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Alprazolambodia
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what a blur
#23652780 - 09/17/16 10:58 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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ive been smoking bud for around 6 years and besides ritalin, vyvanse or alcohol i never touched any other drugs. I used to force feed myself like 80-110mg a day of that shit unitl i met some crackhead nd they told me they take 30mg nd get spracked so i realized i was pushin it a bit. I graduated and most of my friends(was on surf team and hung out with people who got fucked up) started using other drugs. i tried xanax and thought it was no biggie and didnt do it again for like 6-9 months(within that time i dropped acid for the first time and was against pills and only down for "natural" shit).
within that time i tore a ligament and ended up being prescribed norcos and it was then that i realized how convenient pills can be to keep a steady high. in high school and even the past year and a half i would blaze lke 7-8 times a day. ANyways once the norcos were given to me, i got my first hydro buzz and that sent me down the road of about 16 other drugs.. started fucking with bars daily and next thing you know 2 college semesters go by and i have no meory to show for it for the most part, i mean now that i dont abuse like i used to im more clearheaded but that brings me to the second part
i started doing acid up to 4 times a week for about 3 months while just being a poly drug user in general (stayed away from shit and H n the gross BS). ive relapsed on xan like 5 times and have still been in denial. i havent dropped acid in 5 days now and im finally grounding myself again. its wierd but the key reason i realized its not normal to get high every single day on at least one substance was meeting this super cool chick who didnt really fuck with drugs and it kinda just reminded me of how easy life was back in middleschool n shit where you just go about your day and dont have getting high in the back of ur head. im almost 20 now and need to get my shit together, the past 6 years have revolved around getting high and kicking ass;
i guess the reason im posting this is cause im sure some of you have been in similar scenarios. im still gunna drop acid but prob once every 2 weeks or month instead of almost daily to where i would drop at like 8 am on a sat. and go to work 9-2 then 5-11 no biggie. not saying it wasnt a great ass time but you cant be doing tht shit and i guess hanging out with a level headed person was all i needed to get myself thinkin.. ive tripped i think 34 or 35 times since the end of june and have somehow been managing 2 jobs and going to college fulltime. Fuckin A..
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Lucis
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I feel like everyone is chasing a high, everyone, whether they're feeling good about their new promotion at work, drinking coffee, exercise, or shooting dope, we're all slaves to the chemicals which are released from those experiences.
Just make sure you're not using drugs to run from your problems, and you'll be fine.
If you feel like you should take a break, then do so. I really think you should dose less though, once a month you will get more profound experiences, or even less, like 6-8 times a year would be good. Use the time in-between experiences to think about the proper course you want your life to follow. If you dose to much you might cause yourself to fall into a depressed state of mind.
Drugs can be wonderful tools when used properly.
That's cool to see your school had a surf team, never heard of that, but thought that was neat.
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LuckeyMA
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Re: what a blur [Re: Lucis]
#23654349 - 09/17/16 10:33 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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With L you probably know this already, but using it more than once every two weeks inmho is a waste due to tolerance. Lsd builds tolerance in your body immediately so the second dose you take without wait in a week to to two weeks is a waste.
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ergoticmandala



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Quote:
I really think you should dose less though, once a month you will get more profound experiences, or even less, like 6-8 times a year would be good. Use the time in-between experiences to think about the proper course you want your life to follow.
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ergoticmandala



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Btw, how do u deal with all the acid comedowns? I've only dropped twice and I know its clean good L, around 100 mics, but every time around the 8 to 10 hour mark I just get real down and depressed, sort of like a "nothing can compare to what I was experiencing on the comeup" type feeling and my bones and body just start to feel sore and tired until I go to bed
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dcthestar
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I'm 33 and I've noticed that comedowns have gotten easier and in some cases non existent (mdma) as I age.
That finding is directly opposite for alcohol hangovers.
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Edited by dcthestar (09/18/16 09:15 PM)
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