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hellno
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a wretched pitiful life
#23699687 - 10/02/16 10:01 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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F>it
dont even want a response
Edited by hellno (10/02/16 11:06 AM)
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mt cleverest
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Re: a wretched pitiful life [Re: hellno] 1
#23699721 - 10/02/16 10:12 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Its the human experience to be finite and face the fear of death. Its a rite of passage and its probably why were here.
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There are worse things in life than death, be glad you haven't experienced them. My only recommendation is to take a motherfuckingmetricfuckton of either shrooms or acid and reset your brain.
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Re: a wretched pitiful life [Re: hellno]
#23699740 - 10/02/16 10:19 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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falsereality said: There are worse things in life than death, be glad you haven't experienced them. My only recommendation is to take a motherfuckingmetricfuckton of either shrooms or acid and reset your brain.
Motherfuckingmetricton
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hellno
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f>it
Edited by hellno (10/02/16 11:06 AM)
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Re: a wretched pitiful life [Re: hellno]
#23699771 - 10/02/16 10:30 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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hellno said: I have recently... didn't change a thing but another near death experience where I became very scared that a conspiracy is happening with L that everyone is taking these days is another chemical similar that you can o.d or that the Illuminati is tampering with it and has traces of something more sinister... the things we started thinking when on a half sheet..
Listen dude, you sound like a younger version of me in some aspects. I've tried to OD off opiates (when I was MUCH younger) but as luck would have it I am a rapid metabolizer .
You need to stop fearing death, it's just a natural part of life, the yin to life's yang.
What do you mean by near death experiences? Taking too much acid and freaking out doesn't count.
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f>it
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Re: a wretched pitiful life [Re: hellno]
#23699795 - 10/02/16 10:39 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm schizo-affective also so that doesn't help
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Re: a wretched pitiful life [Re: hellno]
#23699807 - 10/02/16 10:42 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Are you withdrawing from something right now?
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Re: a wretched pitiful life [Re: hellno]
#23699808 - 10/02/16 10:43 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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It's normal dude. Everyone is afraid of death. We all probably have came close to death without even realizing it in our everyday lives... maybe if we left the house a minute sooner, walked across the street 30 seconds later, etc etc. I could go on all day giving scenarios. Just live your life & when its your time to die you'll die a wise old man (hopefully). Of course you can speed up the process by doing wreckless shit but just be cautious of your surrounding and what you do and more than likely you're going to be a-okay pal.
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Re: a wretched pitiful life [Re: hellno] 1
#23699815 - 10/02/16 10:44 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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hellno said: idkn i'm probably less scared than most of death when it comes down to the moment of it..but it's this death anxiety i'm really talking about it just consumes me I cant enjoy alot of life because all I do is dwell that everything around me is going to die,,myself included,, my old folks,, grandparents,, pets I mean shit is gona hit the fan sometime,,sooon even..I just wish I could freeze time sometimes and be able to just relax..instead of thinking how sad i'm gona be when A) my family around me all dies//or B) I die young and tear up my family to bits making them sad as all hell because I used drugs
Everyone is going to die, this planet will be vaporized eventually, and so will every other human civilization (after they're developed) given enough time. Get the fuck over it. Your parents will die, your friends will die, your lovers will die, and you will die. It's a fact of life. You need to enjoy the time you have while alive and stop worrying about the inevitable.
Stop using drugs if you have a schizoaffective disorder, it will only make it worse, drugs aren't for everyone, especially for you. Consult a psychiatrist immediately, be honest about your drug use and your feelings. You need a doctor, not the shroomery.
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Re: a wretched pitiful life [Re: hellno]
#23699824 - 10/02/16 10:48 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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It's a hard world but there are good people in it. There is actually good in everyone though we do our best to hide it.
One thing I have found, things are never really how they seem when you're all freaked out anxious and depressed. It's possible to change that negative energy into something positive, just like it is possible to have a loving family and throw it away on heroin.
You can't change the world, but you can decide what is important to you, and that defines your reality. You don't need psychedelics or anyone else to do this. Won't happen overnight, just exercise your will over time and you will get stronger and stronger.
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f>it
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hellno
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Morgenstern said: Are you withdrawing from something right now?
no but using
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Re: a wretched pitiful life [Re: hellno]
#23699844 - 10/02/16 10:54 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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hellno said: sorry but I'm gonna have to fire back at that.. dont tell me drugs aren't for me,,,especially me.. and fuck a psychiatrist I have a case worker for shit that actually helps me but.. I'm just writing some shit that probably everyone thinks about.. forgive me I shouldn't have bothered..I'm just talking to myself I guess.. these are the deep unlying reasons people like myself are addicts
Good, get angry, displacement is a step forward. See a psychiatrist, I can't force you to go obviously, but you should grow up and fix your shit.
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falsereality said:
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hellno said: sorry but I'm gonna have to fire back at that.. dont tell me drugs aren't for me,,,especially me.. and fuck a psychiatrist I have a case worker for shit that actually helps me but.. I'm just writing some shit that probably everyone thinks about.. forgive me I shouldn't have bothered..I'm just talking to myself I guess.. these are the deep unlying reasons people like myself are addicts
Good, get angry, displacement is a step forward. See a psychiatrist, I can't force you to go obviously, but you should grow up and fix your shit.
why does everyone think there is a fix to shit..I don't even need a godamn fixing and psychiatrist no thanks buddy..now somebody who think's that is something that does any damn good needs a reality check..talking to some nitwit who has made a career out of some pseudo therapy bullshit
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Re: a wretched pitiful life [Re: hellno]
#23699862 - 10/02/16 11:02 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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hellno said: why does everyone think there is a fix to shit..I don't even need a godamn fixing and psychiatrist no thanks buddy..now somebody who think's that is something that does any damn good needs a reality check..talking to some nitwit who has made a career out of some pseudo therapy bullshit
... read that again to yourself.
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Re: a wretched pitiful life [Re: hellno]
#23699868 - 10/02/16 11:04 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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some though processes are permanent with people
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Re: a wretched pitiful life [Re: hellno]
#23699870 - 10/02/16 11:05 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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hellno said: some though processes are permanent with people
... which is why you need a doctor, they aren't all bad man.
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