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Nurserach
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I love the shrooms, but...
#23639053 - 09/12/16 04:35 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I have tried shrooms twice, both times with my husband. The last time while we were camping. I had the most amazing beautiful experience both times. The first time we did a little over 3 grams. The last time we did 6 grams each. It was beautiful however there was a point where the beauty and love was interrupted because I felt like I was having a severe reaction to the shrooms. It was either that or the Deet spray for bugs. I am a registered nurse. My nose started pouring, my eyes were pouring, I was drooling in massive amounts and I developed a very moist cough and could not breathe. My hands went cold and my skin started looking mottled. I TRULY felt like I was dying. It wasn't in my head because my husband could hear the gurgling of fluid when I breathed in. He looked very afraid. It felt like my body was trying to purge the chemicals. So I tried to distract myself by looking and focusing on the beauty around me which was mind blowing. IWhile wasnt afraid, though. I became aware (I heard) that my breathing pattern became like a person in the process of dying. My dog started totally freaking out, crying and pacing in front of me. I told my husband, "baby, I think I am dying." I tried to get up and walk as a distraction and I saw stars and my lips went numb and he had to catch me. At that point, I was so so bummed because I HAD had been really enjoying my trip so much. At the same time, I didn't mind at all that I might die. I felt it would be ok because it was so peaceful. My only hesitation from letting go was that I didn't want to leave him behind and heartbroken or leave without telling my kids I love them one last time. By this point my dog was laying at my feet, shaking, rolled in a ball. I decided that I needed to try to walk again because if I could get my metabolism going, I could process the amount of shrooms and hopefully the bad effects would decrease. But if I stayed still, I WAS going to die. I kept coughing out copious amounts of fluid (like the scene in The Abyss after when the guy coughs out liquid oxygen-TONS of fluids coming out of my lungs) and literally going through handfuls of paper towels from my nose and drooling. Long story short, walking worked. My husband helped me stay steady. I slowly began to be able to breathe again and enjoy the rest of my trip. I will do shrooms again because aside from that- which lasted about an hour- it was life changing and spiritual. I know I won't take that high of a dose again...and I won't use Deet bug spray. I'm not sure which caused the pulmonary edema but I know, as an RN, that that is exactly what it was.
On a subnote, I have to say that I looked at death and it was beautiful...as beautiful as life is on shrooms. I watched/felt my body show symptoms that I have seen on hundreds of dying patients and it wasn't so bad or scary as I have always worried it must be for them. It gives me peace knowing that. Still, I say without hesitation that shrooms is the most wonderful gift of the earth. They push aside the harsh veil of our dimension and give me a view of true beauty, acceptance, love, joy, spirit and the connecting flow of all living things.
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littlespider
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Registered: 05/21/14
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Loc: UK
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Re: I love the shrooms, but... [Re: Nurserach]
#23639098 - 09/12/16 04:47 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've never had the death rattle. I've coughed up a lot. It reminded me of what I've read about ayahuasca being cleansing. More coming out of everywhere! But it's was shit I needed to get rid of.
Lovely side note about death. Thank you
-------------------- remember what the dormouse said
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tk.step14
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Registered: 05/16/13
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On heavy trips my eyes always stream, nose gets blocked ect ect ect. think its part of the experience. Have also read about it being symbolic of a cleansing,.
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littlespider
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Re: I love the shrooms, but... [Re: tk.step14]
#23640476 - 09/13/16 01:35 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think it actually is cleansing. In my experience it's more the first time and then tapers off. I don't get so much cough now. I've let that shit go
-------------------- remember what the dormouse said
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Peyote Road
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Registered: 09/02/15
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It's normal to think you're dying on shrooms.
-------------------- The path of the herbalist is to open ourselves to nature in an innocent and pure way. SHe in turn will open her bounty and reward us with many valuable secrets. May the earth bless you. - Michael Tierra
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filthyknees
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Registered: 03/08/13
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Re: I love the shrooms, but... [Re: Peyote Road]
#23641383 - 09/13/16 12:09 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Youre just new to it. It can be scary but now you have a sense for it, on top of knowing there is zero danger of drying...
Next time you will remember your overcoming the feeling, and if you dont resist the idea in the future it will pass. I know ive had a couple 'egodeaths' feeling my entire self crumpled into a paper ball and trashed. Although its traumatic (death) on the other side is birth, or theyre one in the same.
Sweet report i know a few doc/nurses grow on here, check out the cultivation section
-------------------- But if you're in a hurry, and really got to go If you're in a hurry, might have to find out slow That it's one thing to try and another to fly You get there quicker just a step at a time It's one thing to bark, another to bite The show ain't over till you pack up at night
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Dr. Delban
Incognito hippie in disguise


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Re: I love the shrooms, but... [Re: filthyknees]
#23641621 - 09/13/16 01:27 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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@Nursearch You need to take 1-a-day allergy relief or similar efficient antihistamine before dosing.
-------------------- Experimenting with sobriety
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