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OfflineConnoisseur

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Understanding Moonshoe * 5
    #23687332 - 09/28/16 04:00 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Anyone here understand Moonshoe?


I sure as fuck dont.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur]
    #23687362 - 09/28/16 04:07 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I think it's one of those things where you have to not get it in order to get it.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur]
    #23687364 - 09/28/16 04:07 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

could you give some examples??


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur] * 2
    #23687388 - 09/28/16 04:12 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

We're all different kinds of weirdos.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur]
    #23687462 - 09/28/16 04:29 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

You have a strange and concerning fascination with the mentally unstable
I know you understand Micro, I'd be interested in hearing about that one.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: 1234go] * 6
    #23687473 - 09/28/16 04:32 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

yep, i understand him.

he's also a bit of a patronising person, and kinda also can't take this categoria without being insulted to the point of patronising his opponents with fake-hippy love epithets.


Edited by akira_akuma (09/28/16 05:04 PM)


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur] * 12
    #23687551 - 09/28/16 05:01 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I think I understand him.

He has a self admitted "end of the world" complex...to the point of acting out on his paranoia by preparing extensively for the end of the world, in a very practical sense.  "If" it ever comes to that, he would be a great ally because he actually is prepared or close to it lol


All that aside, I see a person who is trying to be a good human being and someone who is constantly striving to be a better human being than he was yesterday.  Always striving for more...which can make him more critical of himself than he should be, and others. (Hence akira's comment about him be patronizing to others in some ways).  I can really relate with this.

Me and him had a run in over the whole him thinking he had been scammed thing.  99% of people on this board would not have been able to eat crow the way he did.  That's an admirable and commendable quality.


Bottom line:  his heart is in the right place, he has a solid grip on day to day life which cant be said for many here(well educated, good job, long and healthy marriage, good handle on his bills and living arrangements i imagine too), but still has a very eccentric side and indulges in all sorts of weird, mystical and spiritual things.

You may not get him, but he seems to have a good foundation for being a good person and the confidence to not need anyone's validation.

He is a bit of a nutter, but in my experience the best people are :shrug:


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Masked] * 1
    #23687558 - 09/28/16 05:03 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

wow, what an astute observation. :grin: He seems like a cool/good person (most of the time) to me as well.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: tyrannicalrex]
    #23687561 - 09/28/16 05:05 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

everything in a world of impressions is "seeming".


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: akira_akuma]
    #23687619 - 09/28/16 05:22 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Yeah, it seems like it.:smirk:
But I am a bit gullible at times, more than I would like, but :shrug:


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: tyrannicalrex] * 1
    #23687625 - 09/28/16 05:24 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

you can't blame someone for being innocent to the axioms of tyranny's ubiquity.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur] * 5
    #23687640 - 09/28/16 05:28 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

Connoisseur said:
Anyone here understand Moonshoe?


I sure as fuck dont.




what is there to not understand, Moonshoe is alright, I mean sure he has a lot
working against him such as being some freak mutant with his washboard abs,
being a canadian AND a liberal... dont hold these things against him, he is a
product of the society he was born into

dude just has different believes and views than we do, you dont have to actually
understand it, just go with it man, be shroomy brah


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Masked] * 2
    #23687648 - 09/28/16 05:30 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

Masked said:
Bottom line:  his heart is in the right place, he has a solid grip on day to day life which cant be said for many here(well educated, good job, long and healthy marriage, good handle on his bills and living arrangements i imagine too), but still has a very eccentric side and indulges in all sorts of weird, mystical and spiritual things.





it's why he's so endeared to us, he's a loon but he isnt crackers


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Prisoner#1]
    #23687671 - 09/28/16 05:34 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I don't understand him but I can sure smell the bullshit from here  :crazybeard:  smells like bacon


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: moonrockmushy] * 2
    #23687707 - 09/28/16 05:46 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

i like moonshoe.  he's a good hearted fellow who's in tune with his spirituality.  ya he rambles, but who cares? he's all about good vibes.


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You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: sanchothestoner] * 3
    #23687779 - 09/28/16 06:09 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

This is largely how I imagine Moonshoe in real life:




Jokes aside, not really ripping on the dude though, he's a good and positive member. For every out there idea or concept of his, I know we all have one that's weirder.


