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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: ruaware]
#23657568 - 09/19/16 01:49 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm going to keep my answer simple. Yes but I think I'm bipolar so look into that if possible and maybe I will too. I'm just afraid to tell anyone
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I'm diagnosed bipolar 1 and you may have a form of bipolar disorder. I would lean toward bipolar 2 for you. Don't be afraid to go to a doctor, you would be amazed on how much better you will be once you find the right medication..
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: ruaware] 1
#23658789 - 09/19/16 01:27 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Every fucking minute of every fucking day. Life is a goddamn chore. That's why we have the religious experience we call "sleep". It's the greatest thing since tripping.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: ruaware]
#23658800 - 09/19/16 01:31 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I used to go through depressed periods fairly frequently (maybe monthly or so) weed basically stopped that on a month long tolerance break now so we'll see if anything dark pops up again, its been a couple of years
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: MushyMatt]
#23658847 - 09/19/16 01:44 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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MushyMatt said: I'm diagnosed bipolar 1 and you may have a form of bipolar disorder. I would lean toward bipolar 2 for you. Don't be afraid to go to a doctor, you would be amazed on how much better you will be once you find the right medication..
That's just it, I'm terrified of
A) having another "dependence" so to speak B) taking ANY bipolar medication because when I was a 14-17 year old they were just coming out with different depression/bipolar meds and one bipolar med almost made me want to kill myself when I really didn't want to at all before or after the experience. C) I do get depressed as fuck just like my life is broken for about 8 or more/less but I'll then get 2-3 weeks on top of the world and I like it there
What I'm going to do is ask the psychologist I've known and talked to for 7 years because it's been very high highs and very low lows lately. It's getting more unpredictable and it's a huge drain on my emotional energy/motivation.
-------------------- R.I.P Zombi3, Blue Helix Modest Mouse Zappa Slothie That Kid With The face ShLong Le Canard split_by_nine & Big Worm Forever Etched in the sands of time in the shroomery and ever so beloved and deeply missed by many
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Lol milenials.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: Larry Juned]
#23658862 - 09/19/16 01:48 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Not when I have heroin
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: Larry Juned]
#23658863 - 09/19/16 01:49 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Do you rub dirt in it mister
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I am more often depressed than not depressed these days.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: BANANA.MAN]
#23658947 - 09/19/16 02:16 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Only when my life really falls apart around me. Shit happens.
Other than that I'm a pretty damn happy person.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
#23659012 - 09/19/16 02:43 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yes that happens to me, definitely.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: BANANA.MAN] 1
#23659023 - 09/19/16 02:51 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I look at the world and I see why people are depressed and have anxiety. I feel like we were indoctrinated to glorify in our own demise since birth, and depression/anxiety is a natural reaction to these things. We are bred to be consumers and distracted from the problems of the world. The world is in such a state of disarray and the environment is being destroyed that I don't understand how people could NOT be depressed or experience anxiety.
For me, caffeine tends to heighten these feelings. I work on accepting the world the way it is, accepting me for who I am by reflecting on my entire life's experiences and societal influences, and making the little changes around me that I can to try to not add to it's demise and become a better person.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: BANANA.MAN]
#23659027 - 09/19/16 02:54 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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BANANA.MAN said: I am more often depressed than not depressed these days.
This, but when I'm not depressed, I'm usually happy as fuck and just want myself and everyone else to live life to its fullest. Every day struggle.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: hex_enduction]
#23659155 - 09/19/16 03:47 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Exactly the same for me. But sometimes the periods are longer both ways. Currently 1 month into a happy period. It's fucked up
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Re: Do you guys get depressed regularly? Every few weeks? [Re: ruaware] 2
#23659249 - 09/19/16 04:14 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Don't worry, you're just another looney. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lunar_effect
I've had mood swings, behavior changes, binges etc. much more often around the full moon than not. (sometimes when it's new)
Maybe not every full moon, but most times when I've felt off (or really on), it's within a few days of the full moon.
I've paid much more attention to this in the past 6 months as I've begun treatment for my  and if I'm having a shit day or 3, I check the calendar and chances are the moon's full.
Shroomery is full of Loonies...
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Re: Do you guys get depressed regularly? Every few weeks? [Re: vinsue]
#23659405 - 09/19/16 05:05 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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i have had suicidal thoughts since i was like 10
yeah i get depressed regularly i medicate this with weed binges and self development
it kinda weirds me out how i have these thoughts but am in a relatively good position in life
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Seriously_trippin said:
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MushyMatt said: I'm diagnosed bipolar 1 and you may have a form of bipolar disorder. I would lean toward bipolar 2 for you. Don't be afraid to go to a doctor, you would be amazed on how much better you will be once you find the right medication..
That's just it, I'm terrified of
A) having another "dependence" so to speak B) taking ANY bipolar medication because when I was a 14-17 year old they were just coming out with different depression/bipolar meds and one bipolar med almost made me want to kill myself when I really didn't want to at all before or after the experience. C) I do get depressed as fuck just like my life is broken for about 8 or more/less but I'll then get 2-3 weeks on top of the world and I like it there
What I'm going to do is ask the psychologist I've known and talked to for 7 years because it's been very high highs and very low lows lately. It's getting more unpredictable and it's a huge drain on my emotional energy/motivation.
Don't be terrified my friend, embrace the change. Trust me, at least give yourself a chance to find what can help rx wise.
My psychiatrist did a DNA test on me to see what medications work specifically to the DNA and enzymes that metobalize medications. Just by this test, it was able to tell me what drugs don't work with my body, work perfect for me, or what my body may metabolize as a much stronger dose compared to most people.
