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OfflineConnoisseur

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Understanding Moonshoe * 5
    #23687332 - 09/28/16 04:00 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Anyone here understand Moonshoe?


I sure as fuck dont.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur]
    #23687362 - 09/28/16 04:07 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I think it's one of those things where you have to not get it in order to get it.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur]
    #23687364 - 09/28/16 04:07 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

could you give some examples??


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur] * 2
    #23687388 - 09/28/16 04:12 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

We're all different kinds of weirdos.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur]
    #23687462 - 09/28/16 04:29 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

You have a strange and concerning fascination with the mentally unstable
I know you understand Micro, I'd be interested in hearing about that one.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: 1234go] * 6
    #23687473 - 09/28/16 04:32 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

yep, i understand him.

he's also a bit of a patronising person, and kinda also can't take this categoria without being insulted to the point of patronising his opponents with fake-hippy love epithets.


Edited by akira_akuma (09/28/16 05:04 PM)


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur] * 12
    #23687551 - 09/28/16 05:01 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I think I understand him.

He has a self admitted "end of the world" complex...to the point of acting out on his paranoia by preparing extensively for the end of the world, in a very practical sense.  "If" it ever comes to that, he would be a great ally because he actually is prepared or close to it lol


All that aside, I see a person who is trying to be a good human being and someone who is constantly striving to be a better human being than he was yesterday.  Always striving for more...which can make him more critical of himself than he should be, and others. (Hence akira's comment about him be patronizing to others in some ways).  I can really relate with this.

Me and him had a run in over the whole him thinking he had been scammed thing.  99% of people on this board would not have been able to eat crow the way he did.  That's an admirable and commendable quality.


Bottom line:  his heart is in the right place, he has a solid grip on day to day life which cant be said for many here(well educated, good job, long and healthy marriage, good handle on his bills and living arrangements i imagine too), but still has a very eccentric side and indulges in all sorts of weird, mystical and spiritual things.

You may not get him, but he seems to have a good foundation for being a good person and the confidence to not need anyone's validation.

He is a bit of a nutter, but in my experience the best people are :shrug:


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Masked] * 1
    #23687558 - 09/28/16 05:03 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

wow, what an astute observation. :grin: He seems like a cool/good person (most of the time) to me as well.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: tyrannicalrex]
    #23687561 - 09/28/16 05:05 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

everything in a world of impressions is "seeming".


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: akira_akuma]
    #23687619 - 09/28/16 05:22 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Yeah, it seems like it.:smirk:
But I am a bit gullible at times, more than I would like, but :shrug:


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: tyrannicalrex] * 1
    #23687625 - 09/28/16 05:24 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

you can't blame someone for being innocent to the axioms of tyranny's ubiquity.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur] * 5
    #23687640 - 09/28/16 05:28 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

Connoisseur said:
Anyone here understand Moonshoe?


I sure as fuck dont.




what is there to not understand, Moonshoe is alright, I mean sure he has a lot
working against him such as being some freak mutant with his washboard abs,
being a canadian AND a liberal... dont hold these things against him, he is a
product of the society he was born into

dude just has different believes and views than we do, you dont have to actually
understand it, just go with it man, be shroomy brah


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Masked] * 2
    #23687648 - 09/28/16 05:30 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

Masked said:
Bottom line:  his heart is in the right place, he has a solid grip on day to day life which cant be said for many here(well educated, good job, long and healthy marriage, good handle on his bills and living arrangements i imagine too), but still has a very eccentric side and indulges in all sorts of weird, mystical and spiritual things.





it's why he's so endeared to us, he's a loon but he isnt crackers


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Prisoner#1]
    #23687671 - 09/28/16 05:34 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I don't understand him but I can sure smell the bullshit from here  :crazybeard:  smells like bacon


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: moonrockmushy] * 2
    #23687707 - 09/28/16 05:46 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

i like moonshoe.  he's a good hearted fellow who's in tune with his spirituality.  ya he rambles, but who cares? he's all about good vibes.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner] * 3
    #23687779 - 09/28/16 06:09 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

This is largely how I imagine Moonshoe in real life:




Jokes aside, not really ripping on the dude though, he's a good and positive member. For every out there idea or concept of his, I know we all have one that's weirder.


Edited by PatrickKn (09/28/16 06:10 PM)


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: 1234go]
    #23687865 - 09/28/16 06:29 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

1234go said:
You have a strange and concerning fascination with the mentally unstable
I know you understand Micro, I'd be interested in hearing about that one.




haha i was actually thinking of him earlier today, i think hes prob either dead in jail or totally homeless.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur]
    #23687875 - 09/28/16 06:32 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I think moonshoe and dr wongburger are the same guy


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Masked] * 6
    #23689921 - 09/29/16 09:59 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Wow guys. I came into this thread expecting to get gang stomped .

Instead Masked wrote the most touching, perceptive, compassionate and supportive thing anyone has ever said to me on the shroomery .

I really needed it to. Although his analysis of me rings very true to me, one thing he didn't necessarily know is I am also a very insecure person who wants to be liked and has a lot of anxiety about people hating me or thinking I am an asshole.

So when I came into this thread and found people actually being accepting and kind, it's hard to express how much it actually means to me.

A handful of people here hate me and are relentlessly cruel and unkind to me, and sometimes that gives me the impression everyone feels that way.

This thread has shown me that is not the case.

Masked, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.

Seriously, a deep, deep thank you.

I feel like you really get me and that is a wonderful feeling, and I feel like you accept me, and to be accepted by someone who understands you is profoundly healing .

Prisoner1 thank you as well. You have been really kind to me of late and that means a lot to me.

Sancho, everyone, thank you.

Thank you connoisseur, I appreciate being thought of and having a thread made about me is an honour.

I love all of you, and I love this community.

I joined the shroomery at 14 and I am 29 now. In that period of time I have been many different people, changed so much, and some things have stayed the same.

There is no way to express how much value my lifelong experience here has given me, and this thread and masked post is right up there in the most meaningful interactions I have had here .

