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Enjoywho
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My dog
#23728921 - 10/11/16 05:29 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Was put down about 2 weeks ago. I've had friends be murdered in cold blood and kill themselves. I got him for depression issues. Doctor wanted to give me a handful of pills. Said no and got a dog. We were exactly the same. Cancer.
We did everything together you know me you know Mr dog. I've been feeling just despair constantly. I'm super not OK with this.


-------------------- "I don't give nothin' to nobody, I just pay the cost to do business." - Riley "Young Reezy"-Boondocks "The road to hell is paved with good intentions." "In the days of kings and queens I was a jester." "And then the great lord created bears... too many bears... shoulda really dialed back on the bears." Squidbillies "Can you start speaking words instead of your damn filthy lies!"- Louise "Bobs Burgers"
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Dude thats a rough thing to go through, hope youre holding up ok. He looks like such a lovable dog too. Totally reminds me of the first dog I had. I had such an intense bond with that dog that I didnt even to say anything to get him to do what I wanted. He passed away 7 years ago. Still miss that bugger. Things will get better broseph.
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Enjoywho
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Trying to but not really. I'm incredibly sad about it. I cleaned up for a while but the bottle knows how to make me depressed. I'm not OK with it at all. I'm cycling back to Washington after working all summer but I won't even get to see my dog. I'm not OK with it at all.
-------------------- "I don't give nothin' to nobody, I just pay the cost to do business." - Riley "Young Reezy"-Boondocks "The road to hell is paved with good intentions." "In the days of kings and queens I was a jester." "And then the great lord created bears... too many bears... shoulda really dialed back on the bears." Squidbillies "Can you start speaking words instead of your damn filthy lies!"- Louise "Bobs Burgers"
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I hope your dog didn't suffer the cancer too much. At least it can't suffer any more. I'm sorry for your loss.
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Enjoywho
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Re: My dog [Re: mnj]
#23729019 - 10/11/16 06:05 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I don't really know. Enough for my Ma to put him down. And he became a family dog. All the money I've made everything was get loki back to me.
Well fuck I guess your never going to give me grand kids but I have a grand dog.
I'm always the happiest person that you'll ever meet but I'm not OK with this.
-------------------- "I don't give nothin' to nobody, I just pay the cost to do business." - Riley "Young Reezy"-Boondocks "The road to hell is paved with good intentions." "In the days of kings and queens I was a jester." "And then the great lord created bears... too many bears... shoulda really dialed back on the bears." Squidbillies "Can you start speaking words instead of your damn filthy lies!"- Louise "Bobs Burgers"
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Your pain is directly relative to the good he gave you, try to focus on the positives of the time you had together. Its never easy but looking after something with a dramatically shorter life cycle hammers home the importance of now. Hope you get through it mate it's a tough thing.
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Quote:
Enjoywho said: Trying to but not really. I'm incredibly sad about it. I cleaned up for a while but the bottle knows how to make me depressed. I'm not OK with it at all. I'm cycling back to Washington after working all summer but I won't even get to see my dog. I'm not OK with it at all.
Its ok to not feel ok. You gotta mourn man, thats a heavy loss. Just dont let it consume you
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Aw, I'm really sorry man. That dog is adorable, I'm sure he was a great friend and whatnot.
My condolences.
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I'll be OK. I think. Well I can't seem to die and God knows I've been trying for years.
I'm barely holding on. Get sober do this and this. Do things you hate for cash. Constantly. Until you die. He was the only thing that made me feel sort of OK with it.
I can't remember ever feeling this sad.
-------------------- "I don't give nothin' to nobody, I just pay the cost to do business." - Riley "Young Reezy"-Boondocks "The road to hell is paved with good intentions." "In the days of kings and queens I was a jester." "And then the great lord created bears... too many bears... shoulda really dialed back on the bears." Squidbillies "Can you start speaking words instead of your damn filthy lies!"- Louise "Bobs Burgers"
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Dude I genuinely feel for you. Nobody deserves half the shit you've been through, but you gotta find people and things to fill the moments in between work and sleep. Youll be much happier then you are now, and the alcohol isnt helping. Give sobering up at least one serious shot. Clean up for a couple months and thingsll get better. Much better. Go visit your dog and family too!
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Did you tell your dog that you loved them and how important they were, countless times? Did you give your friend all that you had? Then there should be no remorse. I have a dog and I feel anxiety about the day he will leave me. I am grateful I can still touch him, kiss him and do all those great things. But I know I cannot relive these moments so easily. I feel guilty for forgetting aspects of those that have passed. Getting this dog has helped me remember aspects of the last dog. Their different but the dog spirit is pretty damn kind. Kinda like lady energy and getting hurt by a woman. Just make the most out of life and live it the way you loved it in the past. I know I need a dog to keep me balanced. There is no way however to live a life without fear and anxiety of losing.
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I did. I quit heroin by moving states. Started drinking. I'm trying I got my month chip because I was involved in aa. But fucking this has wrecked me emotionally. Everything I wanted to do was.
I started to feel OK because I can think again. But everyone my age just drinks constantly. It's so hard. Isolate myself from my peers or be sick for a week. Either way I don't win.
No I was a fucking drunk. There was a time before that and I owned a car that's the second picture. He was half hanging out trying to get up there. I'm just laughing Mr dog you graduated to navigator. I wanted to make things right with him but he always loves me no matter what I do.
That was my whole plan. Fuck ya we're gonna live at the park if you want.
-------------------- "I don't give nothin' to nobody, I just pay the cost to do business." - Riley "Young Reezy"-Boondocks "The road to hell is paved with good intentions." "In the days of kings and queens I was a jester." "And then the great lord created bears... too many bears... shoulda really dialed back on the bears." Squidbillies "Can you start speaking words instead of your damn filthy lies!"- Louise "Bobs Burgers"
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Quote:
Enjoywho said: Do things you hate for cash. Constantly. Until you die.
Death and taxes guaranteed.
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Enjoywho said: Was put down about 2 weeks ago. I've had friends be murdered in cold blood and kill themselves. I got him for depression issues. Doctor wanted to give me a handful of pills. Said no and got a dog. We were exactly the same. Cancer.
We did everything together you know me you know Mr dog. I've been feeling just despair constantly. I'm super not OK with this.
I'm sorry about your loss man, losing a dog can be harder than losing the people you're close to, while it is cliche and doesnt seem like it could be helpful, you should see about getting another one, not to replace your dog but because you seem like you need a good friend to help you through
I have a homely little dog I didnt even want, I knew I'd get stuck with it when my ex got it, she couldnt even take care of herself, much less a dog, anyway, the dog took up with me and didnt like her and she left it in her apartment for about 4 days before calling me to tell me to go feed it, I went over, got the dog and brought it home, I wouldnt let her have it back because it would have been neglected in her care.
like I said, I didnt want the dog but the dog is so in love with me I cant imaging letting her go, every time I come through the door she goes nuts, she sleeps with me every night and if I dont let her in my room she has her nose under my door to make sure I'm not petting the cat. she protects me when I'm sleeping, when my kids come to wake me up she starts growling at them, when I'm on the shroomery she protects me from the cat and my kids
there's another dog out there that needs you as much as mine needs me. go find it
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