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Offlineakira_akuma
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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Ezuma]
    #23689961 - 09/29/16 10:11 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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I know this isn't true of myself, and it saddens me that I come across this way. I take responsibility for my own failure to communicate in a way that doesn't make people feel this way; and being unable to escape from this reaction despite knowing it is not how I truly feel is one of the ongoing frustrations and regrets of my life.




it's not really how you communicate in terms of your acting, it's how you re-act -- that's where you tend to make these supercilious speeches, and then not to mention, the condescension when someone disagrees with you on matters on the esoteric, and/religion; and it's obviously clear why.

you act like you can't take any heat, like are a Cancer or something?


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner]
    #23689973 - 09/29/16 10:15 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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i like moonshoe.  he's a good hearted fellow who's in tune with his spirituality.  ya he rambles, but who cares? he's all about good vibes.



:whathesaid:
I want to add that I've seen him develop into a more mature person rapidly over my short time here


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: ModestMouse]
    #23689990 - 09/29/16 10:18 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

moonshoe's just fun to fuck with cause he won't stop replying :lol:


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I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you...
But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey
You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner] * 2
    #23689994 - 09/29/16 10:20 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Exactly.
There's some users I fuck with despite being overall fond of
Moonshoe, Sheekle, SunnyD, etc.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: ModestMouse]
    #23690002 - 09/29/16 10:22 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

qft.


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I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you...
But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey
You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner] * 2
    #23690066 - 09/29/16 10:38 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Thanks Guys :heart:


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Moonshoe] * 1
    #23690072 - 09/29/16 10:39 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

i got yer back, man.  peeps just be hatin cause you got yer shit together.


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I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you...
But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey
You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner]
    #23690077 - 09/29/16 10:41 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

no one hates on Moonshoe, as far as I can see. :shrug: people criticize because he does.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: akira_akuma]
    #23690082 - 09/29/16 10:42 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

do you not go on wca?


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I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you...
But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey
You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner]
    #23690085 - 09/29/16 10:43 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

the World Cunt Aperture? the Axis Mundi? the Source of All Creation?









no, i don't go on wca.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Moonshoe] * 6
    #23690087 - 09/29/16 10:44 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Moonshoe said:
Wow guys. I came into this thread expecting to get gang stomped .

Instead Masked wrote the most touching, perceptive, compassionate and supportive thing anyone has ever said to me on the shroomery .

I really needed it to. Although his analysis of me rings very true to me, one thing he didn't necessarily know is I am also a very insecure person who wants to be liked and has a lot of anxiety about people hating me or thinking I am an asshole.

So when I came into this thread and found people actually being accepting and kind, it's hard to express how much it actually means to me.

A handful of people here hate me and are relentlessly cruel and unkind to me, and sometimes that gives me the impression everyone feels that way.

This thread has shown me that is not the case.

Masked, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.

Seriously, a deep, deep thank you.

I feel like you really get me and that is a wonderful feeling, and I feel like you accept me, and to be accepted by someone who understands you is profoundly healing .

Prisoner1 thank you as well. You have been really kind to me of late and that means a lot to me.

Sancho, everyone, thank you.

Thank you connoisseur, I appreciate being thought of and having a thread made about me is an honour.

I love all of you, and I love this community.

I joined the shroomery at 14 and I am 29 now. In that period of time I have been many different people, changed so much, and some things have stayed the same.

There is no way to express how much value my lifelong experience here has given me, and this thread and masked post is right up there in the most meaningful interactions I have had here .

For my own part, here are a few things I understand about myself :





I have an unshakeable conviction that I am not good enough and need to be and do better. This is the root of my endless obsession with self improvement.

I feel enormous guilt about my past failings and this motivates me to improve myself morally and be a better person ethically.

I was raised in a religious family and religious school and culture and as a result my brain was literally wired for belief during its formative years.

For me being a true believer isn't a choice, it's a condition like diabetes or epilepsy. You either have It or you don't, and I have it.

I am mentally ill. I have had episodes of psychosis requiring hospitalization, I have had suicidal depressive episodes and panic attacks also requiring hospitalization . I have OCD and an end of the world complex as mask pointed out .

I have social anxiety and general anxiety.

Recognizing that I am a mess has humbled me , and also given me the drive to work out and train and meditate so hard because I know those are the only things that let me keep my head above water.

I know I rub a lot of people the wrong way and that people often interpret my words or tone as arrogant, condescending, patronizing, judgmental etc; or think that I feel I am smarter or better than everyone else .

I know this isn't true of myself, and it saddens me that I come across this way. I take responsibility for my own failure to communicate in a way that doesn't make people feel this way; and being unable to escape from this reaction despite knowing it is not how I truly feel is one of the ongoing frustrations and regrets of my life.