For my own part, here are a few things I understand about myself :





I have an unshakeable conviction that I am not good enough and need to be and do better. This is the root of my endless obsession with self improvement.

I feel enormous guilt about my past failings and this motivates me to improve myself morally and be a better person ethically.

I was raised in a religious family and religious school and culture and as a result my brain was literally wired for belief during its formative years.

For me being a true believer isn't a choice, it's a condition like diabetes or epilepsy. You either have It or you don't, and I have it.

I am mentally ill. I have had episodes of psychosis requiring hospitalization, I have had suicidal depressive episodes and panic attacks also requiring hospitalization . I have OCD and an end of the world complex as mask pointed out .

I have social anxiety and general anxiety.

Recognizing that I am a mess has humbled me , and also given me the drive to work out and train and meditate so hard because I know those are the only things that let me keep my head above water.

I know I rub a lot of people the wrong way and that people often interpret my words or tone as arrogant, condescending, patronizing, judgmental etc; or think that I feel I am smarter or better than everyone else .

I know this isn't true of myself, and it saddens me that I come across this way. I take responsibility for my own failure to communicate in a way that doesn't make people feel this way; and being unable to escape from this reaction despite knowing it is not how I truly feel is one of the ongoing frustrations and regrets of my life.

I know that I have a genuine empathy and compassion for people, and that manifests itself as a desire to help, and the way I try to help us by giving advice and sometimes warnings.

Unfortunately when you give someone advice you are necessarily coming from the perspective that you have a clearer view of the situation or more knowledge , because how else would you have advice to give?

To my continuous regret, people see my advice not As a compassionate attempt to help, but as some kind of condescension.

As a result of my Christian upbringing I have grew up with a huge amount of sexual inhibition and like my father I married the first woman I dated when I was 18 years old. I am completely devoted to being a husband and protector and provider  and caring for and supporting my wife for as long as I live.

I am an extremely empathic person and I feel what other people are feeling as if it was happening to me

As a result I love giving foot rubs , because it makes me feel good to make someone else feel good. I am also extremely good at giving oral sex to women because despite not having a clit myself I can empathically intuit what will feel good for her . I also feel other people's pain. When I used to read the newspaper it was common for me to see a story of some tragedy and burst into tears and sob uncontrollably.

I am a drug addict / drug dependent . Although I am good at keeping my use within limits that don't destabilize my life (although it took me a decade of fucks ups to get to this point of health and stability). I have even devised systems to avoid being physically dependent on any one drug.

However, I am completely dependent on the idea of using some kind of drug and being in an altered state of consciousness at all times .

I have not been voluntarily sober for a single day since I was 14.

My father became an out of control gambling addict and ended up gambling away everything my family had. Our house, our cars, our cabin. He gambled Away my college fund and stole from everyone in my family.

The result of this was I lost all sense of having a family or any security to fall back on and forced me to stand on my own feet and carve of out my own life. It gave me a lifelong aversion to gambling. Losing the cabin broke my heart. It taught me to forgive . And it left me with a profound desire to be a better man than he was And never betray my family the way he betrayed his.



I am someone who had been unbelievably fortunate on every level. I was blessed with an unbelievable hand of cards, from my body to my mind to my circumstances in life (the country I was born in, the parents I have, meeting the woman of my dreams when I was young ) I have literally been dealt a hand of aces (despite the mental health problems I have I know how unbelievably lucky I have been).

I know that I absolutely don't deserve the good fortune I have and there is no fairness of justice in it.

I was born with flat feet. Other than that, I have been blessed with a truly unbelievable good fortune in every aspect of my body and life.

It's sheer dumb luck and random unfairness that I inhabit a supermodel attactive body and not an ugly or average one. It's sheer random unfairness that I have a mind that got 4.0 gpas and full ride scholarships without even needing to put forward much effort.

Athletically , romantically and academically everything has come to me with an almost effortless ease.

I can take no credit for any of this. I did nothing to deserve it. I am grateful for it. I wish everyone could e as fortunate.

I simply recognize how lucky I am and that I don't deserve it. Unfortunately but unsurprisingly, many people resent me for my good fortune.

I truly can't say anything to that. Although I regret it and it saddens me when people lash out at me or treat me unfairly because they Resent various things about me or my life (a short boss who bullied me because I was tall, a Best friend who lashed out at me because he was jealous of my marriage, classmates who hated me because I was always the top of every class).

I certainly can't complain about these things, they are just the natural counter balance to my amazing good fortune.

The ironic thing though is that people constantly accuse me of arrogance and thinking I am better than everyone , yet all my life I have suffered from severe anxiety and guilt that everyone hates me, I am not good enough , nobody likes me etc.

I would be too shy to talk to anyone so I would hide in the library, and people would think I was being aloof because I was too cool for them.

It's ironic that people have always believed I think I am better than others, when really I am feeling so guilty and bad about myself so much of the time and just wanting to be liked and accepted .

I love nature and the environment is my top concern globally.

My passions are martial arts, meditation and yoga. My gifts are writing and public speaking. My hobbies are hackey sack and video games. My lifelong chemical true love is cannabis.

As a response to my own anxiety and guilt and depression and suffering, I dedicate myself more and more to the only things that offer salvation- exercise, yoga, martial arts, meditation, lucid dreaming, religion and the love of my wife .

I am genuinely mystic and have been gripped by genuine prophetic states. As someone afflicted by madness and who has walked between worlds and wandered through other dimensions, I am marked for shamanism . I have never been like most people who live primarily or exclusively in this world.

I have Always been someone who drifts , wanders or jumps from one reality to the next and for whom the material world and dream/ spirit world bleed into one another and overlap to varying degrees.

I am a sincere believer and practitioner of all religions simultaneously.

I am a doomsday prepper and a survivalist , and Also a mystic yogi , a neurotic and flawed human wracked by suffering and insecurity, a brilliantly talented scholar and a gifted athlete, a loving and devoted husband , a horrible sinner and a mentally ill lunatic and madman.

I hope that this might help someone understand Moonshoe a little bit better.

Thank you again so much for your kindness .

