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Enjoywho
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Death
#23668290 - 09/22/16 02:30 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've lately been dealing with the concept of home. I used to have one. But not so much anymore.
My dog has stage 4 cancer and was put down. We did everything together. I've had friends commit suicide and be murdered. It's sort of a vague feeling it definitely changes the day. But this is my most significant death.
Fuck man. I didn't get to say bye. I hopped states again. But that has been the goal for all the money I've made. Get my dog here. He would have loved Montana.


He was great. He was a mutt, talkative, and just an awesome person in general just like me. Fuck man. I can't even remember if I've ever been this sad. He was mine. I dunno I just thought id share I can't stop crying.
-------------------- "I don't give nothin' to nobody, I just pay the cost to do business." - Riley "Young Reezy"-Boondocks "The road to hell is paved with good intentions." "In the days of kings and queens I was a jester." "And then the great lord created bears... too many bears... shoulda really dialed back on the bears." Squidbillies "Can you start speaking words instead of your damn filthy lies!"- Louise "Bobs Burgers"
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Morel Guy
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When you feel you can give the deserved love, care and affection; get another dog.
I fear losing my mind and loss is a good way to start that rodeo. I have a dog who is sorta a mutt or designer dog. I don't want to lose him but I always had the idea that day will come. Had a boxer years ago and having this dog really has helped heal some of that loss.
Wish I could bring my current dog to Montana. Been to crazy mountains and it's an awesome state. Surely my buddy would love to go gold panning there.
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Jokeshopbeard
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I feel your pain man.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Sorry for your loss enjoywho. It's been a long time since i lost a family member like that, but boy do i remember how much it stings. He's probably off in doggy heaven chasing squirrels or something. All dogs go to heaven
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BANANA.MAN
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Quote:
Enjoywho said: I've lately been dealing with the concept of home. I used to have one. But not so much anymore.
My dog has stage 4 cancer and was put down. We did everything together. I've had friends commit suicide and be murdered. It's sort of a vague feeling it definitely changes the day. But this is my most significant death.
Fuck man. I didn't get to say bye. I hopped states again. But that has been the goal for all the money I've made. Get my dog here. He would have loved Montana.


He was great. He was a mutt, talkative, and just an awesome person in general just like me. Fuck man. I can't even remember if I've ever been this sad. He was mine. I dunno I just thought id share I can't stop crying.
Im sorry for your loss.
I dont know what im going to do when my cat dies. Her daughter just died of kidney problems. It really sucks when pets die.
Edited by BANANA.MAN (09/22/16 02:59 PM)
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Enjoywho
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Re: Death [Re: 404]
#23668416 - 09/22/16 03:05 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Ya I'm happy. He was with ma. He's been just suffering. I brought him home as we used to breed dogs and haven't had a dog since. So he was a family dog. My Ma was against it but she fell in love quick.
It just sucks I knew it was inevitable unless I got hit by a bus or something. But I thought he'd have a good couple more years in him. The cancer attacked hard and quick in 2 months. Man I dunno. The more people I reach out to that I haven't talked to in years have started crying.
If you knew me you knew Mr. Dog.
-------------------- "I don't give nothin' to nobody, I just pay the cost to do business." - Riley "Young Reezy"-Boondocks "The road to hell is paved with good intentions." "In the days of kings and queens I was a jester." "And then the great lord created bears... too many bears... shoulda really dialed back on the bears." Squidbillies "Can you start speaking words instead of your damn filthy lies!"- Louise "Bobs Burgers"
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