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Floatingsaiyan
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4g psilocybe semanilceata (Liberty caps) report...help/advice also?
#23738370 - 10/14/16 07:57 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hellloooooo Firstly, I had epilepsy when i was younger but grew out of it...I'm now 20 and I had a grand mal seizure about a month ago when I took lsd and mdma and produced intense CEV by putting my hands gently over my eyes closed to stimulate even more. I did not know this was a bad idea if you have had seizures before until it was too late, it was a very intense trip and afraid I never got to experience even the peak, hands down was most intense I've had and didn't get to the peak!
I've now done mushrooms twice. First time being 2g of Mexican cubensis which I managed to handle. This second time will be reported now. If you have any advice or any information on this or have had anything similar lemme know please.
Report.... Firstly I was out with my mates and took 2 pills, I didn't feel much from them just a bit stupid, they deffo had md in em got em tested and my mates rolled off them but I think it was because I took a week prior and my tolerance is unreal....so after this 2 pills when I get back I try smoke Dmt and break through, not sure if I broke through but I had an amazing trip in a world with my eyes closed, not gonna go into that though...wasn't a very overwhelming trip. I came to grip with it afterwards almost instantly it wasn't confusing or anything. Just awesome. After this I am feeling adventurous and get 4g of Liberty caps and drink. I start to fee some effects somewhat immediately so it seemed, then it started to get kinda bad. My body felt dodgy, I got paranoid I had bad pills and the feeling of my body was getting worse. I got to point I was sure I was going to have seizure, had an aura (smell) that people report I believe and then sat still and breathed calmly hoping this would help, I'm not sure how long I actually did this for to stop it but it felt like an eternity, I thjnk I may have had a seizure but not grand mal. This is when it gets weird,when people have seizures sometimes they're not altogether with it, don't act like themselves or only act like animals. This started to happen. I got crazy de ja vu of the feeling of what it was like just before I had. A seizure before...then it was like I was conscious but slowly I started to become animal like, I didn't notice for 10 minutes but once I noticed I noticed. It seemed like I only breathed semi loud, Like breathing out but loud? I tried to stop it but I couldn't, then I started to lose my mind slowly and do more animal like things, I was losing my ability to think about things. I had to force my self to speak to my friend but even then I was saying weird stuff which I couldn't help, I was there but it was like I was losing my mind slowly, I literally did the same thing over and over atleast 20-50 times, it was like one room I'd go through say stuff and repeat....I had no control over this really. I freaked out as I felt very dodgy like body, anyway after this I started to trip even more. Eventually I came to the conclusion I was going to die. Told my friend that was with me to make sure to tell everyone I loved that I will miss them and he was fucked and just went along with jt(he was drunk) he says I was acting very weird...like saying I'm going to die a lot m stuff, I am not usually one to freak out on drugs but literally I did fee very bad. Thought I had been given dodgy mushrooms...then I start seeing I guess my past lives or memories I have lived idk, literally and infinite amount of memories? Appeared in front of me and gone, this went on for a while to start off with when it happened I was at the conclusion I had died, I asked my friend and he was deciding to be a dick and go along with it. I was then actually convinced I had died however I was content to where I was at the past life's thing is as you hear about people seeing stuff like that when about to die or something? Anyway after this happened it got more intense, It started off being where I couldn't blink, or if I did I didn't notice cause I literally seen the same thing open and closed eye. I was still confused as my mate didn't tell me I didn't die. I really don't know how I believed I had for so long to be honest...anyway these past live memories are appearing more in the fact people are appearing right in front of my eyes it was so weird. People I never seen or met and families etc, it got more intense my whole vision was becoming filled with these multiple times. Each different person/family and it started to freak me out. My mind was still obviously not in a great place and it started to scare me, I don't know why these images/people were not scary, but frightened the fuck out of me and they kept piling on and on, I had to hold onto my friend he was literally only thing keeping me in reality.....after this faded down I can't remember if much else happened but it all felt like an eternity.... When I say about the animal thing I really thought I was going to have to go to psychiactric hospital... My mate even thought so but eventually I came to grip and started tripping with the life images....anyone had anything similar to this? Should I not take psychedelics for a while or will I be ok? I'm quite scared. I honestly thought I was going to be an animal for life. Scary yet amazing trip too. Scary at beginning kind of Amazing but scary at end.
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Re: 4g psilocybe semanilceata (Liberty caps) report...help/advice also? [Re: Floatingsaiyan]
#23738436 - 10/14/16 08:19 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Important to meditate and release negative vibes before you trip. You shouldn't stop you should try more , its an exercise for your mind and if you quit you're basically selling yourself short. If its not difficult then you're not going to get the spiritual benefit. Keep on tripping 1/8-6 grams of cubes will have you where you need to be . Just remember :
1. ) Meditate *chakra meditation * 2. ) Medicate *Keep weed on deck* 3. ) Relax and Let go 4. ) No fear - just love 5. ) - Have an emergency Xanax on deck* 6. ) Trip with Friends or Alone - Enjoy!! ^_^ Extra: Take the trip as a chance to excersice your Shamanistic abilities and expand your mind - If you really just let go to reality and reject fear you will have an epic time 100% promised.
-------------------- "If you smile at me, I will understand 'Cause that is something everybody everywhere does In the same language" -Wooden Ships
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Re: 4g psilocybe semanilceata (Liberty caps) report...help/advice also? [Re: Floatingsaiyan]
#23738508 - 10/14/16 08:46 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ive tripped 4x in my life and each time was with libs. the first time I laughed till I pissed myself then on the comedown I bawled my eyes out. The other times I was chasing the laughter I experienced the first time, without success.
I came to the conclusion that I do not like drugs where I can not control my thoughts. It's dangerous for me because I dont make good decisions on the best of days, let alone when i am compromised to that degree.
Also I think as a person gets older the accumulation of negative life experiences changes the outlook a person has of the world. We are bombarded daily by negativity and after living here for any extended length of time your attitude maybe isnt as optimistic as it used to be. Anyway im sorry none of this has to do with seizures. You likely had a mild one then went into a bad trip.
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Floatingsaiyan
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Re: 4g psilocybe semanilceata (Liberty caps) report...help/advice also? [Re: JesusDaMartian]
#23742160 - 10/16/16 11:16 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Weed how does it help And how does Xanax help? If I'm going in bad trip will it help?
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