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Repertoire89
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Re: Anyone ever throw away drugs? (and regret it afterwards.) [Re: Repertoire89]
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Moonshoe
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Re: Anyone ever throw away drugs? (and regret it afterwards.) [Re: Repertoire89]
#23707539 - 10/04/16 05:21 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I wonder if I would enjoy it or if it would just be an even more intense version of the misery I experienced from snorting cocaine.
I always think what a blessing in disguise it was that I never learned about benzos until after I quit cocaine .
I can only imagine benzos would have masked all the bad parts (anxiety , insomnia) and then I would have enjoyed it more and maybe never had the motivation to quit.
I actually think if I had Xanax in those days I would be dead.
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Repertoire89
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Re: Anyone ever throw away drugs? (and regret it afterwards.) [Re: Moonshoe]
#23707581 - 10/04/16 05:34 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I don't enjoy the feeling of cocaine, only tried it a few times, gross feeling
Feels good in the nose though
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The Cheshire Cat
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Re: Anyone ever throw away drugs? (and regret it afterwards.) [Re: ModestMouse]
#23708099 - 10/04/16 08:46 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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ModestMouse said: lol it's the shroomery any prolific poster here has used drugs to excess
I've been prescribed Amphetamines for about 1/3rd my life. But i've never taken it Recreationally, I Don't see how people like this shit.
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Re: Anyone ever throw away drugs? (and regret it afterwards.) [Re: The Cheshire Cat]
#23708137 - 10/04/16 08:59 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Moonshoe said: I wonder if I would enjoy it or if it would just be an even more intense version of the misery I experienced from snorting cocaine.
I always think what a blessing in disguise it was that I never learned about benzos until after I quit cocaine .
I can only imagine benzos would have masked all the bad parts (anxiety , insomnia) and then I would have enjoyed it more and maybe never had the motivation to quit.
I actually think if I had Xanax in those days I would be dead.
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Moonshoe said: I wonder if I would enjoy it or if it would just be an even more intense version of the misery I experienced from snorting cocaine.
I always think what a blessing in disguise it was that I never learned about benzos until after I quit cocaine .
I can only imagine benzos would have masked all the bad parts (anxiety , insomnia) and then I would have enjoyed it more and maybe never had the motivation to quit.
I actually think if I had Xanax in those days I would be dead.
I've really enjoyed reading your posts in this thread. I can't really relate to the meth talk (never have done it and have no desire. It's pure fucking garbage and those that try to argue otherwise are just plain stupid or are in denial of their own problem) but the cocaine talk hits me pretty hard.
I went through a pretty dark period in my life with blow. I was spending every extra dollar I had on it, "borrowed" money from family and friends, and at my lowest point, stole wedding money from one of my cousins on the night of her wedding to pay for my addiction. For a 2-3 yr stretch, I was doing a teener 5-6 days a week. Every week. I know I've done irreparable damage to my body and have probably shaved a decade or more off of my lifespan.
I then cleaned up my act and didn't touch the shit for a good 4-5 yrs. Then, I moved to NYC about 4 yrs ago and got back into cocaine again. Not to the same level I was in previously, but I would say on average, I was dong a gram to myself roughly 2-3 times a month. Every month. And I felt disgusted and disappointed myself each and every time.
A month ago I deleted my blow contact. I had a "heart to heart" convo with my buddies I was doing it with and I got them to delete the contact as well. The stuff is pure garbage and leads to nowhere good.
And I've come to the realization that the drug itself Fucking sucks. It's fun for what, the first 10 mins? The first couple lines? Then what? All you think about is doing more. And more. And fucking more.
The next time (and I know it will happen) that I'm contemplating on doing blow, I think I'm going to pull up this thread and read it from top to bottom for motivation to stay away from it. It's fucking trash.
I'm not really sure what the purpose of this post is, but I just wanted to get this off my chest.
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majicman30
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Re: Anyone ever throw away drugs? (and regret it afterwards.) [Re: Kenetic]
#23728741 - 10/11/16 04:18 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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kenetic said: Personally I think meth is terrible. I used to work for a carnival and I hated when all my friends got a new connect. They'd be in a great mood for a while and suddenly they'd be begging to borrow money and then be in a shitty, unbearable mood for the next week.
Fuck meth.
Seems like only some of us c this mainly the ones not doing it. When they r they r blind to it. It hurts destroys Families! It's a A Fact.Peace & Love
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