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100_the_cat

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I hate eating
#23727221 - 10/11/16 12:23 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Somebody give me a Breatharian soul piece
I'm so over this
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Whispers in the wind
set my soul fierce
promises of a future
taunt me with no remorse
I look to heaven for solace
and find no relent
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100_the_cat

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Re: I hate eating [Re: yeah] 1
#23728479 - 10/11/16 02:39 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I hope that works
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Nymphaea
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Hey man, I feel ya. A lot of people end up at that point before this life is over. Remember thy duty on this Earth to its inhabitants, of all kinds, and remember not to run or hide from that duty. You may not know exactly what it is but you will find it in time and while you are finding it you may also be able to pickup other duties that are all apart of your larger duty to Earth.
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Re: I hate eating [Re: Nymphaea]
#23732588 - 10/12/16 09:31 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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it gets worse before it gets better. much love!
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DoneKildatReason
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I'm confused what's the problem.
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Try one balanced meal a day... Just eat really nutritious foods in your one meal, trying to get balance of carbs fat and protein.. And water the rest of the day... More time being empty...
I can relate.. For me food feels very taxing on my system and I also aspire to bring food free... It's possible, there are lots of people in the world that eat little to absolute nothing and thrive on the ambient prana... I feel most at rest and relaxed and comfortable in my body when I'm empty, idk maybe others can relate... Something about having just your own homeostatic silence, food is like inner noise, sometimes not playing very good music compared to the beautiful blissful silence..
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100_the_cat

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Quote:
DoneKildatReason said: I'm confused what's the problem.
Omg that's a good one! hahahaha
Are you actually asking or was that a spell?
Confused --> Neptune
Neptune --> supernatural
Enough of the supernatural = you don't need Earth things (like physical food)
Hence, if you're confused, you don't have any food problems
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Now if you were actually asking for clarification:
I'm having trouble eating. I get hungry, but I can't handle food. I hate the way it makes my mouth feel afterwards, and the feeling I get in my stomach is like a bad trip...it doesn't hurt, it's just really uncomfortable, and I spend time thinking about how much I want it to be over.
My body's reactions have forced me into dietary changes. Lately I've been down to one organic vegetarian meal a day, a plain bagel, and water. Now that's even giving me problems, so I'm eating carrots and celery. I wish I didn't have to bother with eating at all, it's a chore. The only reason I eat is because I get so hungry.
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DoneKildatReason
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Interesting interpretation on my post, and I wish I did post it the way you read, but no.... just a plain bare bones question..... which you answered also.
I don't know what to say, about feelings of not wanting to eat..... or bad feelings when eating.... that must be horrible.
Maybe switch the diet from plain bagels and celery to steak and chocolate cake..... did you in the past enjoy things like cheeseburgers or onion rings - not very healthy food, but tastey, and not something to worry over if you are active and otherwise healthy.
I feel like a fast metabolism, being active, and doing cleanses now and again, allow me to eat whatever I want to....
..... I wonder what you may read out of this above post...... it is very straightforward with no intended hidden meaning, so you can just read it once and know you saw it all. 
So when did this food eating problem arise? Do you tell people about it in real life? Do you ever comment to others about being fat, but you're really skinny? I'm just asking because I don't know you, and don't want to assume ......
.... I love eating food, and tryptamines, especially for some weird reason DPT, give the major munchies..... a euphoric sort of munchies.... very enjoyable..... I just can't imagine feeling I don't want to eat. When is the last time you enjoyed eating a very filling meal? There's nothing wrong with eating a filling meal. It's not greedy, or piglike, or evil.... in most cases. But those 400 pound mother fuckers, they took it too far.... it is a greedy thing, then..... and a lot of times they're greedy in everything else they say and do, and just piss me off.... sitting down to do the dishes in a rolling chair that stays in the kitchen.....
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100_the_cat

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Oh man...sitting down to do the dishes in a rolling chair that stays in the kitchen...I used to live in a women's center and there was a woman, probably around 400 pounds, who did that.
There was another morbidly obese woman who would walk to the grocery and then use a scooter once she was inside while she shopped.
I'm 34, 5'6" 137 lbs. I'm not the kind of person who can exercise (at least not anymore), I need to be still to be healthy. I'm coming from a past where I was physically active, and did eat heavy/rich food, and enjoyed it. But it's not who I really am. I'm an INFJ, but I spent the first part of my life living a false ESTP identity because I wasn't loved for who I was by my family. (I was plunged into my inferior function to try to "earn" love.) I'm still transitioning back to my true identity, and I'm having to give up all this physical stuff. It's pretty extreme, I went from going out to clubs to being a total recluse, spending all my time in a dark room with a white noise machine.
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100_the_cat

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It started at the beginning of this year
I don't tell anyone IRL because there's no one in my life besides my family, and I try to avoid them as much as possible for my own wellbeing
I don't think I'm fat. I mean I guess some people might think that because I have a soft body even if I get a lot of physical exercise, but my weight is in the middle of "healthy" on a height-weight chart. It just depends on a person's standards.
I definitely prefer what I look like when I exercise, but physicality is too much for me now, so I just ignore my body instead and live from my intuition.
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100_the_cat

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There's a hidden meaning in everything
I guess you're just saying it's not you doing it
It's my ghost doing it
Well anyway the hidden spell in that one was you telling me to eat a spiritual cheeseburger so I don't suffer from hunger
Energetic cheeseburger
Which is actually synonymous with saying get some ghost dick
Sorry, he's dirty
But it's true that's going to solve my whole problem, thanks
Edited by 100_the_cat (10/17/16 12:03 AM)
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100_the_cat