I know that I have a genuine empathy and compassion for people, and that manifests itself as a desire to help, and the way I try to help us by giving advice and sometimes warnings.

Unfortunately when you give someone advice you are necessarily coming from the perspective that you have a clearer view of the situation or more knowledge , because how else would you have advice to give?

To my continuous regret, people see my advice not As a compassionate attempt to help, but as some kind of condescension.

As a result of my Christian upbringing I have grew up with a huge amount of sexual inhibition and like my father I married the first woman I dated when I was 18 years old. I am completely devoted to being a husband and protector and provider  and caring for and supporting my wife for as long as I live.

I am an extremely empathic person and I feel what other people are feeling as if it was happening to me

As a result I love giving foot rubs , because it makes me feel good to make someone else feel good. I am also extremely good at giving oral sex to women because despite not having a clit myself I can empathically intuit what will feel good for her . I also feel other people's pain. When I used to read the newspaper it was common for me to see a story of some tragedy and burst into tears and sob uncontrollably.

I am a drug addict / drug dependent . Although I am good at keeping my use within limits that don't destabilize my life (although it took me a decade of fucks ups to get to this point of health and stability). I have even devised systems to avoid being physically dependent on any one drug.

However, I am completely dependent on the idea of using some kind of drug and being in an altered state of consciousness at all times .

I have not been voluntarily sober for a single day since I was 14.

My father became an out of control gambling addict and ended up gambling away everything my family had. Our house, our cars, our cabin. He gambled Away my college fund and stole from everyone in my family.

The result of this was I lost all sense of having a family or any security to fall back on and forced me to stand on my own feet and carve of out my own life. It gave me a lifelong aversion to gambling. Losing the cabin broke my heart. It taught me to forgive . And it left me with a profound desire to be a better man than he was And never betray my family the way he betrayed his.



I am someone who had been unbelievably fortunate on every level. I was blessed with an unbelievable hand of cards, from my body to my mind to my circumstances in life (the country I was born in, the parents I have, meeting the woman of my dreams when I was young ) I have literally been dealt a hand of aces (despite the mental health problems I have I know how unbelievably lucky I have been).

I know that I absolutely don't deserve the good fortune I have and there is no fairness of justice in it.

I was born with flat feet. Other than that, I have been blessed with a truly unbelievable good fortune in every aspect of my body and life.

It's sheer dumb luck and random unfairness that I inhabit a supermodel attactive body and not an ugly or average one. It's sheer random unfairness that I have a mind that got 4.0 gpas and full ride scholarships without even needing to put forward much effort.

Athletically , romantically and academically everything has come to me with an almost effortless ease.

I can take no credit for any of this. I did nothing to deserve it. I am grateful for it. I wish everyone could e as fortunate.

I simply recognize how lucky I am and that I don't deserve it. Unfortunately but unsurprisingly, many people resent me for my good fortune.

I truly can't say anything to that. Although I regret it and it saddens me when people lash out at me or treat me unfairly because they Resent various things about me or my life (a short boss who bullied me because I was tall, a Best friend who lashed out at me because he was jealous of my marriage, classmates who hated me because I was always the top of every class).

I certainly can't complain about these things, they are just the natural counter balance to my amazing good fortune.

The ironic thing though is that people constantly accuse me of arrogance and thinking I am better than everyone , yet all my life I have suffered from severe anxiety and guilt that everyone hates me, I am not good enough , nobody likes me etc.

I would be too shy to talk to anyone so I would hide in the library, and people would think I was being aloof because I was too cool for them.

It's ironic that people have always believed I think I am better than others, when really I am feeling so guilty and bad about myself so much of the time and just wanting to be liked and accepted .

I love nature and the environment is my top concern globally.

My passions are martial arts, meditation and yoga. My gifts are writing and public speaking. My hobbies are hackey sack and video games. My lifelong chemical true love is cannabis.

As a response to my own anxiety and guilt and depression and suffering, I dedicate myself more and more to the only things that offer salvation- exercise, yoga, martial arts, meditation, lucid dreaming, religion and the love of my wife .

I am genuinely mystic and have been gripped by genuine prophetic states. As someone afflicted by madness and who has walked between worlds and wandered through other dimensions, I am marked for shamanism . I have never been like most people who live primarily or exclusively in this world.

I have Always been someone who drifts , wanders or jumps from one reality to the next and for whom the material world and dream/ spirit world bleed into one another and overlap to varying degrees.

I am a sincere believer and practitioner of all religions simultaneously.

I am a doomsday prepper and a survivalist , and Also a mystic yogi , a neurotic and flawed human wracked by suffering and insecurity, a brilliantly talented scholar and a gifted athlete, a loving and devoted husband , a horrible sinner and a mentally ill lunatic and madman.

I hope that this might help someone understand Moonshoe a little bit better.

Thank you again so much for your kindness .

