This will be a long one so ill break into parts. I apologise.
Dose 350ug 1p-lsd taken at 17:30
ONSET 18:00 - slight inner feelings starting already. Tummy noises (normal for me) no visuals. 18:10 - mild visuals starting. Feel freezing (again normal for me). Slight anxiety. 18:20 - still feel cold but visuals picking up now. 18:30 - figgity, slightly uncomfortable comeup, moving fast. But visuals increasing more. Feels to be coming on much faster then a 250 dose. 18:35 - strong visuals now starting. 18:45 - stronger 'in air' visuals now like oil in water lots of greens and reds atm. Feel warm now, anxiety passed, tripping fairly strong already.
MOQUI BALLS AND THOUGHTS 18:50 - started using my Moqui balls, the visuals really getting strong, can see lines and such in the air between the two moqui. Lots of thoughts about everything being connected and such, the usual lol.
My female moqui ball in left hand began to vibrate - really HARD. Most will think likely in my head. But i expected a push and pull feel like resistance from magnets as you move them closer together, not a vibration, was really strong, no idea what it means.
19:10 - good visuals now a lot of greens and purples. 19:20 - struggling to type messages on ipad. Letters moving. Ipad melting in my hands, was hilarious haha. 19:25 - confused, trying to work out times, worked out is under two hrs since dosed yet im totally tripping balls and have been for a while, and had so many thought patters it feels like im hours in! Trying to figure out if more to come, im really loving it and so excited haha. Lots of thoughts about life, love, creation, what is space/nothing made of etc, spirit worlds, everything being connected.......
AMAZING VISUALS 19:30 - visuals now stepped up, i can see grids of perfect geometry in the air the whole room is filled, i see every colour i can imagine all perfect, every shape connected perfect to the next going through all colours. I wrote its like a technicolour dream coat lmao I haven't had all colours in visuals like this before on lower doses, was amazing to watch and see the patterns form and how perfect they all were.
20:00 - new visual - dunno how to explain this one. So its like a see through sheet was in front of me, and the sheet was slightly off clear but i could see the room through it, and the whole thing was moving but not when i moved my eyes, and when i focused there were also patters within this 'see through sheet' this lasted a while but not very long, was great to watch ^_^
20:15 - lots of thoughts now about how we allow ourselves to be dragged down by materials, forget who we are, forgot what matters, chasing money and material rubbish that serves us no purpose. Distracted with tv music sport entertainment...... Distractions - but what are we being distracted from?...... Being tied down to our lesser beings. Drive down to basic desires, needs. Make us omit negative vibes that bring others down. Thinking positive vibes off people help make others positive. (Maybe just crazy tripped out thinking lol)
HUMAN DOINGS!!! - the theme of the night lol! So after these thoughts i sent a message saying this to my mate, read similar to - elites are distracting us blah blah, what are we being distracted from, i am wonderings lol 
Here ensued three hours laughter 
My friend simply replied - 'distracting us from being human beings, into human doings'
Well that was it - human doings! - i don't know why i just burst out in laughter, i was collapsed on my bed, my eyes were watering.... Funniest thing i read, ever! Lol. I couldn't even breath by this stage lol! I was rolling all over the bed. Can't imagine what the neighbours thought lol!
After a while i managed to half type a reply, in between tears and laughter, well, the next reply i got included;
'You must doing, none of this being' and 'In japan its more acceptable to fall asleep at work, than not to turn up at all. At least you are present even if asleep, theres even a word for it' and 'To be exhausted from all that doing, is a badge of pride'
Yeah - that did it. I was in a collapsed heap of laughter and tears and snot lmao id never heard anything so funny, and preposterous in all my life hahaha!
I had an image in my mind of a little knackered Japanese man falling put of bed in the morning, exhausted, being slapped in the face with a medal being told, heres a medal be proud and happy about it! Lmao Every time i tried to reply to the message, i saw what i was replying to and i set off again hahaha three fckn hours! Lol
So true to real life i think is why i found it so comical maybe.
I think i needed it. I haven't laughed that way in years! my head was hurting, my sides were hurting. I had to try and calm a bit lol! Back of my head on both sides felt v strange. And i just could not catch my breath 
MOVING ON 20:40 - went looking out the window, was a helicopter so i saw flashing lights all over the sky. Was lovely, really wanted to go outside, but was alone so stayed in. Thought about how much we alienate ourselves from nature. All the crap we are sold destroys us, gets in the way. 21:10 - headed down stairs for a joint. Watched some lee evans, big mistake, made me worse i had to keep pausing it while i got my breath back and wiped my eyes hehe. 22:50 - another joint. Still messaging here and there and each time i saw the previous messages i was just laughing about the human doings man with his medal of pride all night
AMAZING VISUAL 23:15 - so i had felt like the main brunt had eased, all the in air geometry and colours had eased down now. Things in the room were obv still moving and such. Didn't feel like i was being shot up anymore lol. So im sat next to my cat. Looking at his mouth. Then his fur, each hair looked like a tiny feather floating, it was beautiful. Then they looked like a swarm of fish swimming close along side him like they do in the ocean. Then they looked like billions of little worm like things. Was freaky! But i kept watching. Then i saw them on my hand too - which was touching him. Never seen anything like it, and his white hairs looked like little arms of mycelium stretching up into the air beside me.
00:00 - had an amazing idea for shroomery website feedback, decided not to post til sober. Glad i didn't im a dumbass 
00:30 - realised was a fish theme tonight. I was imagining orcas for a long time earlier. Then i saw them on the cat Then an image of the sky i was looking at all turned into various fish small sharks whales etc swimming. Then lee evans mentioned various, which made me realise how many fish id seen tonight!
And finally, i wasn't gonna as i know i cant draw or sketch, but i tried to make a sketch of the human doings man cos i never wana forget it. I need someone now who is a skilled drawer/artist who can do it for me. In colour, so the man looks knackered hahahaha! And he has to have a round pointy hat like in vietnam. I dunno why. But thats how it was in my head If you draw, id like an a4 version, but id need to speak to you, id trade or pay money for it. I want it on my bedroom wall, so every trip i can see the human doing man hahaha
Please dont ridicule my picture lol. Art is not my strong suit, sadly.
-------------------- Mescaline Tea - the one singular occasion of my entire life I cooked for 9 hours The trick is to be yourself, in a world trying to make you like everyone else
 
Edited by Spellbound (09/24/16 05:19 PM)
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