supposed to be pretty ok.
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: CookieCrumbs]
#23739895 - 10/15/16 12:31 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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CookieCrumbs said: I feel like alot of people who say they'd suicide by OD have never had a near-death OD. Or blacked out if so. You're gonna die, those last few moments are the last few of your life, there is nothing to forget. Even if not fully aware you will be aware. Minutes are hours when you are horribly sick.
Ehhh. ODing on morphine was both serene and surreal, 100% would repeat if it wasn't so dangerous.
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: falsereality]
#23739934 - 10/15/16 12:58 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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are you kidding? those pins and needles are painful as fuck.
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: moonrockmushy]
#23739948 - 10/15/16 01:05 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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moonrockmushy said: are you kidding?
Nope.
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: falsereality]
#23739950 - 10/15/16 01:07 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Even when I take too much degraded heroin, the most prominent part is that sting in my face and chest. Not fun.
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: trekie]
#23739955 - 10/15/16 01:10 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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trekie said: One if you are going to kill yourself don't use a gun . There are other less messy ways or painful ways.. If you botch the job things get worse.
Don't kill yourself. I've come close recently it's not worth it. I've had a few family members do it and man does it send shit ripples thought out the shit sea called life in fact from my personal experiences those shit ripples turned into a shitunami destroying lives in it'd shit wake.
there's one good reason for suicide.
wakes people up.
is that sad.
yes.
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: moonrockmushy]
#23739956 - 10/15/16 01:14 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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moonrockmushy said: Even when I take too much degraded heroin, the most prominent part is that sting in my face and chest. Not fun.
Huh. I've never experienced that before .
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: falsereality]
#23739957 - 10/15/16 01:15 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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maybe it is just an IV thing
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: moonrockmushy]
#23739959 - 10/15/16 01:16 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I've never IV'd a drug before, so that might be it.
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: falsereality]
#23740017 - 10/15/16 01:59 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Anyone considering suicide should check this YouTube clip. It's just audio and less than 2 minutes, and anyone on the brink has an extra 2 minutes to spare for a short YouTube vid before they depart.
WARNING: This clip is disturbing. I'm not kidding. Seriously. If you're sensitive, skip it.
Edited by abltsandwich (10/15/16 02:08 PM)
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: YaMoonSun] 1
#23740160 - 10/15/16 03:02 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
#23740259 - 10/15/16 03:39 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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you can bet that 9/11 call happens at least 60-80 times a day depending on what method they use
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: Konyap]
#23740471 - 10/15/16 05:18 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Your not a cop thats the real reason you didnt die.
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: Konyap] 5
#23740556 - 10/15/16 06:05 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Konyap said: you can bet that 9/11 call happens at least 60-80 times a day depending on what method they use
Do you know the difference between 9/11 and 911?
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: SkagitHunter]
#23740581 - 10/15/16 06:21 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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exposure or animal attack Just walk out into the woods and sit there. if im gonna opt out, I had better though long and hard about it first, and not take the easy road that an extra hour on the brink wouldn't have cured.
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: SkagitHunter]
#23740613 - 10/15/16 06:39 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
SkagitHunter said:
Quote:
Konyap said: you can bet that 9/11 call happens at least 60-80 times a day depending on what method they use
Do you know the difference between 9/11 and 911?
Nobody cries about a 911 call for 15 years.
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Re: That awkward feeling when you pick up the 22 and try to blow your brain out [Re: YaMoonSun]
#23740694 - 10/15/16 07:28 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Drug overdose isn't as peaceful as it would seem. It takes far to long in most cases and unless you are getting pharmacy quality where you can guarantee purity and dosage good chance it won't work or you will just do enough damage where your life will suck even more. The same goes for a gun most people will flinch or not take out the part of the brain that needs to be taken out. You think life sucks now imagined if you are a cripple with half a face. It can take awhile to bleed out increasing the chance you will be saved.
I know how I would do it relatively peaceful and painless. With death coming in only about 20-30 minutes max. It's how my uncle did it. I won't share how because I don't need anymore blood on my hands. It's not a way for a suicidal gesture .
I urge you to get help if you are having suicidal thoughts. It won't be easy but please don't put those who love you through it. Only reason I'm still here.
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