And especially, thank you Masked, your post meant the world to me today :heart:

I love you all and wish the best for each and every one of you. I swear to you I don't think I am better than anyone else, I am simply a lot luckier than most. Thank you for your kindness and for caring enough to think about me.





shut up moonshoe


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"I hope JSB kicks your ass one day." - Vandago
"you are the biggest 'internet guy' I have ever come across"- Jokeshopbeard
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"Sheekle you cannot vile the dice of bullshit you have posted on this forum over the years, I like databases" - thelastoneleft
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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: ModestMouse]
    #23690090 - 09/29/16 10:44 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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ModestMouse said:
Exactly.
There's some users I fuck with despite being overall fond of
Moonshoe, Sheekle, SunnyD, etc.



:laugh2:


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"I hope JSB kicks your ass one day." - Vandago
"you are the biggest 'internet guy' I have ever come across"- Jokeshopbeard
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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Ezuma]
    #23690141 - 09/29/16 11:02 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I like mooshoe hes a quality poster. One of the people on this site whos posts i enjoy reading. I swipe by alot of people's ppst but there are a few people who i always read atleast the first part and moonshoe is one of them

He seems to think hes better than most people but everybody has some flaw and maybe he is better than everyone who can say. Also he owns it hes not passive agressive about thinking hes the best he is very overt about it. Hes also very supportive of people in tough situations.

I like when sVs roasts him and i laugh at his posts sometimes (for instance when he claimed that his method of toss and washing kratom was better than mine) but we have eachother rated 5 shrooms and im not changing that unless he does




Edited by BANANA.MAN (09/29/16 11:12 AM)


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: BANANA.MAN]
    #23690155 - 09/29/16 11:04 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

It's only the best if you don't want dry Kratom stuck in your throat and don't want to taste the kratom.

If you enjoy the taste and texture of kratom coating your tongue than your Method is better hands down :wink:


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Moonshoe]
    #23690158 - 09/29/16 11:05 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Moonshoe said:
It's only the best if you don't want dry Kratom stuck in your throat and don't want to taste the kratom.

If you enjoy the taste and texture of kratom coating your tongue than your Method is better hands down :wink:



:laugh2:


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"Ur cat died because he hated u" - Koods
"I hope JSB kicks your ass one day." - Vandago
"you are the biggest 'internet guy' I have ever come across"- Jokeshopbeard
"The more I see you post the more I realize you're just this fuckin tie dye loser who trolls the Shroomery 24/7." - Herbologist
"Sheekle you cannot vile the dice of bullshit you have posted on this forum over the years, I like databases" - thelastoneleft
"or maybe i just come from a blood line of superior intelligence" - trees

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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Moonshoe]
    #23690160 - 09/29/16 11:07 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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Moonshoe said:
It's only the best if you don't want dry Kratom stuck in your throat and don't want to taste the kratom.

If you enjoy the taste and texture of kratom coating your tongue than your Method is better hands down :wink:




you do it right, you get no taste or coating.  i toss n wash kratom every day a few times.  never taste it.


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I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you...
But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey
You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner]
    #23690183 - 09/29/16 11:14 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Yours is better its just funny that you felt the need to tell me that and the way you said it.

But i tried yours and it may not get stuck to your tounge but you still need to swish or the powder will sit on top of the water and be impossible to swallow. And once tou swish with my method the powder isnt stuck anymore. But you are right i didnt taste it. Thats not what bothers me about kratom though i just dont likebthe feeling of mush going down my throat.


Edited by BANANA.MAN (09/29/16 11:15 AM)


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: BANANA.MAN]
    #23690215 - 09/29/16 11:23 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I didn't feel the need to say it because I care about being right about Kratom methods. I said it so that the other people reading would know the correct way to do it.

I have puked, puked Kratom through my nose, choked and gagged on Kratom, spewed dry kratom powder out my mouth and nose etc many many times, until I eventually mastered how to do a toss and wash perfectly.

I just want to share the method to save other Kratom users all the suffering I went through to learn the correct way.

And I don't swish . Just water hold in the mouth, toss Kratom on top of water in mouth, wash down with a full glass of water.

No swish.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: ModestMouse]
    #23690216 - 09/29/16 11:24 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

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ModestMouse said:
Quote:

sanchothestoner said:
i like moonshoe.  he's a good hearted fellow who's in tune with his spirituality.  ya he rambles, but who cares? he's all about good vibes.



:whathesaid:
I want to add that I've seen him develop into a more mature person rapidly over my short time here




I 2nd this. He is a wee bit silly sometimes and doesn't use a TLDR but honestly how could anyone hate a dude who is high as balls on life?


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Moonshoe]
    #23690221 - 09/29/16 11:24 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

i make a cup with my tongue then chug water.  tasteless and no "mush."


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I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you...
But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey
You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!


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