And especially, thank you Masked, your post meant the world to me today :heart:

I love you all and wish the best for each and every one of you. I swear to you I don't think I am better than anyone else, I am simply a lot luckier than most. Thank you for your kindness and for caring enough to think about me.



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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Moonshoe]
    #23689939 - 09/29/16 10:04 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I like moonshoe, didn't know he's canadian
even though I disagree with most of his woo-woo stuff, he seems a good guy and quite positive


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Ezuma]
    #23689961 - 09/29/16 10:11 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

I know this isn't true of myself, and it saddens me that I come across this way. I take responsibility for my own failure to communicate in a way that doesn't make people feel this way; and being unable to escape from this reaction despite knowing it is not how I truly feel is one of the ongoing frustrations and regrets of my life.




it's not really how you communicate in terms of your acting, it's how you re-act -- that's where you tend to make these supercilious speeches, and then not to mention, the condescension when someone disagrees with you on matters on the esoteric, and/religion; and it's obviously clear why.

you act like you can't take any heat, like are a Cancer or something?


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner]
    #23689973 - 09/29/16 10:15 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

sanchothestoner said:
i like moonshoe.  he's a good hearted fellow who's in tune with his spirituality.  ya he rambles, but who cares? he's all about good vibes.



:whathesaid:
I want to add that I've seen him develop into a more mature person rapidly over my short time here


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: ModestMouse]
    #23689990 - 09/29/16 10:18 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

moonshoe's just fun to fuck with cause he won't stop replying :lol:


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I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you...
But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey
You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner] * 2
    #23689994 - 09/29/16 10:20 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Exactly.
There's some users I fuck with despite being overall fond of
Moonshoe, Sheekle, SunnyD, etc.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: ModestMouse]
    #23690002 - 09/29/16 10:22 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

qft.


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I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you...
But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey
You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner] * 2
    #23690066 - 09/29/16 10:38 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Thanks Guys :heart:


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Moonshoe] * 1
    #23690072 - 09/29/16 10:39 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

i got yer back, man.  peeps just be hatin cause you got yer shit together.


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I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you...
But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey
You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner]
    #23690077 - 09/29/16 10:41 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

no one hates on Moonshoe, as far as I can see. :shrug: people criticize because he does.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: akira_akuma]
    #23690082 - 09/29/16 10:42 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

do you not go on wca?


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I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you...
But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart
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You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner]
    #23690085 - 09/29/16 10:43 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

the World Cunt Aperture? the Axis Mundi? the Source of All Creation?









no, i don't go on wca.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Moonshoe] * 6
    #23690087 - 09/29/16 10:44 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Moonshoe said:
Wow guys. I came into this thread expecting to get gang stomped .

Instead Masked wrote the most touching, perceptive, compassionate and supportive thing anyone has ever said to me on the shroomery .

I really needed it to. Although his analysis of me rings very true to me, one thing he didn't necessarily know is I am also a very insecure person who wants to be liked and has a lot of anxiety about people hating me or thinking I am an asshole.

So when I came into this thread and found people actually being accepting and kind, it's hard to express how much it actually means to me.

A handful of people here hate me and are relentlessly cruel and unkind to me, and sometimes that gives me the impression everyone feels that way.

This thread has shown me that is not the case.

Masked, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.

Seriously, a deep, deep thank you.

I feel like you really get me and that is a wonderful feeling, and I feel like you accept me, and to be accepted by someone who understands you is profoundly healing .

Prisoner1 thank you as well. You have been really kind to me of late and that means a lot to me.

Sancho, everyone, thank you.

Thank you connoisseur, I appreciate being thought of and having a thread made about me is an honour.

I love all of you, and I love this community.

I joined the shroomery at 14 and I am 29 now. In that period of time I have been many different people, changed so much, and some things have stayed the same.

There is no way to express how much value my lifelong experience here has given me, and this thread and masked post is right up there in the most meaningful interactions I have had here .

For my own part, here are a few things I understand about myself :





I have an unshakeable conviction that I am not good enough and need to be and do better. This is the root of my endless obsession with self improvement.

I feel enormous guilt about my past failings and this motivates me to improve myself morally and be a better person ethically.

I was raised in a religious family and religious school and culture and as a result my brain was literally wired for belief during its formative years.

For me being a true believer isn't a choice, it's a condition like diabetes or epilepsy. You either have It or you don't, and I have it.

I am mentally ill. I have had episodes of psychosis requiring hospitalization, I have had suicidal depressive episodes and panic attacks also requiring hospitalization . I have OCD and an end of the world complex as mask pointed out .

I have social anxiety and general anxiety.

Recognizing that I am a mess has humbled me , and also given me the drive to work out and train and meditate so hard because I know those are the only things that let me keep my head above water.

I know I rub a lot of people the wrong way and that people often interpret my words or tone as arrogant, condescending, patronizing, judgmental etc; or think that I feel I am smarter or better than everyone else .

I know this isn't true of myself, and it saddens me that I come across this way. I take responsibility for my own failure to communicate in a way that doesn't make people feel this way; and being unable to escape from this reaction despite knowing it is not how I truly feel is one of the ongoing frustrations and regrets of my life.

I know that I have a genuine empathy and compassion for people, and that manifests itself as a desire to help, and the way I try to help us by giving advice and sometimes warnings.

Unfortunately when you give someone advice you are necessarily coming from the perspective that you have a clearer view of the situation or more knowledge , because how else would you have advice to give?

To my continuous regret, people see my advice not As a compassionate attempt to help, but as some kind of condescension.

As a result of my Christian upbringing I have grew up with a huge amount of sexual inhibition and like my father I married the first woman I dated when I was 18 years old. I am completely devoted to being a husband and protector and provider  and caring for and supporting my wife for as long as I live.

I am an extremely empathic person and I feel what other people are feeling as if it was happening to me

As a result I love giving foot rubs , because it makes me feel good to make someone else feel good. I am also extremely good at giving oral sex to women because despite not having a clit myself I can empathically intuit what will feel good for her . I also feel other people's pain. When I used to read the newspaper it was common for me to see a story of some tragedy and burst into tears and sob uncontrollably.

