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I'd like to not exist
#23638466 - 09/12/16 01:10 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Would anyone else like to not exist
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phunkeej
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I sometimes feel like I can't wait for my soul or energy to be free from this society and plane of existence, there are just so many shitty humans destroying us all by the second....just wanna be happy and free i guess...just my little rant or ramblings of a mad man maybe...lol
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Re: I'd like to not exist [Re: phunkeej]
#23638494 - 09/12/16 01:25 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Makes sense to me
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Re: I'd like to not exist [Re: phunkeej] 2
#23638496 - 09/12/16 01:26 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Occasionally. Comes and goes. More goes than comes later which is lovely
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Nah, I mean I'll get to try that out in a few decades so what's the rush
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Re: I'd like to not exist [Re: Ezuma]
#23638513 - 09/12/16 01:31 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I used to feel like this when I was coming off of opiates. Just never had the courage to do anything about it. These feelings eventually pass.
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[MOD EDIT: You know that's not OK man]
Edited by Jokeshopbeard (09/12/16 05:40 PM)
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Re: I'd like to not exist [Re: plasma]
#23638586 - 09/12/16 02:09 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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Existence is happening and I doubt it will end. Change happens, some things take a long time to change.
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Re: I'd like to not exist [Re: Morel Guy]
#23638605 - 09/12/16 02:16 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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I would also like to not exist
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moonrockmushy
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I'd like to be everything, know everything, and exist forever. I'll take what I get tho and not complain.
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Being depressed sucks, its like an endless loop of shit that you can't wash off. Then again, when it passes and you find your way out; even for a moment it can be the best feeling in the world.
I look at it like this, you are here now. Other people have passed; some wanted to stay and some didn't. Some people's life ended in tradegy, and others were so lucky. I don't know if I believe in karma, I think I believe in a higher power sometimes but other days I'm not too sure. I really do feel lost most of the time; I see the good in the world and I recognize the bad.
I'm going to die someday, it might be horrible or it could be peaceful. Life could get better before it happens or it could get worse. To sum it up, who the hell knows whats going to happen, really I have no fucking clue. I do know though, that I could pursue anything I wanted to right now, really. Anything in the world; at least in theory. Even if life does suck, and you have no one, you still exist right now. Why not go out with a bang and do something incredible? Or just simply exist, and pursue thing that make you happy?
I mean the possibilities are really endless, you have a whole buffet of things you could be doing, including the choice to cease to exist.
Sometimes making a decision is the hardest thing in the world, I just know for me; life's going to need to get a whole lot worse for me to want it to end sooner.
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I think for anyone, who wants advice or at least some insight. I would suggest a sober mind when facing the endless pit of
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Look who's back from the dead
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Re: I'd like to not exist [Re: plasma]
#23638724 - 09/12/16 03:04 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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plasma said: use a 12 gauge
Anything smaller and you might just cause some brain damage and suffer 100x more than you already are
I've heard of shotgun suicide failures before and had to search.
Shotgun Suicide Failure
I heard about one guy who only put one bullet in the revolver, and called 911 after his one bullet didn't hit the spot. I think he was somewhat famous. I'll have to look that one up.
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i used to wanna kill myself and i'd think about it pretty regularly about half a decade back but i have way too much fun these days to wanna die anymore
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Re: I'd like to not exist [Re: Sheekle]
#23638769 - 09/12/16 03:17 PM (7 years, 5 months ago) |
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It's all good everybody
Even if it doesn't seem like it.
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Quote:
Astral Pain said:
Quote:
plasma said: use a 12 gauge
Anything smaller and you might just cause some brain damage and suffer 100x more than you already are
I've heard of shotgun suicide failures before and had to search.
Shotgun Suicide Failure
I heard about one guy who only put one bullet in the revolver, and called 911 after his one bullet didn't hit the spot. I think he was somewhat famous. I'll have to look that one up.
Suicide by shotgun in the mouth, has the highest success rate of any method. Its also instantaneous and if I understand things correctly, there isn't time for the body to communicate pain. You just have to do things right.
) Large enough gun ) Use slugs or if need be, large buckshot ) In the mouth, not under the chin ) Make sure that gun is clean and in good working order, same for munitions
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Sheekle
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shooting in the face sounds painful as fuck
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Repertoire89
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To answer OP, no I don't
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