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psilosalvia
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160ug PTSD medication 1
#23673401 - 09/24/16 09:43 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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This time was the first time in 5 months to embrace back Lucy.
The days prior to the trip were a bit harsh on me because of a small PTSD I have induced by a lot of shit I saw and lost in a warzone in my army service.
I came in today to ask for Lucy's guidance, seeking for help to release me from my depressions.
I can't go back on my whole trip because I didn't want to write so much.
2 hours into the trip I arrived in the forest.. Found a real sweet spot on the Riverside .. Meditated for a bit and started asking myself questions about my problems, seeking only to get a helpful message.
Then it started pouring rain so I went 25 minutes walk back to my room where I stayed for the rest of my trip.
5 hours in I closed my eyes (for the whole rest of my trip.. Seeking for auditory and memories)
CEV'S were amazing though it was a 160ug tab (which maybe was al-lad or ALD-52) .
One hour after closing my eyes (Pink Floyd on the back) I started hearing something.. At first I thought 'nah it can't be, not on that dose' but then it hit me... A real good friend who got K.I.A, I could hear him.. I started crying tears of joy immediately.. Him and my subconscious were talking for like an hour.. Just like... Before. Like my memory of him still keeps him alive in some sort of way.
After that things were settling down slowly until everything was back to normal. Except this time, with a smile on my face.
That's all I can get out, it really got me this time.. I'm in awe to that amazing experience.
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“Damnation seize my soul if I give you quarters, or take any from you.” -Edward Teach.
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Ziu
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Thank you for sharing that beautiful experience, it must have been healing journey.
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psilosalvia
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Re: 160ug PTSD medication [Re: Ziu]
#23684960 - 09/27/16 11:24 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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3 days after I'm feeling awesome. No bad dreams, no bad thoughts, no flashbacks.
Really couldn't be better
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“Damnation seize my soul if I give you quarters, or take any from you.” -Edward Teach.
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voidjester_entheo
Omnidimensional Metakinesis!!!



Registered: 09/14/15
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I would hope you were able to successfully resolve any psychological issues/worries you'd initially sought to bring resolution to.
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psilosalvia
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Registered: 08/14/16
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For the time being, works like a magic. For the long term I will always have to carry this on me.
At least I know for sure that it calms down everything for a while. And that's all I wanted it to do in the first place.
Thanks man
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“Damnation seize my soul if I give you quarters, or take any from you.” -Edward Teach.
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voidjester_entheo
Omnidimensional Metakinesis!!!



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Anytime, anytime. Check out the other thread's reply.
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