I am a drug addict / drug dependent . Although I am good at keeping my use within limits that don't destabilize my life (although it took me a decade of fucks ups to get to this point of health and stability). I have even devised systems to avoid being physically dependent on any one drug.

However, I am completely dependent on the idea of using some kind of drug and being in an altered state of consciousness at all times .

I have not been voluntarily sober for a single day since I was 14.

My father became an out of control gambling addict and ended up gambling away everything my family had. Our house, our cars, our cabin. He gambled Away my college fund and stole from everyone in my family.

The result of this was I lost all sense of having a family or any security to fall back on and forced me to stand on my own feet and carve of out my own life. It gave me a lifelong aversion to gambling. Losing the cabin broke my heart. It taught me to forgive . And it left me with a profound desire to be a better man than he was And never betray my family the way he betrayed his.



I am someone who had been unbelievably fortunate on every level. I was blessed with an unbelievable hand of cards, from my body to my mind to my circumstances in life (the country I was born in, the parents I have, meeting the woman of my dreams when I was young ) I have literally been dealt a hand of aces (despite the mental health problems I have I know how unbelievably lucky I have been).

I know that I absolutely don't deserve the good fortune I have and there is no fairness of justice in it.

I was born with flat feet. Other than that, I have been blessed with a truly unbelievable good fortune in every aspect of my body and life.

It's sheer dumb luck and random unfairness that I inhabit a supermodel attactive body and not an ugly or average one. It's sheer random unfairness that I have a mind that got 4.0 gpas and full ride scholarships without even needing to put forward much effort.

Athletically , romantically and academically everything has come to me with an almost effortless ease.

I can take no credit for any of this. I did nothing to deserve it. I am grateful for it. I wish everyone could e as fortunate.

I simply recognize how lucky I am and that I don't deserve it. Unfortunately but unsurprisingly, many people resent me for my good fortune.

I truly can't say anything to that. Although I regret it and it saddens me when people lash out at me or treat me unfairly because they Resent various things about me or my life (a short boss who bullied me because I was tall, a Best friend who lashed out at me because he was jealous of my marriage, classmates who hated me because I was always the top of every class).

I certainly can't complain about these things, they are just the natural counter balance to my amazing good fortune.

The ironic thing though is that people constantly accuse me of arrogance and thinking I am better than everyone , yet all my life I have suffered from severe anxiety and guilt that everyone hates me, I am not good enough , nobody likes me etc.

I would be too shy to talk to anyone so I would hide in the library, and people would think I was being aloof because I was too cool for them.

It's ironic that people have always believed I think I am better than others, when really I am feeling so guilty and bad about myself so much of the time and just wanting to be liked and accepted .

I love nature and the environment is my top concern globally.

My passions are martial arts, meditation and yoga. My gifts are writing and public speaking. My hobbies are hackey sack and video games. My lifelong chemical true love is cannabis.

As a response to my own anxiety and guilt and depression and suffering, I dedicate myself more and more to the only things that offer salvation- exercise, yoga, martial arts, meditation, lucid dreaming, religion and the love of my wife .

I am genuinely mystic and have been gripped by genuine prophetic states. As someone afflicted by madness and who has walked between worlds and wandered through other dimensions, I am marked for shamanism . I have never been like most people who live primarily or exclusively in this world.

I have Always been someone who drifts , wanders or jumps from one reality to the next and for whom the material world and dream/ spirit world bleed into one another and overlap to varying degrees.

I am a sincere believer and practitioner of all religions simultaneously.

I am a doomsday prepper and a survivalist , and Also a mystic yogi , a neurotic and flawed human wracked by suffering and insecurity, a brilliantly talented scholar and a gifted athlete, a loving and devoted husband , a horrible sinner and a mentally ill lunatic and madman.

I hope that this might help someone understand Moonshoe a little bit better.

Thank you again so much for your kindness .

And especially, thank you Masked, your post meant the world to me today :heart:

I love you all and wish the best for each and every one of you. I swear to you I don't think I am better than anyone else, I am simply a lot luckier than most. Thank you for your kindness and for caring enough to think about me.





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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: ModestMouse]
    #23690090 - 09/29/16 10:44 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Exactly.
There's some users I fuck with despite being overall fond of
Moonshoe, Sheekle, SunnyD, etc.



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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Ezuma]
    #23690141 - 09/29/16 11:02 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I like mooshoe hes a quality poster. One of the people on this site whos posts i enjoy reading. I swipe by alot of people's ppst but there are a few people who i always read atleast the first part and moonshoe is one of them

He seems to think hes better than most people but everybody has some flaw and maybe he is better than everyone who can say. Also he owns it hes not passive agressive about thinking hes the best he is very overt about it. Hes also very supportive of people in tough situations.

I like when sVs roasts him and i laugh at his posts sometimes (for instance when he claimed that his method of toss and washing kratom was better than mine) but we have eachother rated 5 shrooms and im not changing that unless he does




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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: BANANA.MAN]
    #23690155 - 09/29/16 11:04 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

It's only the best if you don't want dry Kratom stuck in your throat and don't want to taste the kratom.

If you enjoy the taste and texture of kratom coating your tongue than your Method is better hands down :wink:


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    #23690158 - 09/29/16 11:05 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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It's only the best if you don't want dry Kratom stuck in your throat and don't want to taste the kratom.

If you enjoy the taste and texture of kratom coating your tongue than your Method is better hands down :wink:



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    #23690160 - 09/29/16 11:07 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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It's only the best if you don't want dry Kratom stuck in your throat and don't want to taste the kratom.

If you enjoy the taste and texture of kratom coating your tongue than your Method is better hands down :wink:




you do it right, you get no taste or coating.  i toss n wash kratom every day a few times.  never taste it.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner]
    #23690183 - 09/29/16 11:14 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Yours is better its just funny that you felt the need to tell me that and the way you said it.