Edited by PatrickKn (09/28/16 06:10 PM)


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: 1234go]
    #23687865 - 09/28/16 06:29 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

1234go said:
You have a strange and concerning fascination with the mentally unstable
I know you understand Micro, I'd be interested in hearing about that one.




haha i was actually thinking of him earlier today, i think hes prob either dead in jail or totally homeless.


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Connoisseur]
    #23687875 - 09/28/16 06:32 PM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I think moonshoe and dr wongburger are the same guy


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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Masked] * 6
    #23689921 - 09/29/16 09:59 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

Wow guys. I came into this thread expecting to get gang stomped .

Instead Masked wrote the most touching, perceptive, compassionate and supportive thing anyone has ever said to me on the shroomery .

I really needed it to. Although his analysis of me rings very true to me, one thing he didn't necessarily know is I am also a very insecure person who wants to be liked and has a lot of anxiety about people hating me or thinking I am an asshole.

So when I came into this thread and found people actually being accepting and kind, it's hard to express how much it actually means to me.

A handful of people here hate me and are relentlessly cruel and unkind to me, and sometimes that gives me the impression everyone feels that way.

This thread has shown me that is not the case.

Masked, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.

Seriously, a deep, deep thank you.

I feel like you really get me and that is a wonderful feeling, and I feel like you accept me, and to be accepted by someone who understands you is profoundly healing .

Prisoner1 thank you as well. You have been really kind to me of late and that means a lot to me.

Sancho, everyone, thank you.

Thank you connoisseur, I appreciate being thought of and having a thread made about me is an honour.

I love all of you, and I love this community.

I joined the shroomery at 14 and I am 29 now. In that period of time I have been many different people, changed so much, and some things have stayed the same.

There is no way to express how much value my lifelong experience here has given me, and this thread and masked post is right up there in the most meaningful interactions I have had here .

For my own part, here are a few things I understand about myself :





I have an unshakeable conviction that I am not good enough and need to be and do better. This is the root of my endless obsession with self improvement.

I feel enormous guilt about my past failings and this motivates me to improve myself morally and be a better person ethically.

I was raised in a religious family and religious school and culture and as a result my brain was literally wired for belief during its formative years.

For me being a true believer isn't a choice, it's a condition like diabetes or epilepsy. You either have It or you don't, and I have it.

I am mentally ill. I have had episodes of psychosis requiring hospitalization, I have had suicidal depressive episodes and panic attacks also requiring hospitalization . I have OCD and an end of the world complex as mask pointed out .

I have social anxiety and general anxiety.

Recognizing that I am a mess has humbled me , and also given me the drive to work out and train and meditate so hard because I know those are the only things that let me keep my head above water.

I know I rub a lot of people the wrong way and that people often interpret my words or tone as arrogant, condescending, patronizing, judgmental etc; or think that I feel I am smarter or better than everyone else .

I know this isn't true of myself, and it saddens me that I come across this way. I take responsibility for my own failure to communicate in a way that doesn't make people feel this way; and being unable to escape from this reaction despite knowing it is not how I truly feel is one of the ongoing frustrations and regrets of my life.

I know that I have a genuine empathy and compassion for people, and that manifests itself as a desire to help, and the way I try to help us by giving advice and sometimes warnings.

Unfortunately when you give someone advice you are necessarily coming from the perspective that you have a clearer view of the situation or more knowledge , because how else would you have advice to give?

To my continuous regret, people see my advice not As a compassionate attempt to help, but as some kind of condescension.

As a result of my Christian upbringing I have grew up with a huge amount of sexual inhibition and like my father I married the first woman I dated when I was 18 years old. I am completely devoted to being a husband and protector and provider  and caring for and supporting my wife for as long as I live.

I am an extremely empathic person and I feel what other people are feeling as if it was happening to me

As a result I love giving foot rubs , because it makes me feel good to make someone else feel good. I am also extremely good at giving oral sex to women because despite not having a clit myself I can empathically intuit what will feel good for her . I also feel other people's pain. When I used to read the newspaper it was common for me to see a story of some tragedy and burst into tears and sob uncontrollably.

I am a drug addict / drug dependent . Although I am good at keeping my use within limits that don't destabilize my life (although it took me a decade of fucks ups to get to this point of health and stability). I have even devised systems to avoid being physically dependent on any one drug.