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And I just wanted to say, yes it is horrible
My entire life is horrible
My life only ever gets better in the spiritual realm, not physical
Literally all I have keeping me alive are the divination I do with music videos and ghost sex
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It'll get better, life and outside things are beautiful and big, compared to inside stuff as small, something will come and snap you out of it, divination replaced by human fellowship and ghost sex replaced by a good hug..... Which you prefer is a guess to me, but forget ghost dicks, that shit'll kill ya'
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Edited by DoneKildatReason (02/04/17 07:25 PM)
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100_the_cat

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It'll kill you, not me
Physical sex already killed me
I'm picking up my ghost through your words though, you can keep talking if you want
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100_the_cat

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Here's what's going on in this thread
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100_the_cat

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I'm eating a lot more now
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I am the same way, always been underweight, weighed the same for the last ten years, 14-24, recently I tried cutting out all grains and that has really helped, eventually I want to cut out all sugars and carbs. Our present day eating habits are terrible and effect some body types and chemistry more than others. A good first step would be to eat lots of probiotics (kefir, leafy greens, yogurt, kimchi, Kombucha) if you don't have a healthy gut biome you won't digest food well and your body won't get pleasure from it. There are more pleasure receptors in the gut than the brain and if your gut is unhealthy it can really mess with your mood and your eating experience
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also quit smoking ciggs if you are a smoker, that is a huge factor, start working out or doing a sport or walking, if you are active your body will respond. also heavy weed smoking can lower your appetite which is counter intuitive but true
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100_the_cat

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I get pleasure from spiritual energy
I'm really not interested in getting pleasure from food, just keeping my physical body alive enough to lay around and experience Kundalini
I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs
I get high off of ghosts
Exercise puts me out of my element, so I'm not doing that
I don't get to choose what I eat, my body decides
I don't believe in putting a bunch of extra stuff in my body to try to force health
This was a soul retrieval matter, not a lifestyle problem
And just in case it went over everyone's head, I got what I needed
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DoneKildatReason
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That's awesome. So about this ghost ..... I don't see many others refer to a common ghost in their lives...... so this has been unique to your posts, for me. It could be, that this is a common indicator used as expression among some group, and I just don't get out much.
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100_the_cat

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What, like slang? No it's just my personal slang, it comes out of me organically
There's one universal ghost that lives in my body all the time...you could call it the Holy Ghost, Lucifer, whatever
I can also pick up energy from other people that is ultimately part of this ghost, but it feels separate in the moment because it's a soul piece I'm retrieving....it seems new to me, it has a part of my identity in there that I'm just coming to an awareness of.
But when I divine your post I hear that this board is going to turn into group ghost sex...for me at least
Something just happened to me energetically because my eyes are burning, watering, and my body feels like burning incense smoke inside
Edited by 100_the_cat (10/19/16 03:13 AM)
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100_the_cat

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Wait, let me elaborate
I guess any spectrophile would probably use a term like ghost
I've never been around anyone like me though
So I'm just saying it came from the inside, not peers
I didn't know it was even called spectrophilia until after it was full-blown
It happened when I was really little, stopped at age 5, came back at 30. Coincided with my guides leaving me and coming back
Sometimes I also call it a genie, alien, or demons
Edited by 100_the_cat (10/19/16 04:00 AM)
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"Spectrophilia is sexual attraction to ghosts or sexual arousal from images in mirrors, as well as the phenomenon of sexual encounters between ghosts and humans."
What's funny is that while my guides were gone, and I did flesh, my favorite thing to do was masturbate in a mirror. Once they came back, and I switched to energy, my favorite thing became finding other people who serve as mirrors. That's why you're having this effect on me -- you're a mirror.
It's not always overtly sexual, sometimes it just feels like light, but generally anything that kicks up my energy body enough to make me more aware of it (even if it's negative -- I encountered a choking sensation recently from another person) is what I consider a sexual experience. Anybody who makes extra stuff happen in my energy body is sexually bonding me to myself
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I have this theory that my mirror opposite personality type (ESTP) makes the best mirror for me to experience my ghost through
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If the mirror has a Mars-Neptune thing going on in their chart, it seems to go both ways (we trigger each other)
I mean I guess you could just as easily call it mirror sex
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Divination is a sexual thing for me
Anywhere I can see or hear my ghost lights me up
What I'm after 24/7 is a Ouija board experience with the world
Also for me an element that's tied into it is a desire to not bathe
For some reason the whole experience is so much better if I have a scent
When I do bathe, I can tell I'm interfering with the energy because I'm rundown and exhausted afterwards, like I'm coming down with the flu
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100_the_cat said: mirror sex
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Re: I hate eating [Re: yeah]
#23751245 - 10/19/16 06:50 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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you are either an idiot or a troll, either way enjoy your couch fucker.
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100_the_cat

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I still feel like I'm poisoning myself by eating at all
The relief I got was from the stomach discomfort when I eat
So I can put food in my body now
But it feels like it's too much
I just ate some rice and vegetables and feel like I could puke even though it was just one serving
Like it's not supposed to be in there
I just want to move on to not eating
I hate this in between thing
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what couch lmao u salted over here?
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Re: I hate eating [Re: yeah]
#23754131 - 10/20/16 07:25 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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a little sandy yea, try to give good actual advice and this guy is talking about uija boards and bathing causing him sickness and bs, it is a bit irritating
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100_the_cat

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It's very good advice for a physical person
I'm not a physical person, I'm an INFJ
You represent my south node, what I'm leaving behind
I'm flattered you think I'm male
DAT ARIES MC
When I used to post on Craigslist I'd get replies like, "Are you male or female?" and "Better lay off them drugs, boy" (I've got Neptune aspecting my MC so people think I do drugs too, even though I don't). I think it's hilarious
Edited by 100_the_cat (10/20/16 03:41 PM)
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