But i tried yours and it may not get stuck to your tounge but you still need to swish or the powder will sit on top of the water and be impossible to swallow. And once tou swish with my method the powder isnt stuck anymore. But you are right i didnt taste it. Thats not what bothers me about kratom though i just dont likebthe feeling of mush going down my throat.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: BANANA.MAN]
    #23690215 - 09/29/16 11:23 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I didn't feel the need to say it because I care about being right about Kratom methods. I said it so that the other people reading would know the correct way to do it.

I have puked, puked Kratom through my nose, choked and gagged on Kratom, spewed dry kratom powder out my mouth and nose etc many many times, until I eventually mastered how to do a toss and wash perfectly.

I just want to share the method to save other Kratom users all the suffering I went through to learn the correct way.

And I don't swish . Just water hold in the mouth, toss Kratom on top of water in mouth, wash down with a full glass of water.

No swish.


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    #23690216 - 09/29/16 11:24 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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ModestMouse said:
Quote:

sanchothestoner said:
i like moonshoe.  he's a good hearted fellow who's in tune with his spirituality.  ya he rambles, but who cares? he's all about good vibes.



:whathesaid:
I want to add that I've seen him develop into a more mature person rapidly over my short time here




I 2nd this. He is a wee bit silly sometimes and doesn't use a TLDR but honestly how could anyone hate a dude who is high as balls on life?


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    #23690221 - 09/29/16 11:24 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

i make a cup with my tongue then chug water.  tasteless and no "mush."


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    #23690233 - 09/29/16 11:29 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Thanks guys.

Out of all the compliments i have been given people saying they have noticed me mature and improve over time almost means the most, because it acknowledges that I am flawed but that I am trying to improve and to some extent succeeding to the degree that people can notice an improvement .

That means a lot to me. :japsmile:

And I'll start putting a TL, DR version before all my essay posts. Great Idea! :cheers:


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    #23690234 - 09/29/16 11:29 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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I didn't feel the need to say it because I care about being right about Kratom methods. I said it so that the other people reading would know the correct way to do it.

I have puked, puked Kratom through my nose, choked and gagged on Kratom, spewed dry kratom powder out my mouth and nose etc many many times, until I eventually mastered how to do a toss and wash perfectly.

I just want to share the method to save other Kratom users all the suffering I went through to learn the correct way.

And I don't swish . Just water hold in the mouth, toss Kratom on top of water in mouth, wash down with a full glass of water.

No swish.



Oh. It sat on top of the water until i swished.

ive never puked up kratom or choked on it. I just dont inhaile while toss and washing.


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    #23690246 - 09/29/16 11:33 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

You're wrong. Caps or smoothies brah. :cookiemonster:


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    #23690268 - 09/29/16 11:38 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Yeah it sits on the water and rides the water right down your throat like a kid going down a water slide , no friction and no sticking , and the water you drink after washes it right down.

Floating on top of the water isn't a bad thing that's actually why it works so well.

And he's not inhaling is a key tip too :thumbup:

This conversation is funny because I actually had a friend absolutely fly into a rage at me because I corrected his Kratom toss and wash technique.

I guess it can be a surprisingly touchy subject for people :lol:

In all honesty though it wasn't really about the toss and wash disagreement it was just the excuse for venting his build up jealousy and resentment . We have worked it out and he is my best friend and we love each other but we went trough a nasty blow out and it was pretty clear that envy and feeling like I was being condescending was a big reason for it.

Just to show that the same struggles I have on the shroomery are also very much at play in my offline life.


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    #23690275 - 09/29/16 11:41 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Caps and smoothies are legit methods . I'm not saying my way is the best of all ways (although for me personally it is) I'm just saying if you are going to do toss and wash, water held in the mouth before you toss the Kratom is far better than tossing Kratom into a dry mouth.

I actually started out using smoothies for along time before I switched to toss and wash.

The reason I stopped is because smoothies have a lot sugar in them (like 30 grams usually )

So just toss and wash with water is "healthier" in the sense of way less sugar which really adds up when you dose multiple times a day.

Capsules have advantages but are far more time consuming and labor intensive .


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    #23690300 - 09/29/16 11:51 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

glad you slaked your thirst for condescension with that PM, Moonshoe. still haven't seen your response in this thread, though...where's the "conversation"? where's the "debate"?

where's the fun loving moonshoe that debates and converses and wants to own up to being condescending in the PM? non-existent.


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    #23690303 - 09/29/16 11:52 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Fuck off you're spoiling a feelsgoodman


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    #23690307 - 09/29/16 11:55 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

LOL

people spoil for a good fight, all the time, even moonshoe, but he just doesn't like being put on the spot himself. can out dish criticism but can't take it.

that goes for you too. you're practically full of it. you don't even know what you want. you should take moonshoe on as your guru.


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    #23690310 - 09/29/16 11:56 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I need to try some caps. Ive done parachutes with rolling papers but it has only worked well with extract because its a waste of papers to do 50 .3 parachutes of leaf powder not to emtion you have to take the time to roll it up.


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    #23690318 - 09/29/16 11:58 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I enjoy debate and enjoy augments , I just choose not to engage in those with you specifically Akira, for the reasons I explained in the PM I sent you.

I won't be engaging in any further conversation with you here or elsewhere, so best wishes and goodbye. :wave: :peace:


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    #23690335 - 09/29/16 12:03 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

LOL :wave: :peace: bye you hypocrite.


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    #23690377 - 09/29/16 12:20 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

A hypocrite is someone who tells you not to do something they themselves do.

I'm just choosing not to engage with you because I find it unpleasant and unproductive.


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    #23690387 - 09/29/16 12:23 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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I enjoy debate and enjoy augments , I just choose not to engage in those with you specifically Akira, for the reasons I explained in the PM I sent you.

I won't be engaging in any further conversation with you here or elsewhere, so best wishes and goodbye. :wave: :peace:




*engages in further conversation in the same thread* :lol: :wink:


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    #23690391 - 09/29/16 12:24 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

But you can't stop


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    #23690420 - 09/29/16 12:33 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I admit that the misuse of the word hypocrite is a pet peeve of mine. I couldn't resist but I am done now I promise :lol:


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    #23690422 - 09/29/16 12:33 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Longest fucking emo post ever.

But I sure as fuck would be positive about life with those attributes.

