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Unfolding Nature Shop: Unfolding Nature: Being in the Implicate Order

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OfflineRise against
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First ego death experience, powerful new revelation
    #23664338 - 09/21/16 08:09 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I took a high dose of LSD with the intention of experiencing ego death for the first time. The trip itself was intense, I often questioned "who am I?". However in the following days I came to the realization that I have been either a prescription drug addict and/or alcoholic for the past 9 years. During these 9 years I placed the blame for my many problems on everybody but myself and am struggling with tons of guilt. I'm 26 and I have been in denial all this time.

It's been about 2 weeks since my trip and I don't know what to do with this new found honesty. Before the trip I would have considered myself to be atheist but now am questioning whether or not I should begin going to church.  I see a therapist but feel like I need to make amends with the people I have hurt. I now understand the saying "psychedelics give you what you need, not what you want."

It's a rather tough time right now but i feel this could be a really positive growing experience. I feel overwhelmed and feel as if i need to catch up with my maturity. Can anybody relate?


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Re: First ego death experience, powerful new revelation [Re: Rise against]
    #23664378 - 09/21/16 08:30 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

I say don't go to church, but make your home your temple to a new happy life. Stay clear of the things that you were addicted to and go through life trying to make other's/yourself happy. Make amends with people you hurt and if you desire a drug experience psyhcs will be there for you

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"That you are here—that life exists, and identity;
That the powerful play goes on, and you will contribute a verse.”
― Walt Whitman, Leaves of Grass
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Re: First ego death experience, powerful new revelation [Re: The Mycologist]
    #23664470 - 09/21/16 09:22 AM (7 years, 4 months ago)

Ego death is hard it shows you the reality as it is


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