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Sheekle
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Pretty excited that max creek is headlining motm next weekend, they killed at wormtown last weekend
getting off work in a little, might get krunk an go to a local fair this weekend, got my new vape in hopefully it works better than shroomery thinks
weekend this, weekend that. whatre u guys doin
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What night are they playing? I'll be arriving at some point between 3-4PM Saturday afternoon so I might miss them
Anyway I'm just chillin, gonna pour myself a dash of Jameson and straighten up my room then I'm gonna poke some smot and a cig
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#23671403 - 09/23/16 03:23 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Seals look like cats when you make them wear cat costumes
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Owls are just cats with wings
Seals are dogs
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Re: MDC [Re: zZZz]
#23671437 - 09/23/16 03:34 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Aswesome man sonds like you have a good weekend planned. Havent heard of Max Creek but thats aesome you're seeing a band you like Is MOTM a fest? Pretty high from edibles right now, dont really feel that much of a crash from everything hhaha. Gonna roll a little doobie soon after I finish this cannabis cookie hehe Wonder waht season of Seinfeld to put on..
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CA:
crack weed weed edible hash meth skag
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OhMrJohnson
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U forgot the jenkem and krokodil
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naw thats it mr johnson lol
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Burke, spots & family are coming up tomorrow. so that'll be a lot of fun. Then I work Sunday. I'm still a hurting unit, but my back was much improved today....so I think I'm on the mend. I have some PT exercises to do that will speed things along. Drinking a smoothie now & doing laundry. Both washers were open, which is a huge win.
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What is your recipe for your smoothies? I'm assuming its a Kratom smoothie LOL. I made one the other day and it still tasted horrible.
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Blackberries, strawberries, raspberries, mango, pineapple, raw cacao, coconut water, green Malay & red Borneo. It adds it's own twang to it for sure, and isn't as good as it would be without, but still not bad. You can also add honey for a little extra sweetness. I used to get this raw honey & throw that in. So good. I need to pick some up at the farmers market tomorrow.
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I found a pound of hemp seed protein online for ten bucks. When i get my next paycheck im gonna get one and mix it with a coconut/pineapple or blueberry/nanner mix. Oo, i could stop drinking monsters too and add in powdered l-theanine too.
Hella looking forward to the beach this weekend and getting more work started next week, i cant wait till everything starts going more smoothly and i can budget for a trip outta here
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Re: MDC [Re: 404]
#23671690 - 09/23/16 05:15 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I really need to re-up on l-theanine. I'm having trouble getting a credit card cause my file is so thin. It's funny how they'll throw them out to college kids that are gauranteed to be irresponsible with them....but a 31 year with a steady job & history of paying bills on time.....oh no, too risky.
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Quote:
Dark_Star said: Blackberries, strawberries, raspberries, mango, pineapple, raw cacao, coconut water, green Malay & red Borneo. It adds it's own twang to it for sure, and isn't as good as it would be without, but still not bad. You can also add honey for a little extra sweetness. I used to get this raw honey & throw that in. So good. I need to pick some up at the farmers market tomorrow.
Damn gonna have to do some shopping tomorrow. Don't feel like going out now. Still thinking about doing a toss n wash right now. But can't decide haha.
Got some weed today haven't smoked in a few days. So gonna get stoned but a lil Kratom in the mix sounds nice.
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Anyways I just ate me a sammich
A peanut butter sammich
It was dope
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They keep sending me shit in the mail. I pay cash for pretty much everything
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Did you relapse? Quitting meth is very hard, and even if you've been doing well for a good long while, many people hit a wall where stressful life situations can trigger a relapse. Dunno where you're at, but keep pushing yourself, pick up new hobbies and make your life more novel and exciting
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Re: MDC [Re: 404]
#23671919 - 09/23/16 06:47 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Credit cards are a necessity, but one that can be put off for awhile. Which I did. I much prefer cash; always spend within my budget that way. But I do need a card now, and I'm having trouble getting one.
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Re: MDC [Re: 404] 1
#23671925 - 09/23/16 06:50 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Nah I'll have 9 days clean-time tomorrow, just got tired of updating my sig with it every day
The thing that really makes it hard for me is the cravings, I take N-Acetylcysteine which helps a lot but basically I never stop thinking about using for long even when I'm not using
It's been offered a few times in the past week but I keep fighting the craving and turning it down by constantly reminding myself that I will much feel better without it in the long run
That gets tough sometimes but as long as it's not around me I'm alright, it's when it randomly appears that I have to watch out cuz my nose is like magnetically attracted to it
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The longer you go without it, the more your body will adjust.. and the less intense the cravings will be. Keep hacking away at it one day at a time man, 9 days is good work
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Re: MDC [Re: 404]
#23671933 - 09/23/16 06:55 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Thanks man
Looking forward to an epic candy-flip next weekend at the fest, I shall make sure to be clean and serene for that celebration of weirdness
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keep it up man. You're in the super early stage of recovery. It takes awhile for your brain to adjust. Takes a while to recover from the damage to your being. After a while it does get better & easier though. The cravings will dissipate. They'll come back, but pass quickly once you learn to deal with them. Acknowledge them, accept them & that they're there....then let them go. It becomes a situation where the cravings coexist with you, but lose their power. Then eventually you find peace & happiness in other things & the desire to use falls away. It takes a long time, and a lot of work....but you can do it & it's well worth it.
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Oh yeah, OMJ!
Did you try the l-tyrosine yet? If you did what'd you think? I know it helps me a whole lot!
Good on ya for your staying power man. The first 3-4 weeks off are always the worst for me. Constant exhaustion, feeling nothing but dissatisfaction the debilitating insomnia despite being tired af.
To be honest I never truly return to baseline, but it's tolerable. Just do it for your health, not your feelings.
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The NAC helps me a whole lot on its own so I'm prolly just gonna stick with that, maybe I will get some l-tyrosine if it's cheap tho, gotta order some more soon anyway
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keep it up man. You're in the super early stage of recovery. It takes awhile for your brain to adjust. Takes a while to recover from the damage to your being. After a while it does get better & easier though. The cravings will dissipate. They'll come back, but pass quickly once you learn to deal with them. Acknowledge them, accept them & that they're there....then let them go. It becomes a situation where the cravings coexist with you, but lose their power. Then eventually you find peace & happiness in other things & the desire to use falls away. It takes a long time, and a lot of work....but you can do it & it's well worth it.
Yeah man it feels reallllly good to not be spun out and sleep-deprived all the time, kinda worries me though how they always talk about meth burning out the dopamine receptors and causing permanent damage, thankfully I never abused it as much as some of the people around me but I was real heavy with it at various points on and off over the past 5 years, there was many a time where I thought I would never be able to stop using it no matter how hard I tried, kinda scary how it can hold that kind of power over me but I'm just gonna take it one day at a time and treat it like the plague
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Sheekle
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im happy for u OMJ u can do it man
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I Love Lucid
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Sup mufuckas
Watching star wars a new hope and eating pizza.
Gonna smoke a fat doob soon
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Ya its on like channel 11 or some shit right?
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Re: MDC [Re: 404]
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TNT I think
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Yee dawg
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Does meth feel anything like vivance? I used to get pretty high off that shit. I did enjoy it but it wasnt addictive. I almost want to try meth just to see what addicts are dealing with.
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Cowb0yNeal00 said: naw thats it mr johnson lol
Come to mi casa and slam some meth with me mr. Neal 
…hi?
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