Being the opposite of an athlete really gets to you when you grow up and never really leaves you.
While I do more sports than most of my peers now, it has rendered me somewhat self conscious for life.
To top it off, I lost a leg at the end ofy teens, but to be honest I dont see that wholy negative, as no one would expect me to participate in dancing or group sports anymore, what are things I genetically suck at.

I am a close brilliant scholar as well but lazy as fuck. I could never do stuff that I dislike and this greatly handicaps me.
Sometimes I wish that I could put up with more bullshit, but I guess my condition really ingrained not taking shit from anyone, so I just can't.

I do have a one-decade-lasting relationship just like moonshoe has, and while we still get along nicely overall and sex has never deteriorated, I have asked myself several times why I couldn't say those kinda positive things he says about his wife and their relationship.
Just too much has happened.
So he's either stupidly positive and forgiving or just a really lucky motherfucker who caught a girl that never gave him shit like they all do to some extent.
However moonshoe always comes to my mind when someone talks about how every romantic relationship is doomed to deteriorate.

People are still amazed at how well we get along and how much we talk at parties, seemingly never running out of topics to babble about.
The relationship just doesn't fulfill me and I'd love to think it never does but there are those moonshoe posts.

Whatevs,  I still consider myself as part of the luckiest percent of humans. In terms of chance, not happiness.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Moonshoe]
    #23690445 - 09/29/16 12:38 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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I admit that the misuse of the word hypocrite is a pet peeve of mine. I couldn't resist but I am done now I promise :lol:



more patronising.

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A hypocrite is someone who tells you not to do something they themselves do.




not at all.

hypocrisy: the practice of claiming to have moral standards or beliefs to which one's own behavior does not conform; pretense.



honestly, even when you claim to feel you need improvement you still come across as a plaster saint.


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    #23690456 - 09/29/16 12:40 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

i hoped you would see the good intentions of this thread as well as the comedic relief it provides.

your a good guy moon and i do like you but we are very different people who view the world and live life very differently.

diversity is one of my favorite things in life, just as important to me as the great "one".



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    #23690530 - 09/29/16 01:06 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

TL, DR: relationship tips: couples MDMA, clean house, oral sex before penetration every time and foot rubs every day after work :heart:

Thank you very much for your post. When people say that our relationship is an inspiration Or an example to them of what love or marriage can be , that means more to me than any other compliment I have ever received .

And yeah It was a very long post but I figured since someone else made a thread all about talking about and understanding me I had a free pass to make a long post about myself. You guys were sort of asking for it :lol:

My wife and I truly experienced love at first sight as crazy as that seems.

We have had fights of course , including some nasty ones, so I can't pretend we are
Perfect.

It is true that we have probably had less fights in our entire ten years than most couples have in one year though.

At the end of The day fights are inevitable. What matters is how you recover from them and how you learn from them so that the same issues don't keep flaring up over and over and slowly wearin the relationship down.

I always think that the fact that we were both on MDMA when we first met was a big part of how easily and deeply we fell in love.

And I think having regular couples MDMA sessions every year since has also helped to regularly refresh and renew our connection.

They say MDMA can take a couple on the verge of divorce and help them fall back In love, so I imagine when happily married couples take it together it does wonders (an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure).

We have both grown so much together , and both seen each other at our lowest and darkest points and pulled each other through.

We have always been there for each other and so we have built a reservoir of mutual respect , trust and gratitude or one another that we are not only husband and wife but best friends and allies as well.

When I met her she was a broken, lost, cocaine addicted college drop out .

Since then she had grown into someone I would never have imagined in my wildest dreams she would ever become - someone people describe as being their hero, someone who I have so much respect and admiration for I am almost in awe of what she has achieved.

The way I love her is mysterious to me. I don't know why she is the most beautiful woman in the world to me, even though objectively I know many women are more beautiful than her; it's as if her beauty is especially meant for me.

Orher then couples MDMA sessions, I only have three pieces of relationship advice for young single men .

When you meet a girl you like:

1. Always clean the house and do the housework. Keep your space super clean. To a woman there is nothing more romantic than house work and nothing sexier than a clean house
2. Always give her oral sex until she orgasms before you put your penis in her vagina. Every time.
3. When she gets home from work, put on a tv show or movie and then give her a foot rub.
A foot rub every day after work will mean the world to her.

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    #23690565 - 09/29/16 01:15 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I really appreciated this thread conn, and I like you too.

And yeah we are very different but honestly I am very different from Everyone.

I am a VERY eccentric and unusual person. I don't expect anyone else to be similar to me and I don't like people less because they are different.

One of the only people on the shroomery I have noticed has a lot of similarity with me is Asante, interestingly enough.

His mystical, spiritual and psychotic tendencies and his spiritual attitudes have a lot of overlap with my own.

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    #23690573 - 09/29/16 01:16 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Thank you very much for your post. When people say that our relationship is an inspiration Or an example to them of what love or marriage can be , that means more to me than any other compliment I have ever received .

And yeah It was a very long post but I figured since someone else made a thread all about talking about and under standing me I had a free pass to make a long post about myself. You guys were sort of asking for it :lol:

My wife and I truly experienced love at first sight as crazy as that seems.

We have had fights of course , including some nasty ones, so I can't pretend we are
Perfect.

It is true that we have probably had less fights in our entire ten years than most couples have in one year though.

At the end of The day fights are inevitable. What matters is how you recover from them and how you learn from them so that the same issues don't keep flaring up over and over and slowly wearin the relationship down.

I always think that the fact that we were both on MDMA when we first met was a big part of how easily and deeply we fell in love.

And I think having regular couples MDMA sessions every year since has also helped to regularly refresh and renew our connection.

They say MDMA can take a couple on the verge of divorce and help them fall back In love, so I imagine when happily married couples take it together it does wonders (an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure).

We have both grown so much together , and both seen each other at our lowest and darkest points and pulled each other through.

We have always been there for each other and so we have built a reservoir of mutual respect , trust and gratitude or one another that we are not only husband and wife but best friends and allies as well.

When I met her she was a broken, lost, cocaine addicted college drop out .

