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Trippedytrip
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What the fuck is happening ?
#23628323 - 09/09/16 08:06 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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So guys i know i am heavy posting stuff but i deleted now the others to make some space to post this one.
I dont know what is happening to me seriously. Everything im talking about isnt an ilusion it has happened really to me so dont fuck around please
Brief Explanation :
- Had a Kundalini Awakening with MDMA/Meditation/Weed/Shrooms/Sober -Was then 4-5 Months in thoughts seeking for something wich led me out of body and my mind. -I was full blown unconsciously and wasnt conscious how far i took this whole story. -Expanded my awareness so much
I then crashed downwards after being so much time up there .
I feel now ;
-Trapped in myself -Low Emotions -Not attached to anyone or anything is this world even to a spiritual force or god -I am slow -There is any power nothing and i feel disable to do many things -Living in my head
Many said to me it may be a Transitioning Phase in enlightment (Dark Knight or maybe some other stuff) Or my mind got hang up by so much thoughts .
I dont really know what is happening and i feel fucked disabled and slow .
I tried Ganja , it gave me some force but just in the moment and i saw everything derealised and had the same symptoms so i didnt even notice it .
Has anyone got a clue of what could be happening in my brain ? Has my brain got stucked maybe on the shrooms ?
Thanks for reading
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AgarStudent
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23628365 - 09/09/16 08:34 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well, for sure you expanded your awareness -
The thing is when you are 100% reliant on the use of a substance to take you into another frame of reality, then you are like a cannonball being projected into hyperspace and you have to go where it takes you. Of course when you come crashing back down then there is that issue too.
I would recommend discarding the use of especially the synthetic or harder drugs and maybe complementing your approach with something a bit more wholistic, such as binaural beat sounds (a type of meditation).
It is sort of a no pain-no gain scenario. The quick fix option might only work in the short-term and not in the long-term. If you want permanent lasting changes in your consciousness you do have to work at it.
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ChemicalSpark


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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: AgarStudent]
#23628404 - 09/09/16 08:52 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Edited by ChemicalSpark (03/23/20 08:26 PM)
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Trippedytrip
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Do you guys think shrooms could help?
Weed Doesnt
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AgarStudent
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23628445 - 09/09/16 09:10 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Agreed. Weed really sucks when it comes to making one feel paranoid!
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: AgarStudent]
#23628467 - 09/09/16 09:25 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Psychedelics are not benign. When you ingest these substances and mess around with the brains neurotransmitters there is always risk. It's not a "kundalini awakening" or beam of light from the spaghetti monster.
The best advice would be to see a doctor or health professional if symptoms continue to get worse or debilitating.
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Trippedytrip
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: Jaegar]
#23628472 - 09/09/16 09:28 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I did all checks and was in a ward for 7 weeks .
My MRTs and organs are fully checked and my brain is functioning correctly .
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Jaegar
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23628487 - 09/09/16 09:33 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Some diagnostics only go so far. Did you see a psychologist ?
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Trippedytrip
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: Jaegar]
#23628492 - 09/09/16 09:36 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yes men , but they cant relate to anything . Maybe it is something spiritual as i am very spiritual but theae symptoms i have disable me really from life. I feel like a black sheep in hord of white ones.
Medication doesnt help.
I am seeing next week my spiritual teacher maybe he can relate .
And they havnt found any diagnostic
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23628624 - 09/09/16 10:29 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Edited by ChemicalSpark (03/23/20 08:27 PM)
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the eye
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I'm curious to know what your spiritual teacher said....
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SirShroomsAlott
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23628933 - 09/09/16 12:42 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sounds somewhat similar to depersonalization/derealization, lay off all drugs for a good while, weed and alcohol included. They'll only exacerbate symptoms like that whether it's what I said or not. It will go away though, if you halt drugs and it gets worse then you need to see a specialist like a psychologist or therapists and get a professional opinion.
Could very well just be depression, I relate to a lot of symptoms but I've felt them for pretty much the majority of my life so it's just normal for me, either way talking to someone might be a good idea.
Edit: saw that you said you already did talk to professionals, whoever told you what you're going through is heading towards or is a phase of enlightenment sound like a bunch of morons and you shouldn't take their advice, it sounds like depression
Edited by SirShroomsAlott (09/09/16 12:49 PM)
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Trippedytrip
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Yes i also think it DP/DR , when i smoke weed everything is unreal and i also have symptoms of it , nearyl all of them.
