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Rhizohunter
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Just got a feeling
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My belief is that there are many ways to look at life but the most important will always fall short to a feeling. Feeling is very important, and it is placed upon everybody. I was just thinking earlier about brain chemistry and was like, this chemical makes your brain release a feeling that is within you.
When you read things you become emotional and you feel, but what are the actual processes within that feeling.
do drugs manipulate that? I am curious as to what drugs actually do to tell you the truth because I think it has more to do with sense than anything. They say that the drug acts on a receptor in the brain which causes it to d0 something or another. lol
It intrigues me when people say things on the opp0site side of me. I am trapped between two dimensions and I gotta wake everybody up.
As I am writing this I am learning, but it gets exhausting whether they are good feelings or bad feelings. The learning process for a divine being is funny. They call me shaky in jail because that's how I am. It is great within writing because the word can be used in so many ways. The actual shakiness is more or less a part of my brain telling me that it is either true or false.
The mind is everchanging and you need to understand its capabilities, but the full dedication to a principle will cause symptoms.
In all honesty I will say that any single person on this earth
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ServantOfBaphomet
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(cops burst thru rhizo's door) Cops: Hey are you the guy selling pcp to these kids on the street? Rhizo: No officer, it's MXE and it's legal... and amazing...!!.. Cops: Oh, then that's ok then. You can continue your enema, sorry to bother you..
(Rhizo continues his "procedure")
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Rhizohunter
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Quote:
ServantOfBaphomet said: (cops burst thru rhizo's door) Cops: Hey are you the guy selling pcp to these kids on the street? Rhizo: No officer, it's MXE and it's legal... and amazing...!!.. Cops: Oh, then that's ok then. You can continue your enema, sorry to bother you..
(Rhizo continues his "procedure")
Have you ever met Baphomet, (serious question)...
Baphomet was a pretty good entity, I connected with him for a brief time. He showed me something that no other demon had to show me. A very scary procedure which had hold over me for a brief time.
When you are connected to something beyond an authority that you can understand it can do things, like leave your consciousness and make you believe that all is lost. It happened for all of five seconds where he left me, but another took his place.
Long concept, but entities are no business to understand unless you are prepared to some consequence.
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Alexestalex
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Of course drugs manipulate that.
The two main neurotransmitters that the drug uses to generate "feelings" are dopamine and serotonin. Dopamine release gives you a motivated feeling whereas serotonin gives you a lovey-dovey feeling.
All meth does is flood your brain with dopamine. All MDMA does is flood your brain with serotonin.
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Rhizohunter
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Well I have diagnosed myself with Parkinsons disease, which I have all the symptoms for. Like, in the entirety of symptoms of it I have all of them. I don't understand how I have been in front of doctors for many years and they haven't been able to give me an accurate diagnosis.
Gonna go tear shit the fuck up in this world, but inherently I have to do some things that destroy everything which is common thought about certain ideas which negate the reasons for life. I do not like that I have gone through a process where the answers were right in front of you and no doctor could tell you the truth.
Gonna have to destroy all that is, and watch it fall. Me and baphomet can be chill, no point in anything anyways, gotta end this shit in this world by the age of 33.
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Alexestalex
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you're delusional man.
I'm the same way sometimes.
but delusions are a double edged sword.
they are fun at first because you feel like you're on sync with the Universe. You listen to music and every word matches what you're thinking. You see a drawing or something and it represents exactly what is going on in your life at the moment. You see a TV show and what the characters say line up with something you think will happen in the future.
But then there's the scary delusions. Being convinced you have some disease, being convinced people are plotting against you, etc.
I never, ever let delusional thoughts control me anymore. It was extremely hard for me to change my mind-set but I know see through all my delusions, whether they are good or bad, and it makes life much more relaxing. Fuck delusions.
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Rhizohunter
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I got some delusions, as I got some truth, as I have some questions. I look at the delusions and mostly see lies, but I look at the truth and get more questions. I got a weird one for ya though which is my license number.
My license number is 888 886 066, and when I look at the number I get a big question in my mind, which asks the world their license number. I want you to look at your license number and give me the number and tell me that this license number is not very strange.
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