Since then she had grown into someone I would never have imagined in my wildest dreams she would ever become - someone people describe as being their hero, someone who I have so much respect and admiration for I am almost in awe of what she has achieved.

The way I love her is mysterious to me. I don't know why she is the most beautiful woman in the world to me, even though objectively I know many women are more beautiful than her; it's as if her beauty is especially meant for me.

Orher then couples MDMA sessions, I only have three pieces of relationship advice for young single men .

When you meet a girl you like:

1. Always clean the house and do the housework. Keep your space super clean. To a woman there is nothing more romantic than house work and nothing sexier than a clean house
2. Always give her oral sex until she orgasms before you put your penis in her vagina. Every time.
3. When she gets home from work, put on a tv show or movie and then give her a foot rub.
A foot rub every day after work will mean the world to her.

:heart:




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Half as many words and resubmit. Too long.


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    #23690578 - 09/29/16 01:17 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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And yeah we are very different but honestly I am very different from Everyone.

I am a VERY eccentric and unusual person.

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We are similar in some ways moon

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    #23690651 - 09/29/16 01:38 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I know everyone has already said everything, but just to reiterate, Moonshoe is a super nice guy. He's got some weird ideas about some things sometimes, but hey, who doesn't right? He's a good poster.
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    #23690654 - 09/29/16 01:38 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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    #23690663 - 09/29/16 01:41 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Oops I forgot the TL, DR! Sorry :wink:

I edited the long post with a TL, DR at the front :smile:

Thank you Nooneman! :hug:

@bananaman: brown girls are something special! :yesnod: (I find all varieties beauteous though :heart:)

Man you guys all really made my day today with all your kind words and it was just the day before yesterday I had a panic attack thinking everyone hated me.

The shroomery can be a rough place sometimes but today it warmed my heart :heart:

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    #23690674 - 09/29/16 01:45 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

moon anyone who full on hates you is a piece of shit


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    #23690758 - 09/29/16 02:05 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Thanks brother, that means a lot to me. :heart:

Even those people I try to keep in mind must have issues (family situation, upbringing, genetics, mental health, addiction etc) that are beyond their control and I try to remember even if someone seems totally vicious and evil towards me that at core they are a spark of the divine flame just like everyone else , and all the evil and cruelty is just a veil over that inner sacredness .

Like I feel no one would ever choose to be an evil mean spirited bad person, so they must be trapped in that prison against their will, so I try to have sympathy even for those people who are unrelentingly nasty to me.


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    #23690763 - 09/29/16 02:06 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

oh trust me many are well aware, well aware and in control


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    #23690772 - 09/29/16 02:08 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Yeah part of me thinks you are right about that. I can think of one poster at least who seemed to have made a conscious decision to be the worst human being he could possibly be.


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    #23690776 - 09/29/16 02:09 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Who?  Muppet?


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    #23690780 - 09/29/16 02:10 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

poopyshoesmcgy?


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    #23690781 - 09/29/16 02:10 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

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Oops I forgot the TL, DR! Sorry :wink:

I edited the long post with a TL, DR at the front :smile:

Thank you Nooneman! :hug:

@bananaman: brown girls are something special! :yesnod: (I find all varieties beauteous though :heart:)

Man you guys all really made my day today with all your kind words and it was just the day before yesterday I had a panic attack thinking everyone hated me.

The shroomery can be a rough place sometimes but today it warmed my heart :heart:

Thank you all for knowing me and caring.



Because of sVs? Dont let him get to you. Just because lots of people think he is funny doesnt mean those people take his insults toward you to heart.

I dont even think sVs acctually hates you. I think you work well with his sense of humour. He would probably make fun of anyone who said namaste. And the fact that you write long responces back makes him keep picking on you because hes getting attention.


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    #23690788 - 09/29/16 02:12 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Yeah part of me thinks you are right about that. I can think of one poster at least who seemed to have made a conscious decision to be the worst human being he could possibly be.



sVs?
Akira akuma? Lol


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    #23690800 - 09/29/16 02:14 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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I am a close brilliant scholar




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    #23690879 - 09/29/16 02:41 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Thanks Bannanaman :hug:

And no I'm Absolutely not  talking about Akira Akuma.

I know he is not a bad person at all. He means well. I don't have any ill will or hard feelings about Akira whatsoever .

I simply can't interact  with Akira because his mental and emotional instability make it impossible to have any meaningful communication.

I don't hold that against him at all., I can tell he can't control it .

I won't talk to him anymore simply because he can't hear anything I'm saying so it's pointless to try , and if I do try he becomes increasingly agitated.

I think he is actually a smart , good hearted and knowledgable person, so it's a shame he can't communicate and I imagine that's very hard on him.

I wish him the best.


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    #23691234 - 09/29/16 05:04 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I am currently on nights at work (5pm to 5am) so I just woke up not long ago.  I plan to read your heartfelt post again after I've had some coffee and got up to steam lol.  But it was a very good read the first time.

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Masked, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.

Seriously, a deep, deep thank you.

I feel like you really get me and that is a wonderful feeling, and I feel like you accept me, and to be accepted by someone who understands you is profoundly healing .





You are very welcome man.  You are too hard on yourself my good sir.  And we share that in common.  We seem to share a lot in common actually...

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Take notice of the 13th reply as well :wink: :lol:


You are a solid person and I'm glad you got to hear it more than once in this thread :cheers:


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    #23691335 - 09/29/16 05:36 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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You are too hard on yourself my good sir.  And we share that in common.  We seem to share a lot in common actually...



yeah, honestly....i asked him if he was a Cancer...he didn't care to answer. he seems like a Cancer to me. way too hard on himself...thinking everyone hates him? LOL...Ok. just randomly? that probably shouldn't happen.


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    #23691346 - 09/29/16 05:40 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

:hug:

Wow that is cool Masked ! It's an honor for me that you remind people of me.

Which is to say, it's an honour to be compared to you sir.

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    #23691357 - 09/29/16 05:43 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

did you catch any demons in any crystals before, Moonshoe?


