This trip happened yesterday at around three am. At about 9:30 pm on 09.05 I decided to eat cap worth of dried A. muscaria slices. I had tried it the day before through oral ingestion(smoking the caps and eating) but felt only a slight heavyheadedness. I ate a cap worth of dried a. muscaria slices. After ingestion I decided that I'd wait till midnight and if there was no effect i'd drink my urine. That is how Siberian shamans would get there trips when they were low on mushrooms. Midnight came -- nothing. `I decided to drink my urine, which I mixed with sour apple juice, do to its unpleasant taste. Didn't help much. I now realize that I should have refrigerated it. I then proceeded to watch cartoons. After a few episodes of bob's burgers I was thoroughly disappointed and went to sleep. That was at about 1:30 am. Getting to sleep was strangely hard. After I had reached a state of semi-sleep I kept on having something that could be called a dream. It was either looping or it just took very long, not sure. There was a man in a fedora and suit sitting in front of an old desktop. There was a zoom and a pan to the screen. An error box with a rhombus shaped thing which seemed to blink on and on was displayed on it. Another zoom and the rhombus which began to blink with extreme intensity. I felt like my mind exploded, as if my body was a focused cloud. I opened my eyes and what I saw incredible. There were rhombuses everywhere and everything was absolutely beautiful but so strange. I tried to get up. I just plopped back down after I was barely able to prop myself on one arm and wave the other in front of my face there were obvious tracers. Closing my eyes again I saw that it was just as beautiful when they were closed. There was an intense ringing in my ears and my body was pulsing and vibrating. Especially my legs. Also they(my legs) felt as if they were infinite. There was a roller coaster sensation and a swoop. I opened my eyes again. And as suddenly as it came it began to recede. My body was still pulsing when i opened my eyes but the time I could sit up it had almost all gone. This all seemed to have happened in a matter of minutes.I looked at my phone. It was 3:06. The phsychedelia was replaced by an immense stimulation. My brain was on overdrive, obviously trying to process what had just happened. I felt like I would imagine a good dose of coke would feel like. It was immense. I tried to go back to sleep but it was impossible. I then realized i have to tell someone what i had experienced and messaged three of my friends and my brothers. I filmed a video in which through manic monosyllabic laughter I tried to put what I had to experienced into words. I sent that to my three friends. It was three so i didn't want to wake them up. I called my brother< who was staying at my other brothers house on videochat( since i live in Russia and he in America a wasn't bothering him much). I told one of my brothers who later told his girlfriend and my other brother everything. The intense stimulation continued until about 3:40. Then, in the middle of math period, i began to crash. And i came crashing hard. I had no idea how I would survive the 1.5 hour ride home but with the help of a cheese hachipuri and a bottle of coke(acola) I got home and fell asleep. I still feel very heavy headed even though i slept more than 10 hours. My sentences are very slurred. I do not at all regret my experience at all though. I also feel that I'm less anxious but anxiety is slowly coming back to me.
Edited by adog13 (09/06/16 11:23 AM)
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