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Re: Ebony Man Clan (EMC) [Re: TNK] 1
#23687389 - 09/28/16 04:12 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Got tired of the LSD comedown, dropped 1mg of xanax
Its certainly good for some part of the experience So nice to feel the knots in my jaw and tension in my head clearing
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Re: Ebony Man Clan (EMC) [Re: The Moose]
#23687560 - 09/28/16 05:04 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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The Moose said: Im so fucking bored. My life consists of sitting around different parts of town all day and its fucking stupid. Im at the point where I'd rather be in jail. Good god I might go od on purpose. Anything but this shit.
Moose man boredom is a state of mind. You are broke and homeless so when you're not doing the things you need to do to get by you have no one to be accountable to (other than po) and no place you need to return to. Trust me the very best thing you can do to kill boredom is to feed your curiosity. Explore. Ask questions. Visit the public library, read books that interest you, go visit a creek look at the fish and mulosks that live in it, figure out the sort of critters that live in your area, go visit your local parks, compare them to eachother, study the trees, the rocks, wonder at the how and the who of construction and purpose, puzzle it out in your mind, learn. Teach yourself. This is the best thing you can do for yourself in such a situation. It makes you a more interesting person whose knowledge extends to a variety of real world things, but more importantly it is a self fulfilling purpose. It is not a meaningless consumption of time. It expands your mind, your world, and how much more you may want to know and learn.
Explore. Question. Learn. And be patient.
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Re: Ebony Man Clan (EMC) [Re: TNK]
#23687634 - 09/28/16 05:27 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Southern shitsville. I assume you lived in SLC area?
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Idk im just frustrated. Ive never been in this situation before and i hate being idle. The time sucks because i know i could just go get high. Im only two days sober so i need a few more days so i can get work and test clean. Im pretty angry at myself because i know its all my fault. It also keeps fucking raining. It never fucking rains here.
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Re: Ebony Man Clan (EMC) [Re: Sheekle]
#23687713 - 09/28/16 05:48 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sheekle said: forecast from motm went from like 30-40% rain to 60-70% w thunder in it for a few hrs. woot storm party
hecka jelly, sounds like hella fun
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Re: Ebony Man Clan (EMC) [Re: The Moose]
#23687726 - 09/28/16 05:52 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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The Moose said: Idk im just frustrated. Ive never been in this situation before and i hate being idle. The time sucks because i know i could just go get high. Im only two days sober so i need a few more days so i can get work and test clean. Im pretty angry at myself because i know its all my fault. It also keeps fucking raining. It never fucking rains here.
Man I wish I had time to be bored. Get a full time job. You will miss it. Also quit doing heroin you retard.
What do you like to do that you're not doing? Just smoke weed? No art, music, physical activities?
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Homelessness is a state of mind as well
As the song goes, "And the road becomes my bride.."
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Repertoire89 said: Got tired of the LSD comedown, dropped 1mg of xanax
Its certainly good for some part of the experience So nice to feel the knots in my jaw and tension in my head clearing
I use liquor for that purpose, it tastes better
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I don't know boys..... I might take a pass on MOTM as well. It's one thing for stormy weather early in the festival season. I have a bunch of other shows coming though. We'll see....
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Re: Ebony Man Clan (EMC) [Re: Dark_Star]
#23687941 - 09/28/16 06:48 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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They might suddenly change the forecast later on so stay tuned, they like to do that I've noticed
I'll probably pass on it as well if the forecast is really bad but I'm only gonna be there Saturday into Sunday if I do end up going
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Re: Ebony Man Clan (EMC) [Re: The Moose]
#23687966 - 09/28/16 06:57 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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The Moose said: Idk im just frustrated. Ive never been in this situation before and i hate being idle. The time sucks because i know i could just go get high. Im only two days sober so i need a few more days so i can get work and test clean. Im pretty angry at myself because i know its all my fault. It also keeps fucking raining. It never fucking rains here.
Ah, well the fun in rain is learning how to overcome it. Personally one of my most favorite things to do is check out flooding. Anyway, it can't rain forever.
As for sobriety, it gets easier the longer you go on. But is an important reason you need to find things to occupy your time and your mind. By any chance do you think you could get a pen and notebook? I'm sure your PO would even give you one if you don't have one. Take the time to write out your goals, what you want to work on, where you want to go, your hopes and dreams and what you might do, how you might change, to get there. Write what you think about the world. What you would do to fix the world. And write what you would like to see in the world and why, what you would like to experience, and what you would like to learn more about.
You could definitely do alot of that while you wait out the rain and, in doing so, give yourself some ideas on what you'd like to check out when all the rain finally does fuck off.
Oh and don't sit there and hate yourself. It's a waste of time and energy. Love yourself. Invest in yourself. You have a lot more potential than I'm sure you give yourself credit for.
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I'm just dropping in to give mad props for the thread title
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Re: Ebony Man Clan (EMC) [Re: mnj]
#23687997 - 09/28/16 07:06 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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mnj said: I'm just dropping in to give mad props for the thread title

Thanks bro! 
It looks like scattered showers and storms, not constant which does sound good.
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I dunno. I mean i listen to music. Its been a decent amount of time since I've done much besides get high. I've never had much for healthy activities.
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Re: Ebony Man Clan (EMC) [Re: The Moose]
#23688014 - 09/28/16 07:12 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well it ain't going to get any easier, and getting high doesn't get any better. You might as well have a cup of tea and try to make yourself read a book for an hour.
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Re: Ebony Man Clan (EMC) [Re: Dark_Star]
#23688026 - 09/28/16 07:14 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Dark_Star said: I don't know boys..... I might take a pass on MOTM as well. It's one thing for stormy weather early in the festival season. I have a bunch of other shows coming though. We'll see....
screw that noise, if there was ever gonna be a festival thrown for the arrival of a hurricane, I would go to that.
Life is more exciting with angry weather.
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Dark_Star said: I don't know boys..... I might take a pass on MOTM as well. It's one thing for stormy weather early in the festival season. I have a bunch of other shows coming though. We'll see....
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OhMrJohnson said: They might suddenly change the forecast later on so stay tuned, they like to do that I've noticed
I'll probably pass on it as well if the forecast is really bad but I'm only gonna be there Saturday into Sunday if I do end up going
Pfft, rain parties can be sick, there's tons of shelter at the jibberjazz shows to stay under. It would really be nice for it to be rain-free though.
You guys should go to JRAD on NYE, I got my ticket a while ago. Gonna be sick, buncha us should get a hotel room for a crazy afterparty
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Get a job Moose. Stop doing heroin too, then you will have money and you won't have the time to be bored. Do day labor or just walk the neighborhoods and ask people if you an rake their lawn or clean their windows or whatever until you can get a real job. If that is too much work then make some art and try to sell it.
To whoever asked, yes, kratom is pretty good for sex. It depends on what you're looking for though. If you want to last longer than it is good for that because it is harder to get off while on it.
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Re: Ebony Man Clan (EMC) [Re: Sheekle]
#23688064 - 09/28/16 07:24 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I have nowhere to set up my tent to dry here, and I have way too much coming up to be able to take a weekend to go back home & set it up. And it might get chilly. Camping in a cold rain is not that fun.
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Im tryin man. The shittiest part is i dont even have to pay for the heroin.
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