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    #23691375 - 09/29/16 05:49 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Jesus, am i still being irascible? please, show me the way through, be my rope O Ladder Midget.


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    #23691420 - 09/29/16 06:00 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Akira I'm not going to ignore you unless you seem to be getting hostile or agitated , so I will reply .

I don't underatand what you are talking about though, so I am not sure what to say.

No I never caught any demons in any crystals, although it reminds me of the story of King Solomon using his magical talisman to trap demons in an urn and make them build his temple for him (something like that)


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    #23691438 - 09/29/16 06:02 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

that story sounds awesome!

whats that from?


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    #23691457 - 09/29/16 06:06 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

i'm gauging how you practice your occultism, that's all. :smirk:

but i do genuinely think that you're taking me too seriously half the time.

like i said to you, with my half-mock sentiments i am mostly joking, and i really am interested in conversing with you, even if that is veiled somewhat by my having fun with my time posting here.

i also wonder, are you a Cancer? you seem like you have an emotional depth that would be befitting of that watery shell basin of a Crab symbol. :shrug:

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Akira I'm not going to ignore you unless you seem to be getting hostile or agitated , so I will reply .



oh and credit where credit is due. respect due. you should be able to be civil with me, i'm not personally attacking you. i am just having a bit of fun at you. :cookiemonster: but you do not ignore me, so that shows you've got some tact.


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    #23691464 - 09/29/16 06:09 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Fuck year Moonshoe, keep on keepin on my brotha!  I dig it!

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If people think your strange then that's probably a good thing. Always think for yourself and stay open-minded to whatever your heart desires.

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    #23691552 - 09/29/16 06:26 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

@conn-  the story of King Solomon and his construction of the second temple is from the bible. The tradition of him as a master wizard who bound demons to build it using sorcery is from a corpus of literature known loosely as the hermetic tradition or the esoteric tradition (meaning the hidden, secret or inner teachings)

I am not sure what texts most directly cover the story to be honest. I need to look into it!

@akira- I am interested in talking to you too. That's what I told you in the Pm- I am happy to be your friend and chat , we just can't debate because the Islam thread recently showed me you can't handle it when your emotions get going and you weren't listening to what I was saying and were raging about things I literally had not said.

I have always been civil with you, even when you are screaming at me and insulting me and being hostile and unreasonable.

However, as long as things stay on an even keel and we are communicating I am happy to talk with you. I'll simply let you know I am done and step away if things get to the "I will strangle you with your own labia" stage again .

As for how I practice my occultism, I started out with interest in Magick and practiced it initially to achieve my will. But as my understanding evolved I realized trying to use magick to attain my will was he wrong approach, because my will was simply the will of a flawed, ignorant sinner who didn't even have the wisdom to know what he should want or what his will should be.

Using magick faded away into the practice of religion, which I came to understand is just magic properly applied, or magic applied to the correct ends .

My only desire now is to fulfill my spiritual destiny through submission to God, liberation from sin, freedom from suffering through transcending attachment and desire , the eradication of bad karma through the cultivation of Good karma, the Attainment of enlightenment, nirvana , liberation etc ...

In other words , I still play with candles and incence and have an altar , but now the "magic" I do is ritual worship and devotional yoga, not sorcery.

I realized that using magick to attain my own will was ass backwards, because the goal is to submit myself to Gods will, not serve my own desires.

I realized that fulfilling desires leads to attachment, suffering and vice. The real goal is to transcend desire and thus attain inner peace.

The only power I want is the power to heal, help and serve creation, not gratify myself or dominate .

I realized all the magickal rituals and sorcerous procedures are redundant compared to the simple but immeasurably powerful practices of yoga, meditation, chanting and prayer .

The practices I do now are similar in form to magickal workings , but now they are Called "Pujas" - Hindu devotional ceremonies to honour and give thanks and Reverence to God in all his/her forms and aspects.

So I still study occultism, but now I am firmly in the camp of "religion" / Bhakti yoga, rather than sorcery.

Theurgy rather than thaumaturgy.

Does that make sense ?

I feel I didn't explain it well but I hope I got the general point across.

At a point years ago I realized all the spells in the world wouldn't help me as much as simple breathing in and out meditation as the Buddha taught .


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    #23691557 - 09/29/16 06:26 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Love ya buddy  :cthulhu:
You totally do mean well and are a very kind/loving person. Some day we will burn one brother :smile:
People will hate whoever, best is not to let it get to you. A lot of people dont like me I imagine but thats ok. I love the people close to me and who casres what other people really think eh?
I suffer from a lot of the same feelings of inadiquicy and self doubt. Its a struggle that never stops but its all about how you take it in stride :smile: You're a good person and dont let anyone get to you by saying any different bro <3


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    #23691590 - 09/29/16 06:31 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

moonshoe is a pretty cool guy and he doesn't afraid of anything :nyan:


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    #23691599 - 09/29/16 06:32 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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    #23691605 - 09/29/16 06:34 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Thank you Sonic. You Are one person who has never said a single unkind word to me and has always been friendly, warm and kind.

I have nothing but love and respect for you.

:hug:


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: yeah]
    #23691613 - 09/29/16 06:36 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

no, moonshoe, you spelled it out quite nicely. right-hand path.

i thought as much.....it's not for me. i'd rather be haughty and not bore easily. i will probably convert when i get a tad older.

BTW the labia thing, see, it sticks with you, that's the whole point. i also, by the way, was addressing what you were saying in that thread. it's clearly evident. if you can't understand me sometimes, like you say, then you can't know for sure that i wasn't referring to exactly what i presume to have told you and am telling you. not everything gets handed on a silver platter...not anything, really. :shrug: not for most people.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: akira_akuma]
    #23691683 - 09/29/16 06:51 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Please, bro. The filth that is of the Earth has had such an easy life that it is beyond my wrath.


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    #23691701 - 09/29/16 06:55 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Moonshoe you're alright. Keep it trippy bro.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Moonshoe]
    #23692308 - 09/29/16 09:30 PM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Moonshoe seems to me to be a genuinely good guy :smile: :heart: I always enjoy his optimism and enthusiasm :smile:


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