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The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction *DELETED* * 12
    #23721181 - 10/09/16 03:19 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise] * 1
    #23721198 - 10/09/16 03:50 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I really hope all in life is going well for you now, you really didn't deserve all that struggle & heartache, especially the portions which stemmed from your loved one. May you be divinely protected & spiritually blessed.


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: voidjester_entheo] * 2
    #23721200 - 10/09/16 03:54 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Thank you for taking the time to read it. I really appreciate it. I think the more I get this out of my head the better I can heal. This is the first time I ever let my thoughts out in writing and I feel better already.


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise] * 2
    #23721208 - 10/09/16 04:09 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Wow. Long, yet incredible early morning read.
We all love you.  Be sure to look in the mirror and smile to yourself, because you deserve it!


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: azur]
    #23721215 - 10/09/16 04:16 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Thanks man, im glad you found it worthy of such an early read.


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise] * 1
    #23721217 - 10/09/16 04:20 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

You said it best..

You are a warrior :heart:

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My soul is finally starting to heal




This makes me very happy :hug:


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: Masked] * 1
    #23721224 - 10/09/16 04:30 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Thank you Masked. Youve been a great deal of help to me through my healing  :heart:


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
    #23721347 - 10/09/16 07:00 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Holy dawg didn't know you went through any of that, I'm not a great follower of this board but I remember you

Glad it's over, I'm sure you'll be back on your radiance soon :hug:


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise] * 1
    #23721369 - 10/09/16 07:27 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Didn't you post your final goodbyes a while back?

Also tl dr

Also hope you're not a fiend anymore

:guiltyascharged:

So what happened to your man?


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
    #23721492 - 10/09/16 08:58 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

OOD great to see a thread by you its been a while, i havent read it yet but i will shortly once my brain is up to its fully functioning capacity.

Come back to the boards! We miss you!


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: stzacrack]
    #23721542 - 10/09/16 09:25 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Great read osc. I'm happy you were able to break out of that life, it sounds truly fucked and painful. I really hope you're doing better now :hug:


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Connoisseur said:
oh ive cried on drugs

sunshine said:
Tragic.  I told the cop not to do it but he didn't listen.


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
    #23721587 - 10/09/16 09:47 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Thank you for sharing .

What would you say to the people who say that meth isn't very addictive or harmful ?


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction *DELETED* [Re: Moonshoe]
    #23721620 - 10/09/16 10:04 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
    #23721634 - 10/09/16 10:08 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I definitely believe you use meth judging by the text wall :sadyes: I can relate to alot of what you say, tho I never really took much meth.  Really sucks when it starts to take a toll on the body and life is always shit.  Best wishes getting back on your feet.


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
    #23721766 - 10/09/16 11:00 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

:heart:


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: Sanguin3]
    #23721863 - 10/09/16 11:39 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I've been there. Go here if you ever wanna talk about it.


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: Moonshoe]
    #23721894 - 10/09/16 11:49 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Moonshoe said:
Thank you for sharing .

What would you say to the people who say that meth isn't very addictive or harmful ?




Not physically addictive like heroin and meth isn't harmful in and of itself, people harm themselves with their use

People are responsible for misuse not the drug


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
    #23722162 - 10/09/16 01:04 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Thanks for sharing your story Osculate.

You inspire me.


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: OsculateOfDemise]
    #23722241 - 10/09/16 01:24 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Sad story, this seems to happen a lot

I'm glad you made it out


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Re: The Devils Playground - My Battle Through Addiction [Re: stzacrack]
    #23722245 - 10/09/16 01:26 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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stzacrack said:
Didn't you post your final goodbyes a while back?

Also tl dr

Also hope you're not a fiend anymore

:guiltyascharged:

So what happened to your man?




Yes I did a while back. I was hurt due to a few members of the board using me and my appearance as a means of ridicule. It was annoying when it was just in the romper room but when it spilled out to the pub I was tired of all the lack of disrespect and decided to devote my time elsewhere.

No, I have not done any meth since 2012.

Despite everything I went through, I took him back into my life. I didn't want to give up on the relationship and him. He still struggled with his addictions to meth and gambling for the years to follow. I tried to work through our problems but he constantly lied to me. I cut him out of my life two years ago. He recently contacted me and we hung out a few times. He hasn't changed. I told him about a week ago that I don't want to bearound him anymore. I haven't heard from him since.


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