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OfflineElectric Wizard21
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Not feeling great.
    #23610803 - 09/04/16 09:57 AM (7 years, 5 months ago)

So I left college in July 2014. Kept looking for work, kept getting interviewed by a few peeps, then nothing. Couldn't get an apprenticeship because the companies I applied to are fucking hypocritical morons.
Last year seemed kinda okay, I had work. But I had to quit due to illness. Illness is the big factor in this post. I have a lifelong condition. I have worked various times but cannot maintain it because I am physically incapable of maintaining it. Even the easier jobs I applied to I could not get.
This year, I haven't done anything because I am stuck on welfare which doesn't allow me to work. But I want to work, which would mean my welfare stops. And guess what? I won't have backup money to fall on if I get ill - which is frequently. The main symptoms are fatigue and pain.

What can I do with my time? I write, which helps keep me thinking I guess. I studied aircraft engineering but there is no opportunities and even if I got one I'd lose it because I could not maintain the work. Any advice on what I can do with this time to develop myself? It's hard and today I feel like going crazy.


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I'm sick of all you hypocrites
Holding me at bay
And I don't need your sympathy
To get me through the day
Seasons change and so can I
Hold on boy, no time to cry
Untie these strings, I'm climbing down
I won't let them push me away



Edited by Electric Wizard21 (09/04/16 09:58 AM)

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Re: Not feeling great. [Re: Electric Wizard21]
    #23610827 - 09/04/16 10:05 AM (7 years, 5 months ago)

Interested in cultivating mushrooms? I find I can pour myself into it when work is slow, but still maintain grows when things pick up.

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Re: Not feeling great. [Re: literberry]
    #23610862 - 09/04/16 10:15 AM (7 years, 5 months ago)

Yes I have done this before a few times. But cultivating mushrooms isn't getting me anywhere. I still have some in storage but I don't feel like having them tbh.


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I'm sick of all you hypocrites
Holding me at bay
And I don't need your sympathy
To get me through the day
Seasons change and so can I
Hold on boy, no time to cry
Untie these strings, I'm climbing down
I won't let them push me away



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Re: Not feeling great. [Re: Electric Wizard21]
    #23613615 - 09/05/16 02:50 AM (7 years, 5 months ago)

Find yourself some hobbies...

Cultivating shrooms isnt bringing you anywhere

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OfflineElectric Wizard21
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Re: Not feeling great. [Re: Trippedytrip]
    #23614080 - 09/05/16 08:21 AM (7 years, 5 months ago)

I have hobbies.
I lost respect for you when you insulted me on the other thread.

I'm hoping someone will come along and comment, a person in a similar situation. :shrug:


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I'm sick of all you hypocrites
Holding me at bay
And I don't need your sympathy
To get me through the day
Seasons change and so can I
Hold on boy, no time to cry
Untie these strings, I'm climbing down
I won't let them push me away



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Re: Not feeling great. [Re: Electric Wizard21]
    #23630582 - 09/09/16 08:42 PM (7 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

Electric Wizard21 said:

What can I do with my time?





No matter what our situation in life, we all have to decide how to spend our time.

In general I find doing anything that's outward focused more satisfying than inward.

I spend a lot of time playing Frisbee and games with the neighborhood children.

The more inward I focus, the more isolated I feel. I think human connection is critical to well being.

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Re: Not feeling great. [Re: RJ Tubs 202] * 1
    #23631400 - 09/10/16 05:39 AM (7 years, 5 months ago)

Thanks for the advice :thumbup:


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I'm sick of all you hypocrites
Holding me at bay
And I don't need your sympathy
To get me through the day
Seasons change and so can I
Hold on boy, no time to cry
Untie these strings, I'm climbing down
I won't let them push me away



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Re: Not feeling great. [Re: Electric Wizard21]
    #23631465 - 09/10/16 07:02 AM (7 years, 5 months ago)

Would you ever be interested in programming? There are SO many free courses and communities (reddit has a lot)to get started. It takes up as much or as little time as you like and break into a career field where working from home is an option sometimes.

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Re: Not feeling great. [Re: literberry]
    #23631490 - 09/10/16 07:30 AM (7 years, 5 months ago)

I would be yes, it never crossed my mind though. I will look online for some free courses.

Thanks for the suggestion.


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I'm sick of all you hypocrites
Holding me at bay
And I don't need your sympathy
To get me through the day
Seasons change and so can I
Hold on boy, no time to cry
Untie these strings, I'm climbing down
I won't let them push me away



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Offlinebigdoodie
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Re: Not feeling great. [Re: Electric Wizard21] * 1
    #23632845 - 09/10/16 03:35 PM (7 years, 5 months ago)

What would you be doing if you were the last person on earth?

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Re: Not feeling great. [Re: bigdoodie]
    #23632860 - 09/10/16 03:39 PM (7 years, 5 months ago)

Travel all over, for free since money would no longer be a problem. I'd be setting up a base in the jungle near all the animals - if they are still here.

I can't do that because I would have to pay for flights and accommodation...


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I'm sick of all you hypocrites
Holding me at bay
And I don't need your sympathy
To get me through the day
Seasons change and so can I
Hold on boy, no time to cry
Untie these strings, I'm climbing down
I won't let them push me away



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Re: Not feeling great. [Re: Electric Wizard21]
    #23634302 - 09/10/16 10:57 PM (7 years, 5 months ago)

The world is a jungle. No matter where you live, even in a big city, living creatures are all around you.

I've had many pets in my life. Freshwater fish, crawdads, hermit crabs, birds, and a plethora of plants and insects.

Right now I have a black widow spider in a flask at work on my desk that I caught a year ago, outside.

I feed it once a month, meal-worms, which I also raise.


The world is your oyster.

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Re: Not feeling great. [Re: RJ Tubs 202]
    #23634756 - 09/11/16 05:44 AM (7 years, 5 months ago)

I think it's cool about having something so close to you! :thumbup:

I need to connect more with animals also, it always makes me feel better. Life is just not going right atm for me.


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I'm sick of all you hypocrites
Holding me at bay
And I don't need your sympathy
To get me through the day
Seasons change and so can I
Hold on boy, no time to cry
Untie these strings, I'm climbing down
I won't let them push me away



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