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Alexestalex
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Can anyone relate to this? 1
#23703001 - 10/03/16 10:06 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ever since I was a kid, I have often had weird thoughts that put me in a dizzy but euphoric state of mind.
They aren't sexual thoughts but the way I feel is orgasmic- I feel this very pleasant dizziness in my head, this pleasant body sensation, and I feel free from pain and suffering.
These thoughts aren't even based on reality, it's all just my imagination.
For instance, I used to imagine I had this little piece of cartilage in my forearm. Obviously I didn't because that's impossible. And sometimes I would think about a doctor performing surgery and taking that little piece of cartilage out. And just thinking about this made me feel so good and euphoric in a weird way. I just wanted to play with the piece of cartilage all day once it was taken out.
Now these thoughts are related to the physical brain organ. Thinking about the physical brain, all soft and squishy, with all these billions of tiny nerves makes me feel euphorically dizzy. Before bed, I close my eyes and pretend I am at a psychiatrist's office. He shows me someone who had depression and got a lobotomy (ie his brain was drilled to cure his depression)
The patient tells me "I used to be depressed because all the little millions of nerves in my soft squishy brain were wrongly connected." I reply to him "oh really, those sensitive neural nerves were badly connected and that made you feel depressed?" He replies "yes Alex these very sensitive neural nerves were connected in a faulty way, the nerve signals that these sensitive neural nerves were sending were wrong. This part of my squishy soft brain had wrong nerves." Then I reply "oh that part of your squishy soft nerve filled brain was badly connected, so the psychiatrist drilled it to get rid of the badly connected neural connections?" He replies "oh yes Alex he drilled the part of my squishy soft brain that was badly connected. He severed the connection between millions of neural brain nerves and now I don't have depression."
and it goes on like this for a while. This is just one example. The more i think about it, the more relaxed I feel. Sometimes I start drooling.
Can anyone relate? I can't understand why it makes me feel good it just does
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Ceiling Cat
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Re: Can anyone relate to this? [Re: Alexestalex]
#23703006 - 10/03/16 10:08 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Not I.
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The Moose
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Re: Can anyone relate to this? [Re: Ceiling Cat] 1
#23703098 - 10/03/16 10:39 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I told you cocaine is a shitty drug
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CookieCrumbs
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Re: Can anyone relate to this? [Re: The Moose]
#23703144 - 10/03/16 10:54 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah I used to experience something similar. Probably the effect of some kind of chemical shift?
I havent had it in years. I now get the uncomfortable version of it. My doc says its anxiety. I dunno.
I do know that the mind is supremely powerful. Thoughts and intent largely effective in creating a host of experience. There are a few different kinds of crazy. I figured aa while ago that you are probably one Alex. And its not a bad thing, I dont think youre a bad crazy. Your thoughts, and probably some drugs, trip you out sometimes.
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Alexestalex
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Quote:
CookieCrumbs said: Yeah I used to experience something similar. Probably the effect of some kind of chemical shift?
I havent had it in years. I now get the uncomfortable version of it. My doc says its anxiety. I dunno.
I do know that the mind is supremely powerful. Thoughts and intent largely effective in creating a host of experience. There are a few different kinds of crazy. I figured aa while ago that you are probably one Alex. And its not a bad thing, I dont think youre a bad crazy. Your thoughts, and probably some drugs, trip you out sometimes.
When you say you experienced something similar, do you mean that you have thoughts where you think about all the billion nerves running in your brain and it makes you feel euphoric?
It's so hard for me to describe what I feel, I don't even understand it myself, but it just makes me feel really good. It also helps me get rid of boredom. Like if I'm on the train or something, I just think about this sort of stuff and the boredom completely goes away.
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