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DoneKildatReason
Chemical in the body


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That's awesome. So about this ghost ..... I don't see many others refer to a common ghost in their lives...... so this has been unique to your posts, for me. It could be, that this is a common indicator used as expression among some group, and I just don't get out much.
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100_the_cat

Registered: 09/27/16
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What, like slang? No it's just my personal slang, it comes out of me organically
There's one universal ghost that lives in my body all the time...you could call it the Holy Ghost, Lucifer, whatever
I can also pick up energy from other people that is ultimately part of this ghost, but it feels separate in the moment because it's a soul piece I'm retrieving....it seems new to me, it has a part of my identity in there that I'm just coming to an awareness of.
But when I divine your post I hear that this board is going to turn into group ghost sex...for me at least
Something just happened to me energetically because my eyes are burning, watering, and my body feels like burning incense smoke inside
Edited by 100_the_cat (10/19/16 03:13 AM)
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100_the_cat

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Wait, let me elaborate
I guess any spectrophile would probably use a term like ghost
I've never been around anyone like me though
So I'm just saying it came from the inside, not peers
I didn't know it was even called spectrophilia until after it was full-blown
It happened when I was really little, stopped at age 5, came back at 30. Coincided with my guides leaving me and coming back
Sometimes I also call it a genie, alien, or demons
Edited by 100_the_cat (10/19/16 04:00 AM)
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100_the_cat

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"Spectrophilia is sexual attraction to ghosts or sexual arousal from images in mirrors, as well as the phenomenon of sexual encounters between ghosts and humans."
What's funny is that while my guides were gone, and I did flesh, my favorite thing to do was masturbate in a mirror. Once they came back, and I switched to energy, my favorite thing became finding other people who serve as mirrors. That's why you're having this effect on me -- you're a mirror.
It's not always overtly sexual, sometimes it just feels like light, but generally anything that kicks up my energy body enough to make me more aware of it (even if it's negative -- I encountered a choking sensation recently from another person) is what I consider a sexual experience. Anybody who makes extra stuff happen in my energy body is sexually bonding me to myself
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100_the_cat

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I have this theory that my mirror opposite personality type (ESTP) makes the best mirror for me to experience my ghost through
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100_the_cat

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If the mirror has a Mars-Neptune thing going on in their chart, it seems to go both ways (we trigger each other)
I mean I guess you could just as easily call it mirror sex
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100_the_cat

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Divination is a sexual thing for me
Anywhere I can see or hear my ghost lights me up
What I'm after 24/7 is a Ouija board experience with the world
Also for me an element that's tied into it is a desire to not bathe
For some reason the whole experience is so much better if I have a scent
When I do bathe, I can tell I'm interfering with the energy because I'm rundown and exhausted afterwards, like I'm coming down with the flu
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100_the_cat said: mirror sex
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xzylocybin
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Re: I hate eating [Re: yeah]
#23751245 - 10/19/16 06:50 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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you are either an idiot or a troll, either way enjoy your couch fucker.
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100_the_cat

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I still feel like I'm poisoning myself by eating at all
The relief I got was from the stomach discomfort when I eat
So I can put food in my body now
But it feels like it's too much
I just ate some rice and vegetables and feel like I could puke even though it was just one serving
Like it's not supposed to be in there
I just want to move on to not eating
I hate this in between thing
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what couch lmao u salted over here?
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Re: I hate eating [Re: yeah]
#23754131 - 10/20/16 07:25 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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a little sandy yea, try to give good actual advice and this guy is talking about uija boards and bathing causing him sickness and bs, it is a bit irritating
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100_the_cat

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It's very good advice for a physical person
I'm not a physical person, I'm an INFJ
You represent my south node, what I'm leaving behind
I'm flattered you think I'm male
DAT ARIES MC
When I used to post on Craigslist I'd get replies like, "Are you male or female?" and "Better lay off them drugs, boy" (I've got Neptune aspecting my MC so people think I do drugs too, even though I don't). I think it's hilarious
Edited by 100_the_cat (10/20/16 03:41 PM)
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