I have a meeting on tuesday with my teacher . Il tell ya how it was then
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23628977 - 09/09/16 01:01 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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hope it works out for you, but definitely still lay off drugs for a bit, they definitely won't help whatever it is.
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Trippedytrip
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Yeah I will i also had Minor psychotic episodes and connected to daily life stress wich led to a little bit of a madness in all aspects
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23631346 - 09/10/16 04:14 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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I would recommend getting into nutrition. Stay away from sugar and heavy carbs. Get enough protein and water. And exercise. Good nutrition can make all the difference.
Lacto/ovo vegetarian is the best (milk and eggs).
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Edited by endogenous (09/10/16 04:41 AM)
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23633557 - 09/10/16 07:03 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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You now just need to learn how to live again as this awakened person. Build your new perspectives and explore your potentials. It's difficult because you don't have the normal defense mechanisms that come along with your egos existence. As you redefine yourself these weaknesses will go away. It can take some time before you feel stable again.
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: TheHumungus]
#23633817 - 09/10/16 08:33 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Valerian root and Passion flower tea, yummy
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Trippedytrip
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: TheHumungus]
#23634999 - 09/11/16 08:33 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well its not easy feeling no spiritual force anymore and the emotions are gone. My old ego has also faded and cant reach my new one .
http://www.allaboutheaven.org/observations/types-spiritual-experience/annihilation
Maybe i am experiencing this sort of awakening.
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PrimalSoup
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23635049 - 09/11/16 09:00 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Trippedytrip said:
- Had a Kundalini Awakening with MDMA/Meditation/Weed/Shrooms/Sober -Was then 4-5 Months in thoughts seeking for something wich led me out of body and my mind. -I was full blown unconsciously and wasnt conscious how far i took this whole story. -Expanded my awareness so much
I then crashed downwards after being so much time up there .
I feel now ;
-Trapped in myself -Low Emotions -Not attached to anyone or anything is this world even to a spiritual force or god -I am slow -There is any power nothing and i feel disable to do many things -Living in my head
Many said to me it may be a Transitioning Phase in enlightment (Dark Knight or maybe some other stuff) Or my mind got hang up by so much thoughts .
I dont really know what is happening and i feel fucked disabled and slow .
I tried Ganja , it gave me some force but just in the moment and i saw everything derealised and had the same symptoms so i didnt even notice it .
Has anyone got a clue of what could be happening in my brain ? Has my brain got stucked maybe on the shrooms ?
Thanks for reading
It's not the shrooms, the derealization is a common aftereffect of going that far and then stopping. Either give it time to sort out and/or back off on the frequency and combos. I didn't get as far as I wanted with shrooms until I took there spirit's advice to give up weed entirely. They continu to try to make me give up drinking but I resist that suggestion. 
FWIW there are NO transitioning stages in enlightenment IME. It's always available in full if you only know how to access it. Kundalini is a good sign but it's easy to mistake this process for more than it really is - the currents may flow but if there's no motor to take the power you don't really go anywhere.
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: PrimalSoup]
#23635085 - 09/11/16 09:22 AM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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If you are interested in a set of guided exercises that will help you in many ways, then I would recommend the following:
https://thepiratebay.org/torrent/8326524/Hemi-Sync_Gateway_Experience
Essentially this is a fast-track to using meditation to achieve states of consciousness not normally accessible during the waking state. It can also be used to provide guidance in the same way that shrooms do. It works for me.
Similar to shrooms, meditation slows down areas of the brain in the temporal lobes that are associated with 'ego' and self-identity.
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Trippedytrip
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: PrimalSoup]
#23640272 - 09/12/16 11:20 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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Derealisation from going that far in thoughts ?
I can also smoke my way up to the top puffing 2 weeks 24/7 lol. Would work 2
At least i get oxygen from ganja
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PrimalSoup
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Re: What the fuck is happening ? [Re: Trippedytrip]
#23641787 - 09/13/16 02:30 PM (7 years, 4 months ago) |
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No not thoughts, your brain gets habituated to the drugs and when you stop you have a form of withdrawal that shows up as the derealisation. It's chemical and it goes away if you just leave everything alone for a while.
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