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Ayahuasquero96
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I think i fucked up myself
#23736063 - 10/14/16 04:34 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hey guys ,
It was after my 1st shroom trip 3.5 g .
I had a good time but a very confused and scrambled up trip .
After that i kept smoking and i have had always flashbacks or shroom highs after weed.
It seems as if my brain hasnt had the time to digest that trip and it fucked it up.
I dont retain any info more , have 0 short term memory , long term memory is fucked up , i dont feel as if i am the one that has experienced that events.
I was hospitalized 9 weeks in a ward but it hasnt really helped.
I feel fucked , isolated and really unable to do things .
Is there a possibility my brain got stuck in that trip and doesnt function normal again
If i smoke now i dont get any high , i have double vision and im not really inside my body , mind . I feel more as an observer
I have thought on many different ways to help me out like tripping again , taking different drugs .
Weed doesnt help me anymore , i dont feel the effect and it is strange .
I tried mdma , it helped for the moment .
It is like my mind doesnt want to get info anymore about life and has shut me down.
I feel fucked i am young and i messed up really hard , i dont know what to do guys .
Peace
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MrBlueYoMind
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Stop smoking weed.
Depersonalization is a well-known side-effect of weed.
Avoid other drugs. Live a good and positive life.
-------------------- Confucius say: He who sticks drugs in butthole has head up ass. EVOLUTION REQUIRES REPRODUCTION
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chrysalis
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Sorry to hear that you had such adverse effects from shrooms.
First I wanna say that I have not experienced the state your describing myself but I have few ideas:
I am 80% sure that use of any psychedelic drug in your current state is not good in the long term, may provide temporal relief but will not fix your problem.
I would try different grounding methods, walking in nature, preferably barefooted. Taking cold showers / swimming in cold water. Eating animal products. Mayby sauna or sweat tent. The cold showers especially should (in theory) bring you back to this moment and to your body. If nothing else, im pretty sure these methods will not make your condition any worse (95% sure).
Explanation why I think this way would include my theory about nature of psychedelics, chakras and body-mind-spirit connection, which all are still pretty new to me.
Lastly you might consider some sort of "energy healer" but you need to be pretty damn sure that he/she knows what they are doing. I will write more if something pops to my mind. Hope this helps.
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littleton
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Re: I think i fucked up myself [Re: chrysalis]
#23740573 - 10/15/16 06:17 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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sudly
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Registered: 01/05/15
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Learn to ignore irrelevant sensations and perceptions. Be aware of it and overtime you'll learn it.
-------------------- I am whatever Darwin needs me to be.
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They
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Re: I think i fucked up myself [Re: sudly]
#23763261 - 10/23/16 05:37 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Indeed take break from drugs for a while.
Work on diet, make sure you get plenty of nutrients, veggies, Omega 3 from greens, stay well hydrated, avoid junk food, sodas and processed crap.
Start working more with your body, things like Tai Chi or Yoga, or any kind of sport that requires more attention to precise body movement, can be anything you like. From rowing to archery, anything that gets you DOING stuff not thinking in your head all the time.
Whatever strain or info overload the trip + weed smoking brought on your brain, can be fixed over time if you just function now, move, breathe, take in sunlight, water, nutrients, process what was, not keep chasing new trip experiences all the time. Find stuff to do, find people to do it with, explore that and enjoy. Oh and give it time, everything takes its own time, so let it
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