However, I am completely dependent on the idea of using some kind of drug and being in an altered state of consciousness at all times .

I have not been voluntarily sober for a single day since I was 14.

My father became an out of control gambling addict and ended up gambling away everything my family had. Our house, our cars, our cabin. He gambled Away my college fund and stole from everyone in my family.

The result of this was I lost all sense of having a family or any security to fall back on and forced me to stand on my own feet and carve of out my own life. It gave me a lifelong aversion to gambling. Losing the cabin broke my heart. It taught me to forgive . And it left me with a profound desire to be a better man than he was And never betray my family the way he betrayed his.



I am someone who had been unbelievably fortunate on every level. I was blessed with an unbelievable hand of cards, from my body to my mind to my circumstances in life (the country I was born in, the parents I have, meeting the woman of my dreams when I was young ) I have literally been dealt a hand of aces (despite the mental health problems I have I know how unbelievably lucky I have been).

I know that I absolutely don't deserve the good fortune I have and there is no fairness of justice in it.

I was born with flat feet. Other than that, I have been blessed with a truly unbelievable good fortune in every aspect of my body and life.

It's sheer dumb luck and random unfairness that I inhabit a supermodel attactive body and not an ugly or average one. It's sheer random unfairness that I have a mind that got 4.0 gpas and full ride scholarships without even needing to put forward much effort.

Athletically , romantically and academically everything has come to me with an almost effortless ease.

I can take no credit for any of this. I did nothing to deserve it. I am grateful for it. I wish everyone could e as fortunate.

I simply recognize how lucky I am and that I don't deserve it. Unfortunately but unsurprisingly, many people resent me for my good fortune.

I truly can't say anything to that. Although I regret it and it saddens me when people lash out at me or treat me unfairly because they Resent various things about me or my life (a short boss who bullied me because I was tall, a Best friend who lashed out at me because he was jealous of my marriage, classmates who hated me because I was always the top of every class).

I certainly can't complain about these things, they are just the natural counter balance to my amazing good fortune.

The ironic thing though is that people constantly accuse me of arrogance and thinking I am better than everyone , yet all my life I have suffered from severe anxiety and guilt that everyone hates me, I am not good enough , nobody likes me etc.

I would be too shy to talk to anyone so I would hide in the library, and people would think I was being aloof because I was too cool for them.

It's ironic that people have always believed I think I am better than others, when really I am feeling so guilty and bad about myself so much of the time and just wanting to be liked and accepted .

I love nature and the environment is my top concern globally.

My passions are martial arts, meditation and yoga. My gifts are writing and public speaking. My hobbies are hackey sack and video games. My lifelong chemical true love is cannabis.

As a response to my own anxiety and guilt and depression and suffering, I dedicate myself more and more to the only things that offer salvation- exercise, yoga, martial arts, meditation, lucid dreaming, religion and the love of my wife .

I am genuinely mystic and have been gripped by genuine prophetic states. As someone afflicted by madness and who has walked between worlds and wandered through other dimensions, I am marked for shamanism . I have never been like most people who live primarily or exclusively in this world.

I have Always been someone who drifts , wanders or jumps from one reality to the next and for whom the material world and dream/ spirit world bleed into one another and overlap to varying degrees.

I am a sincere believer and practitioner of all religions simultaneously.

I am a doomsday prepper and a survivalist , and Also a mystic yogi , a neurotic and flawed human wracked by suffering and insecurity, a brilliantly talented scholar and a gifted athlete, a loving and devoted husband , a horrible sinner and a mentally ill lunatic and madman.

I hope that this might help someone understand Moonshoe a little bit better.

Thank you again so much for your kindness .

And especially, thank you Masked, your post meant the world to me today :heart:

I love you all and wish the best for each and every one of you. I swear to you I don't think I am better than anyone else, I am simply a lot luckier than most. Thank you for your kindness and for caring enough to think about me.



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Re: Understanding Moonshoe [Re: Moonshoe]
    #23689939 - 09/29/16 10:04 AM (7 years, 3 months ago)

I like moonshoe, didn't know he's canadian
even though I disagree with most of his woo-woo stuff, he seems a good guy and quite positive


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