Lithium has worked wonders for me, I think you can even buy lithium carbonate on amazon.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: MushyMatt]
#23661581 - 09/20/16 12:21 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Lithium was the med that made me want to kill myself,however that's awesome they can have a better idea from a dna test. I will consider it. Do you miss the "high, highs?"
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Seriously_trippin said: Lithium was the med that made me want to kill myself,however that's awesome they can have a better idea from a dna test. I will consider it. Do you miss the "high, highs?"
Well, to be quite honest, I stopped taking my meds for about a year now. I work a very labor intensive job outside, so I get plenty of good endorphins and vitamin D to help with my mood. When I sense mania coming, I take a seroquel that knocks me out so I sleep through the mania. If you stop the mania, you won't get super depressed. Once you start to understand how bipolar works, you can start understanding how yours works and you can learn to control it or prepare yourself for a low cycle.
Eating healthy, staying active, and being outside can help DRAMATIALLY.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: MushyMatt]
#23663337 - 09/20/16 09:42 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I get depressed fairly easily but once I make concious the thought that is bringing me down I come out of it pretty quickly as the thought usually turns out to be bogus. easy come easy go.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed regularly? Every few weeks? [Re: ruaware]
#23663536 - 09/20/16 10:48 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well if you're ever having a hard time, or feeling suicidal, and want to talk, hit me up man!
I tend to be on here in the morning, and at night, but am always down to chat with a shroomy brother.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: Lucis]
#23663540 - 09/20/16 10:49 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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no i just get crazier depression is for teenagers
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: doublenotch]
#23663571 - 09/20/16 10:59 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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doublenotch said: no i just get crazier depression is for teenagers
You have no idea what you're saying.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: Lucis]
#23663966 - 09/21/16 01:46 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I always thought "the scream" always did depression well. How your perception of the world literally changes because of it. In the authors case he saw a blood red sky and just had a panic attack and started screaming. Then of course drew what saw.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: ruaware]
#23664040 - 09/21/16 03:04 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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@ OP
No, not really. I'm inclined towards contentment, and can deal with negative circumstances fairly well.
If there's no reason to be down, I won't be, but there often are reasons
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: Repertoire89]
#23664095 - 09/21/16 04:20 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I used be depressed as a teenager when i was drinking alcohol all day every day but now im only depressed when something really serious happens. Psychs definitely helped me a lot especially ayahuasca. Its a godsend.
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Every day man. I mean some days are better than others, but its something that I will have to cope with for the rest of my life I imagine. Thats not to say I'm never happy tho. I can be happy or have a good times, but will always have that feeling in the back of my head or just try to block it and tell myself its not real, that I am just causing myself to feel that way.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: SonicTitan]
#23664216 - 09/21/16 06:35 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Horrible, horrible thread. But it's not my job to stick to you people that you're not bipolar.
Short version:
There are rapid cyclers who experience 6-8 episodes a year, and this is the most disabling form of bipolarity, which developes over years. Every mood swing with a higher frequency of that is by definition not being bipolar.
MushyMatt is a perfect example. Mania doesn't come visit for 24 hours, it creeps up and builds up over weeks and usually stays months just like the depressions. Being outside eating healthy are things a proper cycle gives a shit about. You can not "stop the mania" or "prepare for a low cycle" - its more like a bulldozer coming your way. If it's not, well, then you are not bipolar.
And dont fucking buy Lithium salts on the internet! Its toxic and accumulates so slowly, you will freaking kill yourself with it! Levels need to be measured precisely and offen.
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Re: Do you guys get depressed every 2 - 8 weeks? [Re: Murzelpfrumpft]
#23664482 - 09/21/16 09:25 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Every 3-4 days, sometime more often mainly because of depersonalisation and the fact that i cant take drugs to numb the pain and depression (psychedelics and weed) since it make depersonalisation worst
Started taking an SSRI im on day 3 hope it will help. Got nothing to lose anyway
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Re: Do you guys get depressed regularly? Every few weeks? [Re: ruaware]
#23664498 - 09/21/16 09:34 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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ruaware said: I'm realizing more and more that the things i think are unique to me or uncommon to most people, are actually much more common than i thought. Sometimes it really surprises me.
So on average, every 2 - 3 weeks ill get to a point where im very depressed for about 3 - 4 days. This has been happening at this frequency for a few years at least, maybe longer but i dont remember. For the past few months it's been worse, now its every 1 - 2 weeks and it lasts a bit longer, 5-10 days. It's like its guaranteed to happen, and no matter how perfect my life is at the happy period, after a certain amount of time i WILL find something to make me sad. Usually during that bad period, im constantly thinking bad thoughts, about quitting in whatever im doing because i cant make it, a lot of negativity. It always feels like I'll never get better but i always do, reminds me of tripping. And every now and again those periods have suicidal thoughts, but this is rare.
So, is this more common than i think? This happen to you guys too? You might have to really think about it, i didn't notice it this distinctly until I really paid attention.
Yup. Happens all the fucking time, just learned to live with it, or keep trying to. Have low mood MOST the time but 4-5 times a year will have a couple of weeks at a time of being too fucking miserable to move, eat, wash etc, which makes things worse. Just came out of one of the worst episodes I have ever had, always amazes me that it can still get worse..
Been happening to some extent for nearly 30 years, and I am under 40.. Always passes, so just hang tough as the kids say.
me if shit ever gets s00per dark and ya need to unload on someone who ain't gonna judge you or call the paramedics etc, I have had police called several times over the years, been locked up for being depressed, real helpful, point being I know it can be scary to tell people you know.
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