I've tripped on acid 3 times now, a half tab the first time and 2 tabs of the same stuff the second time. This time was 3 tabs of "designer acid" my dealer said was way better but I was under the assumption I could handle it because my last 2 trips and how they were not intense enough for me. I was blown away and overwhelmed by the sheer quickness and intensity that was brought to me with this trip and it made the start of it very scaring and profound although I would like to state it was not a bad trip as I enjoyed it after I got used to the intensity of it. Now I will start talking about the trip.
I took that acid at 9:30 PM and so did my step-brother, we bought 6 tabs before going to workout and were planning on doing it once my step-brother picked up my sister up from work at 10:00 but me and him could not wait and we wanted to be tripping by the time my step-brother got home. We were under the assumption that it would take an hour for us to start feeling it and oh man, we were so wrong. I was with my girlfriend while he left to go get my sister as the tabs were dissolving in my mouth I wanted to put good vibes out so I was drowning my girlfriend in as much love as I could for 5 minutes and then we started playing Grand Theft Auto until I came up so I could ease any anxiety I had about doing 3 tabs of way better acid then I've done before. 10 minutes after taking the tab and dying a few times in GTA my girlfriend asked if she could play and I said yes then sat down on the couch behind her. now its 9:45 and the body high is coming on strong, and then all the sudden the trip hit me like a brick in the same minute.
The onset was so fast it made me tremble by the extreme sensations and visuals I was getting. I looked at my girlfriend and told her "I really did it this time, I'm in for one hell of a ride and I need to buckle the fuck up for this one" Like I said previously although the come up was super intense the trip itself was not scary and what I was seeing was not scary but the overwhelming feelings coming on so quickly was scary because I did not know what was in store for me at the peak. That was the scary part of it, I was afraid of how it was going to be in 2 hours because if that was just the come up how in any way was I going to handle the peak. This thought was putting me in a bad state of mind along with the thought that my step-brother has to drive my sister home like this, she has a very loud mouth and is against all drugs including weed. I'm 18 but live with my parents and they do not allow any drug use in the house which could be a automatic kick out for me and my stepbrother(18 also). On top of all that his phone was dead so it was just a waiting game until he got home.
So its 9:55 now and I'm experiencing the most intense feeling I've ever felt in my entire life but now there is a chance that my parents are going to find out and kick us out of the house. I'm sitting on the couch with all these thoughts going through, and everything in my entire vision was moving and morphing whether I wanted it to or not unlike my other acid experiences where I had to look at something and in a second or 2 it would start moving. I was overwhelmed and I was trying to comprehend reality and what I was seeing rather then behold it. I was taking in so much and not releasing it. This was causing me to shake and tremble, my heart was beating so fast and the fearful thoughts kept building and progressing. I decided to get up and lay in my bed I put my face to the pillow. I proceeded to close my eyes and the visuals I was seeing were these beautiful symmetrical patterns.
I was looking at these patterns for 5 seconds until my eyes could not stay shut, I thought there was no use so I simply got up and I saw all these fractals that were creating reality, I could look at each individual fractal and see where they started until I was able to unwind the fractals to see the biggest fractal that was creating everything including, my reality, time, and my girlfriends reality. Astonishing to say the least but I was not able to make sense of it at the time until I was at a more sober state of mind. Me and my girlfriend sat down on the couch together and she started showing me pictures of herself on her phone. This was when my entire reality was shattered. She started flipping through pictures of herself and once I looked at the pictures my mind was shot into a state of shock by how impossible the images were.
The only thing I can explain in words about the hallucinations were there was something happening called misaligned color channels these channels went outward and spun creating shapes that could not be explained in normal reality. My girlfriends face was a shade of green and she had 4 eyes creating the image of an alien to me. She then asked me the question if one looked better then the other. This question made me laugh because in her reality everything looked normal and fine so the only thing on her mind was "Do I look better in this one." but in my reality it did not matter if she looked better but what mattered was how mind boggling and insane the images were.
Finally my stepbrother came home after what felt like ages, and a sense of happiness and relief was thrown over me like a cloak. Everything was fine, he was able to keep his cool around my sister. She didn't suspect a thing. Me and him conversed about our feelings and sensations. Laughing about how intense it is and how crazy fast it come onto us. We talked about how so much goes on at once and the bad experience was due to me trying to comprehend what I was seeing rather then behold it. We tripped for the rest of the night and talked about how amazing and intense lsd was. We had many realizations about our world and reality. We came up with a metaphor about how tripping takes everything you know including your reality and skull fucks it with a 12 inch dick until what you think is no more. Thanks everyone for reading this and appreciating this if you did and I plan on tripping again sometime soon, I'm glad I plunged myself into an experience like I did because I was very scared of trips like the one I experienced but now I am more understanding of them and it will put all my future trips into perspective.
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That's kinda how I felt about my first high dose trip haha. I wasn't experiencing anything scary, but it just came on so suddenly and intensely that I didn't really know how to react. Like getting hit in the face with a brick as you said. After getting adjusted to the intensity though it's amazing. I love acid, it can make you feel like a god.
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