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OsculateOfDemise



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The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction *DELETED* 12
#23721181 - 10/09/16 03:19 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Edited by OsculateOfDemise (10/09/16 10:56 AM)
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voidjester_entheo
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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise] 1
#23721198 - 10/09/16 03:50 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I really hope all in life is going well for you now, you really didn't deserve all that struggle & heartache, especially the portions which stemmed from your loved one. May you be divinely protected & spiritually blessed.
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OsculateOfDemise



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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: voidjester_entheo] 2
#23721200 - 10/09/16 03:54 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thank you for taking the time to read it. I really appreciate it. I think the more I get this out of my head the better I can heal. This is the first time I ever let my thoughts out in writing and I feel better already.
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azur
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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise] 2
#23721208 - 10/09/16 04:09 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Wow. Long, yet incredible early morning read. We all love you. Be sure to look in the mirror and smile to yourself, because you deserve it!
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OsculateOfDemise



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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: azur]
#23721215 - 10/09/16 04:16 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thanks man, im glad you found it worthy of such an early read.
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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise] 1
#23721217 - 10/09/16 04:20 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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You said it best..
You are a warrior 
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My soul is finally starting to heal
This makes me very happy
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OsculateOfDemise



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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: Masked] 1
#23721224 - 10/09/16 04:30 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thank you Masked. Youve been a great deal of help to me through my healing
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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
#23721347 - 10/09/16 07:00 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Holy dawg didn't know you went through any of that, I'm not a great follower of this board but I remember you
Glad it's over, I'm sure you'll be back on your radiance soon
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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise] 1
#23721369 - 10/09/16 07:27 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Didn't you post your final goodbyes a while back?
Also tl dr
Also hope you're not a fiend anymore

So what happened to your man?
Edited by stzacrack (10/09/16 07:51 AM)
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Connoisseur

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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
#23721492 - 10/09/16 08:58 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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OOD great to see a thread by you its been a while, i havent read it yet but i will shortly once my brain is up to its fully functioning capacity.
Come back to the boards! We miss you!
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hex_enduction
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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: stzacrack]
#23721542 - 10/09/16 09:25 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Great read osc. I'm happy you were able to break out of that life, it sounds truly fucked and painful. I really hope you're doing better now
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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
#23721587 - 10/09/16 09:47 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thank you for sharing .
What would you say to the people who say that meth isn't very addictive or harmful ?
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#23721620 - 10/09/16 10:04 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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moonrockmushy
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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
#23721634 - 10/09/16 10:08 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I definitely believe you use meth judging by the text wall I can relate to alot of what you say, tho I never really took much meth. Really sucks when it starts to take a toll on the body and life is always shit. Best wishes getting back on your feet.
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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
#23721766 - 10/09/16 11:00 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: Sanguin3]
#23721863 - 10/09/16 11:39 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I've been there. Go here if you ever wanna talk about it.
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stzacrack
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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: Moonshoe]
#23721894 - 10/09/16 11:49 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Moonshoe said: Thank you for sharing .
What would you say to the people who say that meth isn't very addictive or harmful ?
Not physically addictive like heroin and meth isn't harmful in and of itself, people harm themselves with their use
People are responsible for misuse not the drug
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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
#23722162 - 10/09/16 01:04 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thanks for sharing your story Osculate.
You inspire me.
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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
#23722241 - 10/09/16 01:24 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Sad story, this seems to happen a lot
I'm glad you made it out
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OsculateOfDemise



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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: stzacrack]
#23722245 - 10/09/16 01:26 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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stzacrack said: Didn't you post your final goodbyes a while back?
Also tl dr
Also hope you're not a fiend anymore

So what happened to your man?
Yes I did a while back. I was hurt due to a few members of the board using me and my appearance as a means of ridicule. It was annoying when it was just in the romper room but when it spilled out to the pub I was tired of all the lack of disrespect and decided to devote my time elsewhere.
No, I have not done any meth since 2012.
Despite everything I went through, I took him back into my life. I didn't want to give up on the relationship and him. He still struggled with his addictions to meth and gambling for the years to follow. I tried to work through our problems but he constantly lied to me. I cut him out of my life two years ago. He recently contacted me and we hung out a few times. He hasn't changed. I told him about a week ago that I don't want to bearound him anymore. I haven't heard from him since.
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