the day had finally arrived, my friend ordered some psilocybe cubensis and we decided to trip together about 1-2 weeks after it arrived. they looked so innocent and dried out, i couldn't´t wait to shove 3.3 dried grams in my mouth and get it started.
i never was a fan when it came to the taste,ugh! my friend anders seemed fine with it.after the awful process of eating it i started to feel very nervous, and thought to my self "oh know, this is really happening" you know what i mean and if you dont you'll eventually understand. so we put on some joe rogan with joey diaz as the guest fucking shieet up, we waited patiently while the effects crept slowly. we had now reached the point where watching joe was no fun cause we started to feel the effects getting heavier and heavier...
it felt so heavy that we had to lay down on his huge bed to detach (his bed is huge!) i felt my energy getting drained even while laying down, shit got real by the minute. at this point i was getting that hypnotizing effect and i started to feel very afraid and nervous. the mushroom told me, you have to love yourself, i was like what? wtf does that mean and how do i proceed with "loving myself" (took me awhile to figure it out) anyways we moved on and went for a walk but things got darker and darker.. remember that scene when smeagol tells frodo "This way,don't follow the lights" and when he stares and starts getting sucked into the water, thats how i felt when me and my friend were sittin by the water, my mentality was as dark as it could be. the weather was awful, very gloomy, dark and cloudy day. i felt like i was truly lost and the road looked like you could walk forever without reaching your destination.
i was dealing with some dark shit during that period so the shroom gave me two choices,i had to either open up to my friend and tell him my dark secrets or this day wont end so well. after i told him what was tormenting me i felt better instantly, as if something dark and heavy was bringing me down, after that i felt as light as a feather, especially after the hug he gave me, powerful moment it was.
the next day i took about 2.5 dried grams cause i felt ready for the next trip! many people report that you have to double the dose to get even close to the same effects but damn it was almost as strong as the day before and it truly surprised me. so i met up with a friend who told me he wanted to trip with me cause he´d never done it before. it was a rainy day but luckily it cleared up the moment the effects kicked in. we were in a small forest waiting for the magic to kick in.
i was a bit nervous that the shroom might take me down the same road as the day before, i had also smoked a small joint right before i consumed the mushroom. i love to trip two days in a row because all that jittery nervous ego energy disappears almost completely for me. oddly enough i started trippin 20 minutes after consuming it! i suspect the weed had some play in it but i truly dont know why. i was plunged into a magnificent trip and was ready for anything life could throw at me but my friend wasn't´t feeling so good at all.. poor thing.
he had problems with his stomach before hand so it annoyed him alot, he struggled mentally with something but he didn't´t want to tell me. after a long amazing day we sat at the top of a mountain and looked at each other and laughed, there´s something powerful that happens when you drop shrooms with friends, the connection becomes much stronger and you connect on a heart level but its hard to maintain that if the friendship was doom from the start.
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Edited by balance47 (10/04/16 09:01 AM)
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