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WicklowWoodkern
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Lib Trip..
#23717134 - 10/07/16 05:46 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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So I decided to make tea with some libs I had picked. First time in about 5 years so I recklessly misjudged the dosage. Was hoping for a level 1-2, what I received was level 4-5 (I have never been so spaced on shrooms before, the trip was more intense than previous acid and salvia trips, I say salvia, that was just once and horrific as that was, the trip was over in a matter of seconds). It wasn't necessarily "bad". It was wonderful at times, dark and claustrophobic at others.
It's probably obvious I'm not in the state of mind for a full on trip, I have been very down for months now, I take medicine, mood stabilisers, usually works but it's not working now. I was hoping for a euphoric, mild psychedelic, giggly kind of trip. What I got was something I really did not want to receive.
About ten minutes after drinking and munching on the mass I began feeling light and giggy, as ya do, ten minutes later anxiety kicked in, had to lie on the couch, belly down, hood up, everyone's laughing and I just wanna be alone. At this stage geometric 3-D images are taking over my sight, mind and body, I'm disassociated to everyone else but I can still hear them laughing. Same Roses song been playing for ages now- "Made of Stone" I am made of stone, I cant move...
As I lay there with my eyes closed some psychedelic dragon-bull(?) type thing was coming towards me in a kind of kaleidoscope motion (so hard to.explain), I open my eyes and it was still there, went right over my head. Then this noise began, and it stayed until I knocked out, hours later. It changed how it sounded throughout the trip but it was constantly there. Sounded like a hand-held fan, then would intensify to the sound of a harsh garden appliance/helicopter. Then it sounded like the hum of a bird of some kind perhaps/a cat's purr? Towards the end it sounded like a person kind of laughing and then humming.. Sweet, tranquil humming.
I got the strength up to move rooms. The debilitating effect I felt could only be associated with E imo. Anyway, got there, sat back and that's when the psychedelic creatures came out in force, I felt like they were suffocating me, that dragon-bull coming at me, over me, through me. The cabinet's knobs turned into another pair of eyes, coming at me. A tiger, a psychedelic, vibrating tiger coming out of the woodwork. I think I saw a funky elephant type thing and what I think was a crane.
Then I began dissecting myself, digging out stuff I already know but don't want to face or maybe accept. I had sweaty hands all through the trip and whilst these not so nice realisations were happening I had a feeling like I'm floating with weightless fingertips and that felt just ecstatic, having weightless fingertips. Like I was releasing my energy somewhere else and it felt good. But then anxiety would return and time was standing still, it was 00:42 for hours so I took some PRESCRIBED anti-psychotics and was asleep within the hour.
Woke up next morning wanting to go back again?? Eh? I will in a better state of mind. I will without doubt be levelling up alone in future.
Thanks for reading
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acidninja
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pretty shit about the dosage but sounds like u had a wicked trip m8! (dragon bulls )
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acidninja
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look at that we registered on the same day!
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Nescobar
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Sounds intense man, better luck next time.
Good vibes to you
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WicklowWoodkern
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Thanks guys. I didn't mess up the dosage, I recklessly mixed psilocybin with lithim. Only gaining the courage to read my trip report and replies now, I was so ashamed at my stupidity.. Looking back on the visuals, it was as if I'd entered some psychedelic Kung Fu Panda esque realm, haha! I've gone down the microdosing route and I think I've found what I was looking for. Happy Halloween!!
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acidninja
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Quote:
WicklowWoodkern said: Thanks guys. I didn't mess up the dosage, I recklessly mixed psilocybin with lithim. Only gaining the courage to read my trip report and replies now, I was so ashamed at my stupidity.. Looking back on the visuals, it was as if I'd entered some psychedelic Kung Fu Panda esque realm, haha! I've gone down the microdosing route and I think I've found what I was looking for. Happy Halloween!!
happy halloween back! sounds like a cool trip btw, how many g's? also y did u used a mood stabilizing drug with psilocybin mushrooms?
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Edited by acidninja (11/01/16 10:27 AM)
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